I am terrified to lose my virginity ):

[puppyboy264]

this is gonna be a bit of a long post so buckle in >_<

ive mentioned this on here before but I am still a virgin, not because nobody wants me but because I am kinda waiting for the right person T-T

I feel like if i lose it to someone who doesn't match what i want il feel impure and dirty
i would wanna lose it with a girl that knows me pretty well, likes me alot, is also a virgin and will kinda help me through it and i help her kinda ^u^

for a while i was genuinely ready to do it with my ex, but then she dumped me x-x
we still talk once or twice every two or three weeks and the connection is still kinda there but im moving to a different continent after summer so I probably wont see her for atleast 5-6 years TwT

I always thought she was perfect cuz i think she is the prettiest girl ive ever seen i am still very attracted to her and she also really liked me and she was a virgin ewe
its probably not gonna happen any more and i doubt she would wait 5 years owo (though it is not out of her character to do so?)

it feels really akward atm >~< i have been going to hangouts/ parties alot these past few months and a couple of girls have offered me and i have turned them down (which feels horrible to do because its usually a pretty intimate moment when they initiate T-T)

the worst part is that i tend to talk to older girls more and most older girls usually aren't virgins and as i grow up the numbers will decrease and stuff ewe

I guess in reality this is yet another post on how much i miss my ex and her attention:/
but its getting to the point where i am not 100% sure if i would wanna lose it to her just because how she has been treating me recently (having me on delivered for days and kinda avoiding talking to me)

she doesn't fully know im moving away so idk TwT

If she was still with me i wouldn't even be on here cuz she already i was the most handsome boy ever to her ^w^
i wonder if she still thinks that way
guys should i text her
pls say yes
i really miss her and i don't mind double texting

i also find it very difficult to be attracted to any girl after her because any time im having a conversation with a girl and realize she is not 100% like my ex i become uninterested and disillusioned ewe

AAAAAA I MISS MY EX

 

[shedontluv-U]

‎

 

[HtnceI]

No its because no one wants you

 

[Mochi Force 15]

let me take your virginity

 

[shedontluv-U]

Yes

 

[Pixxelol]

let me take your virginity

 

[puppyboy264]

No its because no one wants you

can u read??

it feels really akward atm >~< i have been going to hangouts/ parties alot these past few months and a couple of girls have offered me and i have turned them down (which feels horrible to do because its usually a pretty intimate moment when they initiate T-T)

ewe

 

[grav]

Yes

 

[puppyboy264]

let me take your virginity

im not gay ewe

 

[puppyboy264]

me when i finally make a high effort post but org servers are actively exploding x-x

 

[puppyboy264]

Yes

as in i should text her????!??
right?!??!?

actually just checked her ig and im a bit pissed off now :/

 

[loseratgenes]

this is gonna be a bit of a long post so buckle in >_<

ive mentioned this on here before but I am still a virgin, not because nobody wants me but because I am kinda waiting for the right person T-T

I feel like if i lose it to someone who doesn't match what i want il feel impure and dirty
i would wanna lose it with a girl that knows me pretty well, likes me alot, is also a virgin and will kinda help me through it and i help her kinda ^u^

for a while i was genuinely ready to do it with my ex, but then she dumped me x-x
we still talk once or twice every two or three weeks and the connection is still kinda there but im moving to a different continent after summer so I probably wont see her for atleast 5-6 years TwT

I always thought she was perfect cuz i think she is the prettiest girl ive ever seen i am still very attracted to her and she also really liked me and she was a virgin ewe
its probably not gonna happen any more and i doubt she would wait 5 years owo (though it is not out of her character to do so?)

it feels really akward atm >~< i have been going to hangouts/ parties alot these past few months and a couple of girls have offered me and i have turned them down (which feels horrible to do because its usually a pretty intimate moment when they initiate T-T)

the worst part is that i tend to talk to older girls more and most older girls usually aren't virgins and as i grow up the numbers will decrease and stuff ewe

I guess in reality this is yet another post on how much i miss my ex and her attention:/
but its getting to the point where i am not 100% sure if i would wanna lose it to her just because how she has been treating me recently (having me on delivered for days and kinda avoiding talking to me)

she doesn't fully know im moving away so idk TwT

If she was still with me i wouldn't even be on here cuz she already i was the most handsome boy ever to her ^w^
i wonder if she still thinks that way
guys should i text her
pls say yes
i really miss her and i don't mind double texting

i also find it very difficult to be attracted to any girl after her because any time im having a conversation with a girl and realize she is not 100% like my ex i become uninterested and disillusioned ewe

AAAAAA I MISS MY EX
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[puppyboy264]

bummppp >:3
cuz servers are slowly recovering TwT

I just went through her ig again and im
gonna have to make an update post on this but it seems like nobodys online rn so maybe tomorrow idk thoutu x-x
why cant she just love me and like me again:/

 

[fedecope]

dnr. and puppyboy264 is scared to fuck a girl lmao

 

[KIVVV]

Wanna Lose it together?

