I am deeply anguished by being an inferior being

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There would be no reason I should think goodly of myself if it weren’t for the fact that I am myself.

My pure DNA is spoiled by and overshadowed by my subhuman admixture. I am inherently inferior. Looks wise, I am an abomination and a disgrace to all life forms on Earth. Personality wise, I am just as bad. If it weren’t the fact that I am me, and I saw myself as another individual, I would kill the bastard. I deserve only suffering and I know this. Yet, I instinctively want the best for myself. It’s difficult to fight this instinct. It dictates my behavior. I am a force of evil. I hate this, yet I am forced to love myself. I am forced to operate this biological robot in which they attempt to define me as. I spend my time trying to ascend, improve upon this thing they define me as. The whole purpose of my life (ascending), everything I put my effort into, is being directed in the wrong direction against my will! I am forced to help Evil, or me as an inferior unworthy being! They dangle the rope right in front of me and yet there’s always a mental barrier prohibiting me from proceeding. I know what I must do to be good, yet it seems menacing in nature to extinguish this biological robot that they have brainwashed me into accepting as myself. What an insult!
 
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What race are you??
 
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Your a cutie dont worry
 
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Tbh im too retarded to read all that bro
Explain in less words
 
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Your a cutie dont worry
“Cutie” isn’t a compliment. I am not a tall blonde Chad slaying pretty blonde JBs. that is the problem
 
If it weren’t the fact that I am me, and I saw myself as another individual, I would kill the bastard.
Fuarkkkkkk

Based asf
 
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I have seen you you look very much asian
Ropefuel. I see myself as white when I’m in a good mood. But the world’s view of “me” (they tell me this ape is me) is not congruent with mine. This induces crippling dysphoria
 
Fuarkkkkkk

Based asf
You know it’s so real, it’s unsettling. I would hate the ape they say I am if I saw him in second person instead of first person.
 
Tbh im too retarded to read all that bro
Explain in less words
It’s not that long. Over for you.

TLDR:
I can’t cope with my subhuman race and I don’t identify as my subhuman race but the fact that I know the world sees me this way gives me dysphoria. I hate myself and would kill myself but I can’t because they give me an illusion that this subhuman ape is me which inherently makes it impossible to not want good things to happen to him (me)
 
 
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The problem is you want a blonde aryan GF.
Get yourself a cute hapa girl
 
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The problem is you want a blonde aryan GF.
Get yourself a cute hapa girl
I hate hapa foids. They are degenerate sluts who act like they are hot and yet they’d be posting the same post I just posted if male.

I’m middle school I tried to date a hapa girl and she was mean to me acting like she liked me and then went around hugging pure white makes in front of me

I hate hapa foids blondes are superior anyway to these gook mutts.

Also I can’t get myself s cute hapa foid because they inherently aren’t cute but ugly. They never have blonde hair and always look weird

Plus why would I reproduce with a subhuman that doesn’t deserve to. I know I don’t deserve to but I have to make an exception for myself since I am on autopilot by my selfish nature and an Aryan blonde girl would better my bloodline
 
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It’s not that long. Over for you.

TLDR:
I can’t cope with my subhuman race and I don’t identify as my subhuman race but the fact that I know the world sees me this way gives me dysphoria. I hate myself and would kill myself but I can’t because they give me an illusion that this subhuman ape is me which inherently makes it impossible to not want good things to happen to him (me)
How do you know how the world sees you
 
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It’s kinda bad bro seems like you can’t do anything about it if not psychologically
I cant give any advice about that cause i dont know shit
Iam sorry for you tho hope it makes you feel better
 
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It’s kinda bad bro seems like you can’t do anything about it if not psychologically
I cant give any advice about that cause i dont know shit
Iam sorry for you tho hope it makes you feel better
The only thing I can do is Aryanmax. But I’ll feel like a counterfeit since I won’t fix my genotype.
 
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19019
 
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