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my bdd is so bad.
I got a shit haircut.

I am so mad. I smashed a glass.

I’m so angry.
I took 300mg lasix (3x what i usually take), started ripping my hair out, i took 6g phenibut, i bought a bottle of vodka.

I’m fucking crying as i write this sorry if you lose all respect for me but this bdd has gone too far.

Is it because I’m love? Maybe?

But i fucking hate how i look. I hate who i am.

Sorry guys.
 
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It is what it is
 
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Get well soon, Penumo. Try not to abuse your body, because you only get one, and you got a really good one.
 
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my bdd is so bad.
I got a shit haircut.

I am so mad. I smashed a glass.

I’m so angry.
I took 300mg lasix (3x what i usually take), started ripping my hair out, i took 6g phenibut, i bought a bottle of vodka.

I’m fucking crying as i write this sorry if you lose all respect for me but this bdd has gone too far.

Is it because I’m love? Maybe?

But i fucking hate how i look. I hate who i am.

Sorry guys.
thats imsect u simp for eont care she obly eamts ur bwc
 
I want to kms when I remeber the foids I rejected.
 
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waaaah poor you omg you have it so hard
 
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But i fucking hate how i look. I hate who i am.
James Franco Reaction GIF
 
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my bdd is so bad.
I got a shit haircut.

I am so mad. I smashed a glass.

I’m so angry.
I took 300mg lasix (3x what i usually take), started ripping my hair out, i took 6g phenibut, i bought a bottle of vodka.

I’m fucking crying as i write this sorry if you lose all respect for me but this bdd has gone too far.

Is it because I’m love? Maybe?

But i fucking hate how i look. I hate who i am.

Sorry guys.
These are the kind of abused dogs these TIkTok graycels look up too btw
 
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These are the kind of abused dogs these TIkTok graycels look up too btw
once you realize you cant win in this BDD game it gets better
 
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Don't cry bhai!!!
 
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my bdd is so bad.
I got a shit haircut.

I am so mad. I smashed a glass.

I’m so angry.
I took 300mg lasix (3x what i usually take), started ripping my hair out, i took 6g phenibut, i bought a bottle of vodka.

I’m fucking crying as i write this sorry if you lose all respect for me but this bdd has gone too far.

Is it because I’m love? Maybe?

But i fucking hate how i look. I hate who i am.

Sorry guys.
Sending peace and love your way 🌼
 
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yea any time something changes about my appearance that isnt ideal i wanna kill myself

like if i get a shit haircut or bad hair dye colour etc..


the worst time was when i was born and looked in the mirror to see my garbage genetics and asked the nurse to kill me on the spot
 
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my barber messed up my hair too. Now ill celibate for 2 months till it grows back
 
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yea any time something changes about my appearance that isnt ideal i wanna kill myself

like if i get a shit haircut or bad hair dye colour etc..


the worst time was when i was born and looked in the mirror to see my garbage genetics and asked the nurse to kill me on the spot
Average JBW experience @Preston
 
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The furosemide is kicking in real hard i have cramps.
I just opened the bottle of vodka but my head is fucking dizzy already from the phenibut.
Is this how i die??
I should play juice wrld
 
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My whole life.
Every single interaction.

Is all reliant on my looks.


I hate this.

Why am i so obsessed with how i look??
 
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nigga’s losing his mind
 
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What part of your look are you trying to improve?
 
Woman moment
 
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Average JBW experience @Preston
Be sympathetic man. @Ai Impact may be a dickhead but even he deserves to vent his feelings on thr forum. We are all here for a reason.
 
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Be sympathetic man. @Ai Impact may be a dickhead but even he deserves to vent his feelings on thr forum. We are all here for a reason.
 
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Be sympathetic man. @Ai Impact may be a dickhead but even he deserves to vent his feelings on thr forum. We are all here for a reason.
why am i a dickhead??
 
my side profile alone got more likes you ever will
 
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my bdd is so bad.
I got a shit haircut.