 

[puppyboy264]

dnr. and puppyboy264 is scared to fuck a girl lmao

pure retardation

 

[yyk117]

top 3 hardest reads oat

 

[puppyboy264]

Wanna Lose it together?

no i only wwqnna lose it with my ex :/

 

[puppyboy264]

top 3 hardest reads oat

yea u don't have to read it dickwad

 

[fedecope]

pure retardation

 

[fedecope]

pure retardation

 

[fedecope]

pure retardation

 

[fedecope]

jeez my shit is lagging lmao

 

[puppyboy264]

u replied to my post 6 time

maybe ur a homosexual and ur just projecting

thats okay i accept you but its not a good outlet lolz :3

 

[Corp 🖤]

Nigger is just here to ragebait niggas

 

[Sba_123]

Bump

 

[giodd]

nigga?

 

[Sba_123]

let me take your virginity

Nga he likes foids

 

[Sba_123]

Wordd

 

[Sba_123]

Holy cake pfp

 

[puppyboy264]

Nigger is just here to ragebait niggas

sometimes i unironically do that :3

but today im actually genuinely sad about the thing i posted about and just want to express my feelings T-T

but for some reason the people active right now do not have a lick of emotional intelligence (or general intelligence) and do not understand what i am talking about ewe

 

[mcmentalonthemic]

You've got nothing to worry about little bro

 

[81xa]

Do you honestly expect to get actual advice from faggot haters?

 

[puppyboy264]

You've got nothing to worry about little bro

as in u think my exgf will get back with me and then move to a different continent with me and we will live happily after right??? ^w^

 

[puppyboy264]

im about to get off but il reply to this first

Do you honestly expect to get actual advice from faggot haters?

not really
i ussualy dnr the people who call me a fag (because im not gay) 0-0

i am expecting advice and comfort from the people that are nice to me! ^_^

especially advice on if i should double text her after being on delivered for nearly a week
and i also wanna vent a bit owo

 

[Corp 🖤]

sometimes i unironically do that :3

but today im actually genuinely sad about the thing i posted about and just want to express my feelings T-T

but for some reason the people active right now do not have a lick of emotional intelligence (or general intelligence) and do not understand what i am talking about ewe

You know most people that hate on you are as gay as you in their own way

 

[walee]

yea u don't have to read it dickwad

bro snapped

 

[shedontluv-U]

You know most people that hate on you are as gay as you in their own way

I see your point

You are right in a way

But it's not really...

It's a risky for YOU you know that right?

 

[chromednash]

This nigga is so corny lmaoooo

 

[CollioureViews]

this is gonna be a bit of a long post so buckle in >_<

ive mentioned this on here before but I am still a virgin, not because nobody wants me but because I am kinda waiting for the right person T-T

I feel like if i lose it to someone who doesn't match what i want il feel impure and dirty
i would wanna lose it with a girl that knows me pretty well, likes me alot, is also a virgin and will kinda help me through it and i help her kinda ^u^

for a while i was genuinely ready to do it with my ex, but then she dumped me x-x
we still talk once or twice every two or three weeks and the connection is still kinda there but im moving to a different continent after summer so I probably wont see her for atleast 5-6 years TwT

I always thought she was perfect cuz i think she is the prettiest girl ive ever seen i am still very attracted to her and she also really liked me and she was a virgin ewe
its probably not gonna happen any more and i doubt she would wait 5 years owo (though it is not out of her character to do so?)

it feels really akward atm >~< i have been going to hangouts/ parties alot these past few months and a couple of girls have offered me and i have turned them down (which feels horrible to do because its usually a pretty intimate moment when they initiate T-T)

the worst part is that i tend to talk to older girls more and most older girls usually aren't virgins and as i grow up the numbers will decrease and stuff ewe

I guess in reality this is yet another post on how much i miss my ex and her attention:/
but its getting to the point where i am not 100% sure if i would wanna lose it to her just because how she has been treating me recently (having me on delivered for days and kinda avoiding talking to me)

she doesn't fully know im moving away so idk TwT

If she was still with me i wouldn't even be on here cuz she already i was the most handsome boy ever to her ^w^
i wonder if she still thinks that way
guys should i text her
pls say yes
i really miss her and i don't mind double texting

i also find it very difficult to be attracted to any girl after her because any time im having a conversation with a girl and realize she is not 100% like my ex i become uninterested and disillusioned ewe

AAAAAA I MISS MY EX
View attachment 4938496

I understand the sentiment, maybe...

