I am so disqusted by myself

[Bitchwhipper2]

Why would I let this happen

 

[imontheloose]

elab

 

[Bitchwhipper2]

elab

I hate my same sex arousal. I think I inflicted it upon myself as a teenager jerking off to the idea of men.

I should have always been straight but spoiled myself and am now tainted

 

[imontheloose]

I hate my same sex arousal. I think I inflicted it upon myself as a teenager jerking off to the idea of men.

I should have always been straight but spoiled myself and am now tainted

bisexuality is probs the most natural sexuality of humans. im not much into sex and i largely hate women. womens only benefit is between their legs so i see little benefit to them: men mog them in every other category.

find peace in being alone hnstly. its been a while of me trying and after so many yrs u just have to give up.

 

[Notcel]

*disgusted

 

[Bitchwhipper2]

bisexuality is probs the most natural sexuality of humans. im not much into sex and i largely hate women. womens only benefit is between their legs so i see little benefit to them: men mog them in every other category.

find peace in being alone hnstly. its been a while of me trying and after so many yrs u just have to give up.

I kinda know tbh.

But I hate myself for amplifying it so much as a teenager. I would watch so much dick and feel horrible about it afterwards.

Wish I had the self control to keep to women, because now my brain is rewired to be more of a fag than it shouldve

 

[NatureEnjoyer_]

Kys

 

[NatureEnjoyer_]

Im kidding I have to Post Farm its normal but I don’t Like it tho

Kys

 

[futureschizo]

It's not ur fault dont think u changed anything

 

[zalcus]

Why would I let this happen

never stress bhai

 

[Bitchwhipper2]

It's not ur fault dont think u changed anything

I hope so. I dont mind the actual feelings (because I actually like them) more than the idea of being tainted

 

[imontheloose]

I kinda know tbh.

But I hate myself for amplifying it so much as a teenager. I would watch so much dick and feel horrible about it afterwards.

Wish I had the self control to keep to women, because now my brain is rewired to be more of a fag than it shouldve

i was somewhat similar. whatever tbh.

 

[futureschizo]

I hope so. I dont mind the actual feelings (because I actually like them) more than the idea of being tainted

I think of it like it was gonna happen sooner or later

maybe it just happened sooner than it was supposed to?