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I sort of like talking with people, but not in groups, rather 1 on 1. I try to have some kind of meaningful conversations or try to involve each other personally, so to "bond" I suppose. In groups (over 2 people) the dynamics change so much and the entire interaction always gains completely different end goal objectives, which are mostly very unattractive to me, so I become invisible. It's mostly incredibly uninteresting and boring at that point and the situation becomes stressful, as I have to try to involuntarily involve myself or disconnect completely.tbh
It's not even that I don't enjoy socialising, it's just that people always find some way to annoy me. TBH the only reason I socialize as much as I do is that I'm trying to NTmaxx and develop social skills. I'd rather just read a book or play some solo vidya.
I'm not gonna lie tho, I like clowning around with friends but there is always some person I don't like that end up joining the convo. Eh, I just can't be bothered to deal with that tbh.
I feel like it's a big downside of mine and I'm not sure how to fix that. Also I have the same thing as you do (person I don't enjoy joining in).
Also if you throw in a few ESxx or something people, then it's over before it begins.