I am so mad. I smashed a glass.

I’m so angry.
I took 300mg lasix (3x what i usually take), started ripping my hair out, i took 6g phenibut, i bought a bottle of vodka.

I’m fucking crying as i write this sorry if you lose all respect for me but this bdd has gone too far.

Is it because I’m love? Maybe?

But i fucking hate how i look. I hate who i am.

Sorry guys.
Mentally unstable seek help
 
my bdd is so bad.
I got a shit haircut.

I am so mad. I smashed a glass.

I’m so angry.
I took 300mg lasix (3x what i usually take), started ripping my hair out, i took 6g phenibut, i bought a bottle of vodka.

I’m fucking crying as i write this sorry if you lose all respect for me but this bdd has gone too far.

Is it because I’m love? Maybe?

But i fucking hate how i look. I hate who i am.

Sorry guys.
Pneumo,

I can genuinely reasonate to how you’re feeling. You need a healthy sense of identity that’s not fuelled through the external. No joke but therapy will actually help you and even if you go ultra cucked-mode and spill your heart to a therapist, it’ll be so much better than continuing to deal with depression people in uni who are really just jealous adversaries who only want attention from girls (other normies etc).

I know I’ve been memeing on here for like 2 years or ever since I stopped caring about posting actual helpful stuff but I feel like actually helping now.

First of all be self aware don’t lie to your parents or therapists about how you feel,
and you’ll come out of this phase.

Your mind is your biggest enemy right now, not anyone else. Imagine the “you” with a solid sense of self identity. You are just finding out who you are learning things. Sometimes you need to give yourself a break and not overthink. Build your life up and stay up.

Others on here may think you’re up your own ass and have things easy but you might be dealing with feelings of self doubt. Imo you have a sort of “imposter sydrome” and don’t believe in yourself enough truly IRL. But trust me, with the right guidance and practical steps, you will make it through.

This will pass. Just block out the noise and start affirming yourself.

CBT (Cognitive Behavioural Therapy) in the UK is actually legit - it’s a science based approach to reframing all your thoughts into a more positive frame. I think it’d really help too. It’s not focused on changing your thoughts but helps you realise that it’s only your thoughts, mind/anxiety that’s out of check; with a little less focus on changing actions.
 
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Low iq going to barbers to cut your hair unless you're black (low iq by default)

Always got cucked by barbers until i learnt to cut my own hair and ive never had to deal with a shit cut again
 
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Low iq going to barbers to cut your hair unless you're black (low iq by default)

Always got cucked by barbers until i learnt to cut my own hair and ive never had to deal with a shit cut again
Hair-cut is a meme but long hair helps to hide your face.
 
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@ReadBooksEveryday @HarrierDuBois

Op's ancestors

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g my hair out, i took 6g phenibut, i bought a bottle of vodka.

I’m fucking crying as i write this sorry if you lose all respect for me but this bdd has gone too far.

Is it because I’m love? Maybe?

But i fucking hate how i look. I hate who i am.

Images   2023 10 14T010516975
 
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But i fucking hate how i look. I hate who i am.

Sorry guys.
Damn ig even when your gl it never goes away. I feel the same way no matter how women treat me i guess i got too fucked up during development and i’m stuck like this too.
 
Dont cry brother life is depressing i now you can always text me in pm

Maybr try some weed i am gonna smoke right now
 
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Pneumo,

I can genuinely reasonate to how you’re feeling. You need a healthy sense of identity that’s not fuelled through the external. No joke but therapy will actually help you and even if you go ultra cucked-mode and spill your heart to a therapist, it’ll be so much better than continuing to deal with depression people in uni who are really just jealous adversaries who only want attention from girls (other normies etc).

I know I’ve been memeing on here for like 2 years or ever since I stopped caring about posting actual helpful stuff but I feel like actually helping now.

