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Fuchsia
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There would be no reason I should think goodly of myself if it weren’t for the fact that I am myself.
My pure DNA is spoiled by and overshadowed by my subhuman admixture. I am inherently inferior. Looks wise, I am an abomination and a disgrace to all life forms on Earth. Personality wise, I am just as bad. If it weren’t the fact that I am me, and I saw myself as another individual, I would kill the bastard. I deserve only suffering and I know this. Yet, I instinctively want the best for myself. It’s difficult to fight this instinct. It dictates my behavior. I am a force of evil. I hate this, yet I am forced to love myself. I am forced to operate this biological robot in which they attempt to define me as. I spend my time trying to ascend, improve upon this thing they define me as. The whole purpose of my life (ascending), everything I put my effort into, is being directed in the wrong direction against my will! I am forced to help Evil, or me as an inferior unworthy being! They dangle the rope right in front of me and yet there’s always a mental barrier prohibiting me from proceeding. I know what I must do to be good, yet it seems menacing in nature to extinguish this biological robot that they have brainwashed me into accepting as myself. What an insult!
My pure DNA is spoiled by and overshadowed by my subhuman admixture. I am inherently inferior. Looks wise, I am an abomination and a disgrace to all life forms on Earth. Personality wise, I am just as bad. If it weren’t the fact that I am me, and I saw myself as another individual, I would kill the bastard. I deserve only suffering and I know this. Yet, I instinctively want the best for myself. It’s difficult to fight this instinct. It dictates my behavior. I am a force of evil. I hate this, yet I am forced to love myself. I am forced to operate this biological robot in which they attempt to define me as. I spend my time trying to ascend, improve upon this thing they define me as. The whole purpose of my life (ascending), everything I put my effort into, is being directed in the wrong direction against my will! I am forced to help Evil, or me as an inferior unworthy being! They dangle the rope right in front of me and yet there’s always a mental barrier prohibiting me from proceeding. I know what I must do to be good, yet it seems menacing in nature to extinguish this biological robot that they have brainwashed me into accepting as myself. What an insult!