I am going to the ward.

[MoggerGaston]

Therapist told me my emotional walls are too big and it will probably be impossible to break through to me with just weekly sessions. I cope too well and avoid touching my emotional side and traumas.

Got the advice to go to the ward 3 days per week.

Lifefuel tbh. Maybe they can save me.

 

[MoggerGaston]

tales from the ward incoming

 

[itsovaa]

Therapist told me my emotional walls are too big

cope. she's just projecting cos her pussy walls are too big
she wants you locked up so you cant mog

 

[Lynxress]

Will they give a Stacy psychologist there ?

 

[MoggerGaston]

cope. she's just projecting cos her pussy walls are too big
she wants you locked up so you cant mog

nah shes right tbh. I like this therapist.

 

[MoggerGaston]

Will they give a Stacy psychologist there ?

i hope so.

lots of young women work at the ward here. I know cuz many OLD Profiles mention the ward as employment place with these young girls.

 

[itsovaa]

I like this therapist.

the jews got you man

 

[TUSSELEIF]

Same here. Might go to a ward where I can come and go as I please. This forum really is a mental asylum

 

[MoggerGaston]

Same here. Might go to a ward where I can come and go as I please. This forum really is a mental asylum

its good to care about your mental health

 

[HarrierDuBois]

Saying this for your own good, stop coping so hard man.

 

[Deleted member 14693]

How far anti-vaxxers have fallen to fall into the hands of big pharma once again...

 

[yeeyeeslayer]

average fate of a .org user

 

[MoggerGaston]

How far anti-vaxxers have fallen to fall into the hands of big pharma once again...

im not taking any meds and not planning on

 

[MoggerGaston]

average fate of a .org user

working on your mental health and becoming a happier person?

yeah truly the worst that can happen to a .org user

 

[MoggerGaston]

Saying this for your own good, stop coping so hard man.

coping is my personality to deal with my trauma. I have learned to fake everything.

 

[TechnoBoss]

Well I guess it's better to be institutionalized willingly then get taken there strapped to a stretcher during a mental breakdown.

 

[Deleted member 14693]

im not taking any meds and not planning on

Don't they force you in a ward

 

[Allornothing]

What’s there to accept? Oh my face fucked me and it’s never going to change. Great.

 

[MoggerGaston]

Well I guess it's better to be institutionalized willingly then get taken there strapped to a stretcher during a mental breakdown.

Don't they force you in a ward

No. It's not a forced intake, I am there voluntarily.

 

[MoggerGaston]

What’s there to accept? Oh my face fucked me and it’s never going to change. Great.

Wrong.

I was extremely ugly and obese as a kid and suffered greatly socially. Now I am normal-looking but I still suffer from this mental trauma from the past.

+Parental childhood abuse. Which is unrelated to looks. My parents never loved me and never accepted me and because of that I feel like I am not good enough no matter what I do.

 

[dopaminebeyondfried]

Your first mistake was falling for the therapy scam

 

[MoggerGaston]

Your first mistake was falling for the therapy scam

wrong.

 

[MoggerGaston]

Saying this for your own good, stop coping so hard man.

i am trying to stop coping, which is why I am going to the ward.

I fraud EVERYTHING. my emotions, my personality, my whole life feels like I am playing a role, I am an actor.

a jester, a clown, i am the alpha fuckboy, the slayer, whatever people think/expect of me, I morph my personality to suit these needs.

its not life worth living. I feel dead inside even when I get validation for being a 'slayer'. People tell me I come across as confident, extroverted, slayer, etc.

But on the inside I can't enjoy it all, because I know I am frauding a life. I am an actor, playing a role. I feel immense pressure to act certain ways which weights greatly on my mental health.

 

[MoggerGaston]

Idk u probably think I am some chad humblebragging or something.

But when I go to some party and act like some extroverted mogger, I actually feel fucking shit inside. I don't enjoy even the slightest moment of it.

This is why I do drugs on my own in my room. I hate having to fulfill people's expectations.