First of all be self aware don’t lie to your parents or therapists about how you feel,
and you’ll come out of this phase.

Your mind is your biggest enemy right now, not anyone else. Imagine the “you” with a solid sense of self identity. You are just finding out who you are learning things. Sometimes you need to give yourself a break and not overthink. Build your life up and stay up.

Others on here may think you’re up your own ass and have things easy but you might be dealing with feelings of self doubt. Imo you have a sort of “imposter sydrome” and don’t believe in yourself enough truly IRL. But trust me, with the right guidance and practical steps, you will make it through.

This will pass. Just block out the noise and start affirming yourself.

CBT (Cognitive Behavioural Therapy) in the UK is actually legit - it’s a science based approach to reframing all your thoughts into a more positive frame. I think it’d really help too. It’s not focused on changing your thoughts but helps you realise that it’s only your thoughts, mind/anxiety that’s out of check; with a little less focus on changing actions.
Proof that slaying will never give u permanent happiness
 
Alexa play pursuit of happiness by kid cudi
 
Why am i so obsessed with how i look??
I know I am quite mean at most of the times under the little guise of our friendship. But I still want to be honest honest

Why are you obsessed with your looks you ask? Its because you are an ugly incel obsessed with 'catching' up to your lost past. A past of being bullied brutally for how you look, making you feel incomplete. In many ways, most people are similar to this but its something no one likes to talk about as it is about a weakness.

Pic related
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my bdd is so bad.
I got a shit haircut.

I am so mad. I smashed a glass.

I’m so angry.
I took 300mg lasix (3x what i usually take), started ripping my hair out, i took 6g phenibut, i bought a bottle of vodka.

I’m fucking crying as i write this sorry if you lose all respect for me but this bdd has gone too far.

Is it because I’m love? Maybe?

But i fucking hate how i look. I hate who i am.

Sorry guys.
Kill yourself it will never get better.
 
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Just cap max like josh mcregor , bhai
I can see u pulling it off

BD31382A 25C8 45B3 AEBD E7AD50435AF8
 
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if this is the reason you crying, then i must say you are a crybaby
 
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That’s life. Everyone has off days. What I do to cope is search ugly pics of chads and think if they can look ugly sometimes then it’s normal
 
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my bdd is so bad.
I got a shit haircut.

I am so mad. I smashed a glass.

I’m so angry.
I took 300mg lasix (3x what i usually take), started ripping my hair out, i took 6g phenibut, i bought a bottle of vodka.

I’m fucking crying as i write this sorry if you lose all respect for me but this bdd has gone too far.

Is it because I’m love? Maybe?

But i fucking hate how i look. I hate who i am.

Sorry guys.
Struggles of a chadlite
 
Bro only drink socially you’re gonna get cancer and die

I’m giving away my cig pack to the first whore I see (in minecraft) and only gonna take kratom before going to the club from now on
Ur gonna look like a creep who prays on drunk girls
 
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Over, even chadlite has insecurities.
 
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Doing much for Halloween?

DNR yet. Been a while since psychocystosis has shown up.
 
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>300mg lasix
thats a hospital-tier dose JFL
I had the worst stomach pains and anxiety when I took 120mg once, and it didn't even make me lean. Fucking shit chem
Tho I think ur legit in danger
Drink lots of water and take electrolytes
 
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my bdd is so bad.
I got a shit haircut.

I am so mad. I smashed a glass.

I’m so angry.
I took 300mg lasix (3x what i usually take), started ripping my hair out, i took 6g phenibut, i bought a bottle of vodka.

I’m fucking crying as i write this sorry if you lose all respect for me but this bdd has gone too far.

Is it because I’m love? Maybe?

But i fucking hate how i look. I hate who i am.

Sorry guys.
Open you dm @pneumocystosis pls

we need to talk bro
 
You are a white good looking pretty boy low inhib slayer with rich parents. Life was given to you on a silver platter grow up
 
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