That is, putting a lot of emphasis on who you lose your virginity to.

I lost mine to some fucking Romanian escort- I cannot remember her face, name, or anything really, other than the fucking room. I don't remember if I bust, or if I even got hard. I can't remember shit, other than that room; no shade over the light and these floral bedsheets that looked like they were outta the 70s.

It's strange to have an experience like that, especially when you hear from all your normal friends about their normal stories.

But over a decade later, I don't think about it at all (unless deliberately), not one fucking bit. And since then, I've forgotten how many girls I've dealt with. Even had a 6 yr LTR with a genuine girl, and that gal is gone too.

Moral of the story. Don't be a pussy. It's just sex. Everything will pass. And don't go after your ex-girl either. BIG MISTAKE.

You probably will ignore all the advice against pursuing her, because most guys do. So, good luck, I guess.

 

[Ultimate Subhuman™]

let me take your virginity

 

[Jason Voorhees]

A lot of young men are terrified of being intimate with a women

This is the reality for a lot of young men these days. They are so rejected, lonely, isolated and thoroughly beaten down that the mere act of intimacy, being vulnerable and naked next to them fills them with overwhelming amount of shame, disgust. It's not as simple as low T just inject because...

looksmax.org

 

[elliottttt]

d

this is gonna be a bit of a long post so buckle in >_<

ive mentioned this on here before but I am still a virgin, not because nobody wants me but because I am kinda waiting for the right person T-T

I feel like if i lose it to someone who doesn't match what i want il feel impure and dirty
i would wanna lose it with a girl that knows me pretty well, likes me alot, is also a virgin and will kinda help me through it and i help her kinda ^u^

for a while i was genuinely ready to do it with my ex, but then she dumped me x-x
we still talk once or twice every two or three weeks and the connection is still kinda there but im moving to a different continent after summer so I probably wont see her for atleast 5-6 years TwT

I always thought she was perfect cuz i think she is the prettiest girl ive ever seen i am still very attracted to her and she also really liked me and she was a virgin ewe
its probably not gonna happen any more and i doubt she would wait 5 years owo (though it is not out of her character to do so?)

it feels really akward atm >~< i have been going to hangouts/ parties alot these past few months and a couple of girls have offered me and i have turned them down (which feels horrible to do because its usually a pretty intimate moment when they initiate T-T)

the worst part is that i tend to talk to older girls more and most older girls usually aren't virgins and as i grow up the numbers will decrease and stuff ewe

I guess in reality this is yet another post on how much i miss my ex and her attention:/
but its getting to the point where i am not 100% sure if i would wanna lose it to her just because how she has been treating me recently (having me on delivered for days and kinda avoiding talking to me)

she doesn't fully know im moving away so idk TwT

If she was still with me i wouldn't even be on here cuz she already i was the most handsome boy ever to her ^w^
i wonder if she still thinks that way
guys should i text her
pls say yes
i really miss her and i don't mind double texting

i also find it very difficult to be attracted to any girl after her because any time im having a conversation with a girl and realize she is not 100% like my ex i become uninterested and disillusioned ewe

AAAAAA I MISS MY EX
View attachment 4938496

kill yurself

 

[CollioureViews]

A lot of young men are terrified of being intimate with a women

This is the reality for a lot of young men these days. They are so rejected, lonely, isolated and thoroughly beaten down that the mere act of intimacy, being vulnerable and naked next to them fills them with overwhelming amount of shame, disgust. It's not as simple as low T just inject because...

looksmax.org

Scanned through this one time.

You're pretty bang on the money.

In no way am I endorsing escorting; it's disgusting upon deep reflection. That said, I did lose my anxiety (escalating and getting sexual) around women through dealing with escorts.

Maybe because it was that climax of getting undressed in front of a woman, and the whole charade of dealing with a girl, getting stripped down through this cold exchange.

If guys can learn to be comfortable in the game without ever entertaining the thought of using a sex worker, all power to them. For me personally, I don't think I'd ever have been able to break that barrier without the controlled, transactional environment.

