i am loosing my beliefs and my identity.

[unstable]

I wanted to be something and be rich now i don't have any desire.
I wanted to have a Chad son now i have no desire for it.
I wanted to be religious now i can't be even if i try.
I wanted to have a beautiful virgin wife now i don't want it.

all parts of my identity that made me are falling apart i am clinging to the vagabond facet of my personality it is the only thing that is holding me together can anyone help me, this is all very recent and it is hurting me from inside.

my coping mechanism is too good and all things i can't achieve i loose any desire for them.

 

[unstable]

Ascend niggas help me

 

[irrumator praetor]

js get bimax lil bro

 

[unstable]

js get bimax lil bro

i dont have any desire​

 

[nestivv]