I am crying right now.

[MoggerGaston]

You don't, that's what society makes you believe. I used to think the same, until I realised I was happier alone, and it was the pressure of trying to get what I didn't want that made me depressed

Your conscious mind is more powerful than your subconscious desires, so you can literally change what you want

You are happier alone.... than when?!

I understand that the pressure of trying to get something you don't have, is incredibly hard on the mind.
Yet how to combine this with a need of belonging, feeling loved? When you currently don't experience such things, emotions?

Ideally you want to be understood and loved, socially.

That's why I also post on this forum, this forum and talking to people like you is the closest I have gotten to finding love and belonging.
I don't care about lookmaxxing, I am just here on offtopic talking to friends about life.

 

[optimisticzoomer]

You are happier alone.... than when?!

I understand that the pressure of trying to get something you don't have, is incredibly hard on the mind.
Yet how to combine this with a need of belonging, feeling loved? When you currently don't experience such things, emotions?

Ideally you want to be understood and loved, socially.

That's why I also post on this forum, this forum and talking to people like you is the closest I have gotten to finding love and belonging.
I don't care about lookmaxxing, I am just here on offtopic talking to friends about life.

I am happier alone than with people
Doesn't mean I should have 0 social contact, but I don't crave close relationships, and I certainly don't crave romantic relationships, and think that's a psyop

 

[MoggerGaston]

I am happier alone than with people
Doesn't mean I should have 0 social contact, but I don't crave close relationships, and I certainly don't crave romantic relationships, and think that's a psyop

I have the same with feeling worse, lonelier, when I am with people than alone. But that's a different mechanism I believe.

what about when you were 6 years old.
did you have no desire for social-contact, family, friends already back then? I find it hard to believe.

I do understand you because I feel the same where I don't crave friendships or relationships anymore, but that came out of having to adjust for the situation where I am in where this hasn't been possible. I can't get friendships/relationships so I have to adjust to a reality in which I care less about this.

Imagine an ideal world, everything is possible.
Would you want to be alone there?
I doubt it.

 

[ivan karamazov]

I will need to drink alcohol and snort mephedrone to get rid of these feelings, thoughts.

do you live in berlin lol?

 

[MoggerGaston]

do you live in berlin lol?

no but I would love to live there.

i love techno, alternative culture, drug culture.

 

[ivan karamazov]

no but I would love to live there.

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i love techno, alternative culture, drug culture.

lmao berlin is literally the end of the world

 

[MoggerGaston]

lmao berlin is literally the end of the world