 

[Sayori]

this is gonna be a bit of a long post so buckle in >_<

ive mentioned this on here before but I am still a virgin, not because nobody wants me but because I am kinda waiting for the right person T-T

I feel like if i lose it to someone who doesn't match what i want il feel impure and dirty
i would wanna lose it with a girl that knows me pretty well, likes me alot, is also a virgin and will kinda help me through it and i help her kinda ^u^

for a while i was genuinely ready to do it with my ex, but then she dumped me x-x
we still talk once or twice every two or three weeks and the connection is still kinda there but im moving to a different continent after summer so I probably wont see her for atleast 5-6 years TwT

I always thought she was perfect cuz i think she is the prettiest girl ive ever seen i am still very attracted to her and she also really liked me and she was a virgin ewe
its probably not gonna happen any more and i doubt she would wait 5 years owo (though it is not out of her character to do so?)

it feels really akward atm >~< i have been going to hangouts/ parties alot these past few months and a couple of girls have offered me and i have turned them down (which feels horrible to do because its usually a pretty intimate moment when they initiate T-T)

the worst part is that i tend to talk to older girls more and most older girls usually aren't virgins and as i grow up the numbers will decrease and stuff ewe

I guess in reality this is yet another post on how much i miss my ex and her attention:/
but its getting to the point where i am not 100% sure if i would wanna lose it to her just because how she has been treating me recently (having me on delivered for days and kinda avoiding talking to me)

she doesn't fully know im moving away so idk TwT

If she was still with me i wouldn't even be on here cuz she already i was the most handsome boy ever to her ^w^
i wonder if she still thinks that way
guys should i text her
pls say yes
i really miss her and i don't mind double texting

i also find it very difficult to be attracted to any girl after her because any time im having a conversation with a girl and realize she is not 100% like my ex i become uninterested and disillusioned ewe

AAAAAA I MISS MY EX
View attachment 4938496

Dnrd this but boyo just do it dont be a pussy

 

[puppyboy264]

bro snapped

yeah
i was upset about my ex T-T

 

[puppyboy264]

I see your point

You are right in a way

But it's not really...

It's a risky for YOU you know that right?

retarded reply i just realized what i replied to im so sleepy TwT

 

[puppyboy264]

I understand the sentiment, maybe...

That is, putting a lot of emphasis on who you lose your virginity to.

I lost mine to some fucking Romanian escort- I cannot remember her face, name, or anything really, other than the fucking room. I don't remember if I bust, or if I even got hard. I can't remember shit, other than that room; no shade over the light and these floral bedsheets that looked like they were outta the 70s.

It's strange to have an experience like that, especially when you hear from all your normal friends about their normal stories.

But over a decade later, I don't think about it at all (unless deliberately), not one fucking bit. And since then, I've forgotten how many girls I've dealt with. Even had a 6 yr LTR with a genuine girl, and that gal is gone too.

Moral of the story. Don't be a pussy. It's just sex. Everything will pass. And don't go after your ex-girl either. BIG MISTAKE.

You probably will ignore all the advice against pursuing her, because most guys do. So, good luck, I guess.

i really do try to take the advice
and i have genuinely tried to talk to other girls and i just cant tolerate it t-t

thank you for getting the sentiment as most people here can't but i think its also extremely personal/subjective
I have had these thoughts since i was 13 0-0

I hate the fact that the current society we live in has turned sex into only a regular activity.
I understand biologically, but physically and emotionally it should be something alot more intimate in my opinion://

whats the fun of fucking a person whos dos and donts you dont know! ewe
it also feels like the more you know someone the more you want it and it feels even better owo

 

[puppyboy264]

Scanned through this one time.

You're pretty bang on the money.

In no way am I endorsing escorting; it's disgusting upon deep reflection. That said, I did lose my anxiety (escalating and getting sexual) around women through dealing with escorts.

Maybe because it was that climax of getting undressed in front of a woman, and the whole charade of dealing with a girl, getting stripped down through this cold exchange.

If guys can learn to be comfortable in the game without ever entertaining the thought of using a sex worker, all power to them. For me personally, I don't think I'd ever have been able to break that barrier without the controlled, transactional environment.

isnt this just demonizing sex and turning into something thats more of a chore than a pleasure?

 

[puppyboy264]

Scanned through this one time.

You're pretty bang on the money.

In no way am I endorsing escorting; it's disgusting upon deep reflection. That said, I did lose my anxiety (escalating and getting sexual) around women through dealing with escorts.

Maybe because it was that climax of getting undressed in front of a woman, and the whole charade of dealing with a girl, getting stripped down through this cold exchange.

If guys can learn to be comfortable in the game without ever entertaining the thought of using a sex worker, all power to them. For me personally, I don't think I'd ever have been able to break that barrier without the controlled, transactional environment.

also i don't wanna be mean or anything but i have gotten vulnerable around more than one person and id prefer it to come naturally rather than from just a cold transaction ^_^

i hope you kinda get my point!

again its kinda personal owo
i am a pretty bold person and even though i naturally get shy in intimate moments i can stand my ground o.o