I am such a social outcast that I am going to resort to lucid dreaming

[sorrowfulsad]

my best and literally only friend killed himself a week ago and I got legit 0 social connections now. He probably didnt see me the way I saw him but he was the only person I could still hang out with. so yeah its over ngl cause he had alot of friends and I wanted him to connect me with other people but never asked him to
I had the best life today in a dream and ngl if I cant get anything in real life Ima need to get creative

 

[sorrowfulsad]

 

[thecel]

I’m too lazy to attempt lucid dreaming

 

[sorrowfulsad]

I’m too lazy to attempt lucid dreaming

ngl I tried that shit like 8 years ago for like 6 years and managed to do it 3 times
but I got nothing left Im legit just waiting for the day to end atp

 

[Deleted member 18086]

lucid dream is cope

 

[Deleted member 4430]

your only friend killed himself and the only thing you think of is that he didnt introduce you to his social circle

 

[n0rthface]

i wanna dream forever

 

[Tusseleif]

I have had hyper realistic dreams these past months too where my life was so good, or I was back to my childhood and childhood friends, and it feels so real that I’m genuinely confused when waking up because it felt so real. It’s practically every night now. This is what happens when ur life is shit and deep down you desire the opposite of what life you already live