When people/girls like me and flirt with me, I feel like they only like this frauded version of me.
I HATE WHEN PEOPLE LIKE ME, BECAUSE IT PUTS EVEN MORE PRESSURE ON ME TO ACT LIKE THIS EXTROVERTED MOGGER.

fuck my cancerous life

 

[the BULL]

Good go the Ward goy so you'll get the Life squeezed off you

 

[Shogun]

No amount of therapy can make up for trauma or lack of sexual success

 

[MoggerGaston]

Good go the Ward goy so you'll get the Life squeezed off you

my therapist asked me today to tell her things I like about myself when I look in the mirror when I feel at my best.

I couldn't even answer her question. I felt intense fear, anxiety, anger, pain, sadness.
It was literally impossible for me to to name even one single positive thing that I liked about my own appearance.

my mouth got dry, my arms started shaking, i got extremely uncomfortable. I couldn't even name one fucking thing I liked about myself.

nigga you think this is normal? you think this is how normal human beings behave?
I am so fucking mentally traumatized, so fucking mentally ill to the point that I can't even say one single positive thing about myself.

I wish I was joking, but I am not.
My therapist started mentioning things she liked about my appearance and what I thought about her good opinion of my looks.

And all I could think of is that her standards are too low. That I am subhuman, not good enough. Her words meant nothing to me, I am completely stuck in my own mindset and this extremely negative view I have of myself.


I am so fucking mentally ill man. I hate my life so fucking much.

 

[the BULL]

my therapist asked me today to tell me things I like about myself when I look in the mirror when I feel at my best.

I couldn't even answer her question. I felt intense fear, anxiety, anger, pain, sadness.
It was literally impossible for me to to name even one single positive thing that I liked about my own appearance.

my mouth got dry, my arms started shaking, i got extremely uncomfortable. I couldn't even name one fucking thing I liked about myself.

nigga you think this is normal? you think this is how normal human beings behave?
I am so fucking mentally traumatized, so fucking mentally ill to the point that I can't even say one single positive thing about myself.

I wish I was joking, but I am not.
My therapist started mentioning things she liked about my appearance and what I thought about her good opinion of my looks.

And all I could think of is that her standards are too low. That I am subhuman, not good enough. Her words meant nothing to me, I am completely stuck in my own mindset and this extremely negative view I have of myself.


I am so fucking mentally ill man. I hate my life so fucking much.

Good then go to the Ward and become a subhuman for real so you stop yapping. You're like those zoomers crying because they not have the latest model of iPhone when african Kids are starving to death

 

[MoggerGaston]

Good then go to the Ward and become a subhuman for real so you stop yapping. You're like those zoomers crying because they not have the latest model of iPhone when african Kids are starving to death

stfu you dumb cunt, I have ran out of patience with you. ignore listed.

 

[the BULL]

stfu you dumb cunt, I have ran out of patience with you. ignore listed.

You don't know shit about the shit they give you in the Ward. Jfl if you think your whore therapist gives a fuck about you. She Just wants you to stop yapping

 

[apocalypse]

my therapist asked me today to tell her things I like about myself when I look in the mirror when I feel at my best.

As if naming one or two things in isolation is any consolation when you’re subhuman overall. Yeah sure I’m tall with good zygos, whatever, I’m still a subshit klinefter truecel at the end of the day.

 

[the BULL]

As if naming one or two things in isolation is any consolation when you’re subhuman overall. Yeah sure I’m tall with good zygos, whatever, I’m still a subshit klinefter truecel at the end of the day.

OP has 2 dates Lined up for this week
Average normies get 0 in 5 years. It's time he shuts his sewer up

 

[MoggerGaston]

You don't know shit about the shit they give you in the Ward. Jfl if you think your whore therapist gives a fuck about you. She Just wants you to stop yapping

its not the ward in mumbai man.

this is the netherlands, the ward here is pure luxury, that's what i am expecting.

 

[MoggerGaston]

As if naming one or two things in isolation is any consolation when you’re subhuman overall. Yeah sure I’m tall with good zygos, whatever, I’m still a subshit klinefter truecel at the end of the day.

Different person, different problems.

