I am okay. Thank you for all the well wishes

[Deleted member 17595]

Long story short. I dont feel like retyping this so here is a screenshot for anyone that cared.

I saw many profile comments and tags in threads and i just wanna say that now i am okay. I dont know about the future and if i go down that path where i feel like doing it again but right now i feel okay. Im trying to change my life for
the better and fix myself, mentally at least. For me its playing sports that im passionate about and listening to more positive music instead of depressing shit. There is so much more to life than over anyzing faces and murdering your social life because you feel like you arent enough. I made that mistake and now im trying to fix it and slowly but surely its getting better. Even small progress day by day it gets better. If anyone feels shit feel free to pm me. Take care of yourselves buddy boyos

 

[Reformed]

Ur not even ugly what are u sad about

 

[Deleted member 17595]

Spoiler

@Yuno_howitez @alriodai @depressionmaxxing @EasyMan875 @Dr. Bludy @ascension @cytoplasm @Ekil73_YT @teethiseverything

 

[Deleted member 14693]

"i called a friend"

stopped reading there

 

[Deleted member 17595]

Ur not even ugly what are u sad about

ugly or not i def feel like that. Had other problems like loneliness, broke, mentally ill in general. Lately been caring less ab it tho. Tryna keep it positive and do shit that im passionate about

 

[Deleted member 17595]

"i called a friend"

stopped reading there

im lucky to have 1-2 good friends that i can be real with. if you dont and need to reach out to someone reach out to anyone. ehen i felt too high inhib to tell people my feelings i would write them on a paper

 

[Deleted member 19174]

hmu if you're feeling down bro, I don't want you to rope

 

[Deleted member 29155]

Glad your safe bro

 

[forevermirin]

stop drinking alone bro its a dangerous combo. smoke weed instead maybe

 

[Deleted member 17595]

hmu if you're feeling down bro, I don't want you to rope

you too bro if u need anything u can pm me

 

[khvirgin]

Good choice
there's Gandy heaven, we dont have Vinnie's heaven yet

 

[Deleted member 17595]

stop drinking alone bro its a dangerous combo. smoke weed instead maybe

i dont usually do it, i almost never srink. i was in a very bad mental state and made a dumb decision

 

[ascension]

Glad to see you're ok now bro. What is it that's making you this sad? Looks, or that oneitis?

Btw I told you to listen to positive music instead of that depressing shit jfl. It actually helps.

 

[Deleted member 17595]

Good choice
there's Gandy heaven, we dont have Vinnie's heaven yet

The truth is the only reason i didnt rope is to see what else is vinnie going to post

 

[Nick.Harte]

Glad to have you back buddy.

 

[Deleted member 15067]

So did they send you to Mumbai mental asylum after they saw ur suicide attempt

 

[Deleted member 15067]

Jk good u didn’t go Schery not worth it

 

[Deleted member 17595]

Glad to see you're ok now bro. What is it that's making you this sad? Looks, or that oneitis?

Btw I told you to listen to positive music instead of that depressing shit jfl. It actually helps.

Its kinda all over the place what makes me sad. Sometimes its how i look, sometimes my oneitis, sometimes i feel like im not doing enough w my life. Sometimes depression just hits out of the blue.

And yes happy positive music genuinely hels me. I listened to graduation by kanye ehich is full of positive music and it literally listening to it made me so like happy. It brings my mood up

 

[Deleted member 17595]

Spoiler

@Yuno_howitez @alriodai @depressionmaxxing @EasyMan875 @Dr. Bludy @ascension @cytoplasm @Ekil73_YT @teethiseverything

Spoiler

@stunna @drop @julianchicago @Skywalker @pashtun @bishōnenmaxxer

 

[Dr. Bludy]

Glad youre alive boyo
We all tought that you died but you cameback at the end of the season
... Kenny type shitinnit

 

[Deleted member 25198]

dnrd but glad ur safe buddy-boyo

 

[Deleted member 17595]

Glad youre alive boyo
We all tought that you died but you cameback at the end of the season
... Kenny type shitinnit

Cool new name blud
And thank you, i hope you are doing well too

 

[Deleted member 2981]

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Long story short. I dont feel like retyping this so here is a screenshot for anyone that cared.

