NoCope
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I am 19, and for past half a year, I feel like I am going insane. I see symbolism in almost every single thing. Sometimes, I reach epiphanies about stuff and it feels like God gave it to me. I really don’t understand if I have truly connected to God, or if I am going insane. My whole worldview is a collection of symbolism and epiphanies. I am trying to crack the code to reality, and it feels like I can somewhat understand it. Sometimes, I challenge myself to do something stupid: like skip every other step on a staircase, and if I don’t do that, I will suffer (or if I do it, I will be rewarded). I feel like I am dissociating from this world. I don’t know what to do. Does anyone have any experience with this?