I am incapable of mentioning even a single good thing about myself without intense fear, anger, pain. I am dealing with extreme mental trauma.

 

[spongebob]

Idk u probably think I am some chad humblebragging or something.

But when I go to some party and act like some extroverted mogger, I actually feel fucking shit inside. I don't enjoy even the slightest moment of it.

This is why I do drugs on my own in my room. I hate having to fulfill people's expectations.

When people/girls like me and flirt with me, I feel like they only like this frauded version of me.
I HATE WHEN PEOPLE LIKE ME, BECAUSE IT PUTS EVEN MORE PRESSURE ON ME TO ACT LIKE THIS EXTROVERTED MOGGER.

fuck my cancerous life

U should move to Barcelona for a week and go partying every day there. It legit helps for becoming NT. The Netherlands is an autistic robot factory and no real emotional connection can be established here outside of superficial ones. Maybe go to Poland for partying since it's partly your heritage.

 

[the BULL]

its not the ward in mumbai man.

this is the netherlands, the ward here is pure luxury, that's what i am expecting.

Italy Is superior to Netherlands. Italy Is in the G7 Netherlands Is some irrelevant piece of shit. You Will get Fed up schizo pills and become fat unfuckable and lazy so you won't have to worry about your fake problems because no One Will interact with you you'll be low Energy and not even assed to go out. Piece of shit

 

[MoggerGaston]

U should move to Barcelona for a week and go partying every day there. It legit helps for becoming NT. The Netherlands is an autistic robot factory and no real emotional connection can be established here outside of superficial ones. Maybe go to Poland for partying since it's partly your heritage.

idk if I can go partying every day in barcelona oid as a foreigner. will probably be lonely asf.

but I could arrange for something like this if I ever go on an exchange student trip oid.

 

[MoggerGaston]

Italy Is superior to Netherlands. Italy Is in the G7 Netherlands Is some irrelevant piece of shit.

didnt ask

You Will get Fed up schizo pills and become fat unfuckable and lazy so you won't have to worry about your fake problems because no One Will interact with you you'll be low Energy and not even assed to go out. Piece of shit

we will see

 

[the BULL]

didnt ask


we will see

there is nothing to see you piece of shit. can't wait till you go so you stop yapping about your fake problems, you don't have the slightest idea of how it is a true rotter incel life.

 

[MoggerGaston]

there is nothing to see you piece of shit. can't wait till you go so you stop yapping about your fake problems, you don't have the slightest idea of how it is a true rotter incel life.

You are frustrated with your own life, so you respond this way towards me in hate and pain.

I don't think bad of you at all. I believe in you and I think you will be able to find a way out of the hole you are in right now.

I wish you all the fucking best man, I have nothing against you.

 

[the BULL]

You are frustrated with your own life, so you respond this way towards me in hate and pain.

I don't think bad of you at all. I believe in you and I think you will be able to find a way out of the hole you are in right now.

I wish you all the fucking best man, I have nothing against you.

I'm frustrated with my Life because i have fucked up hormones level and can't do shit due to the pills i got Fed so i have the right to complain. You're a healthy male yapping about non existant problems when you go out, go to raves are High Energy and sexually attractive. Just fuck off if you want to ruin your Life and see how shitty It can get i won't stop you because i enjoy when other people descend to hell like me. Your therapist doesn't give a shit about you

 

[MoggerGaston]

I'm frustrated with my Life because i have fucked up hormones level and can't do shit due to the pills i got Fed so i have the right to complain. You're a healthy male yapping about non existant problems when you go out, go to raves are High Energy and sexually attractive. Just fuck off if you want to ruin your Life and see how shitty It can get i won't stop you because i enjoy when other people descend to hell like me. Your therapist doesn't give a shit about you

so how does me complaining about my issues affect you?

Do you feel like you are not getting the attention you expected, because people like me take attention/validation away from you?

Do you feel like you aren't taken seriously, because people like me are given attention/care instead of you, with you having bigger issues than me?


Man, @the BULL I am not your enemy man. I am not fucking the girls you want to fuck. I am not competing for the job you want. I am not the friend who is talking shit about you behind your back. I am not the guy living in the appartement you would want to live in.