I saw many profile comments and tags in threads and i just wanna say that now i am okay. I dont know about the future and if i go down that path where i feel like doing it again but right now i feel okay. Im trying to change my life for
the better and fix myself, mentally at least. For me its playing sports that im passionate about and listening to more positive music instead of depressing shit. There is so much more to life than over anyzing faces and murdering your social life because you feel like you arent enough. I made that mistake and now im trying to fix it and slowly but surely its getting better. Even small progress day by day it gets better. If anyone feels shit feel free to pm me. Take care of yourselves buddy boyos

Just Rope

 

[Deleted member 17595]

Just Rope

i love you too

 

[AppealMaxxing]

Vinnie arranged that guard, couldn't let his biggest fan die.

 

[Deleted member 17595]

Vinnie arranged that guard, couldn't let his biggest fan die.

my beloved

 

[Abhorrence]

glad ur ok bro

 

[Deleted member 17595]

glad ur ok bro

ty brotha

 

[It'snotover]

Glad u did not go schery

 

[Deleted member 17595]

Glad u did not go schery

heard about that situation. Terrible

 

[longjohnmong]

start running and meditating. seriously.

 

[Deleted member 17595]

start running and meditating. seriously.

exactly running or is any physical activity fine? I love playin basketball rn i play everyday

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Just Rope

AGAIN LEON!!! YOU TRULY ARE A NO GOOD YOUNGIN!!! I THOUGHT YOU WERE A RESPECTFUL YOUNG MAN!

 

[5.5psl]

Glad to know you are alive
I'll just slit my wrists if a 6'2 HTN is suicidal coz of his looks tho

 

[Deleted member 24789]

did your exams go well?

 

[Deleted member 17595]

Glad to know you are alive
I'll just slit my wrists if a 6'2 HTN is suicidal coz of his looks tho

jfl u prob mog me blud and ur 6ft3

 

[Deleted member 17595]

did your exams go well?

havent had them yet

had only one, last 3 are by the end of the month

 

[OCDisneyChad]

Sounds like you didn't want to do it from the start tbh

 

[Deleted member 17595]

Sounds like you didn't want to do it from the start tbh

i shouda just used a invisibility potion and floated over the safety railing

 

[5.5psl]

jfl u prob mog me blud and ur 6ft3

Anyways bhai love to know you there
Life is a blessing cherish every moment

 

[Deleted member 24789]

havent had them yet

had only one, last 3 are by the end of the month

Okay nigga gl for the rest
glad to see you back here and alive. @Yuno_howitez left us (still alive lol)

 

[Deleted member 17595]

Okay nigga gl for the rest
glad to see you back here and alive. @Yuno_howitez left us (still alive lol)

wym by left?

 

[Deleted member 17595]

Anyways bhai love to know you there
Life is a blessing cherish every moment

im tryin my best bro. Gotta make smth out of life fr no matter what

 

[Deleted member 24789]

wym by left?

he asked to be banned, I hope it's temporary

 

[LowTrust]

over

 

[Deleted member 17595]

he asked to be banned, I hope it's temporary

he was a likeable user i hope he comes back. Or if he doesnt i hope him the very very best.

 

[longjohnmong]

exactly running or is any physical activity fine? I love playin basketball rn i play everyday

I can only speak from my personal experience, but running has been significantly better for me than weightlifting and rock climbing in terms of mental health benefits. I think it's because of the sustained difficulty of it, but it might also be because it clears your head and you get to like connect with the world. I don't listen to music or anything when I run. I feel like the real benefits come from running for more than ~35 minutes. That's when it starts to not suck and I can just run indefinitely until my muscles actually just stop working. I guess it's like the runner's high state, but it's not really like being high. But in that state I kind of feel like all your problems melt away.

I don't know where basketball would fall in there, since it does involve a lot of running.

Meditation is also helpful because it allows you to stand apart from your thoughts and also be less reactive to thoughts.

Neither are like quick depression cures, but they would be good habits to develop.

 

[Deleted member 16501]

aren't you a chadlite mena europe?

you should be drowning in jb german pussy

 

[cytoplasm]

aren't you a chadlite mena europe?

you should be drowning in jb german pussy

hes slav jfl

 

[Deleted member 17595]

aren't you a chadlite mena europe?

you should be drowning in jb german pussy

east eu
idk where u got chadlite from tho