And so on.

I hope you realize this.

 

[the BULL]

so how does me complaining about my issues affect you?

Do you feel like you are not getting the attention you expected, because people like me take attention/validation away from you?

Do you feel like you aren't taken seriously, because people like me are given attention/care instead of you, with you having bigger issues than me?


Man, @the BULL I am not your enemy man. I am not fucking the girls you want to fuck. I am not competing for the job you want. I am not the friend who is talking shit about you behind your back. I am not the guy living in the appartement you would want to live in.

And so on.

I hope you realize this.

Yes you are asking for pity when you have a good Life you have no rights to complain. If you want to complain you'll get Fed up jew pills and understand how It Is the shitty Life for real. Your choice

 

[fukmylyf]

they can't help you

 

[Bojack]

the ward cannot save you, they will only annihilate you !

 

[Shkreliii]

Therapist told me my emotional walls are too big and it will probably be impossible to break through to me with just weekly sessions. I cope too well and avoid touching my emotional side and traumas.

Got the advice to go to the ward 3 days per week.

Lifefuel tbh. Maybe they can save me.

Therapy wont do jack, you can form therapy on yourself, as long as its free tbh

 

[MoggerGaston]

Yes you are asking for pity when you have a good Life you have no rights to complain. If you want to complain you'll get Fed up jew pills and understand how It Is the shitty Life for real. Your choice

So you truly believe that I am lieing.
You think I am a happy chad who loves his life, who comes to this forum (with 21.200 posts) just to troll people like you.

Man you can't fucking believe this. I am unhappy as can be, as I present myself on this forum.

You can believe "I have a good life", but can you at least appreciate the fact then that somehow I don't experience my life this way?

I have 'a good life' according to some standard that you have of life, and you don't fullfill, which is why you are unhappy.

Meanwhile, I 'fullfill' this standard according to you, yet I am depressed and suicidal.

@the BULL i ask for you one thing
and that is to respect my feelings.

you can think of myself as some privileged rich chad who has everything anyone could ever wish for.
And that's fine, I accept that you think of my situation like that.

The only thing I am asking for you to accept my feelings, my emotional state, the person who I really feel who I am.
When I tell you that I am unhappy.

That's all I am asking for man.

 

[fukmylyf]

@the BULL don't fall for it.

Playing the Victim Card​

Covert narcissists are adept at portraying themselves as vulnerable and victimized. They may recount past experiences of hardship or injustice, emphasizing how they’ve been mistreated or misunderstood. This narrative is designed to elicit sympathy and compassion from others.

Seeking Constant Validation​

One hallmark of covert narcissist victim mentality is an insatiable need for validation. They crave constant affirmation of their worth, often fishing for compliments or reassurance. They may downplay their accomplishments, pretending to be modest, while secretly yearning for recognition.

Martyr Complex​

The martyr complex is a classic manipulation tactic employed by covert narcissists. They cast themselves in the role of selfless martyrs, always sacrificing for others’ sake. This behavior often includes excessive self-sacrifice, guilt-tripping, and reminding others of their sacrifices.

For instance, a covert narcissist might exclaim, “I’ve given up so much for this relationship, and you still don’t appreciate me!” This guilt-inducing tactic can make others feel indebted and obliged to cater to their needs.

Pity Parties​

Covert narcissists are experts at throwing pity parties. They excel at portraying themselves as unfortunate souls who are endlessly suffering. This tactic is designed to draw attention and sympathy from others.


During a pity party, a covert narcissist might recount a litany of woes, emphasizing how their life is filled with adversity and hardship. They may say, “I can’t catch a break; everything always goes wrong for me.” This narrative positions them as perpetual victims and manipulates others into providing emotional support and validation.

 

[MoggerGaston]

@the BULL don't fall for it.

muh victim card you fucking retard.
I am 28yo and have no family. I am a fucking orphan. I have NOBODY, NOTHING.

You fucking faggot, you think I am privileged, that I have an easy life?
Fuck your life and fuck your whore mother too.

 

[baerr]

I Hope you get well soon