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This saturday night I'm profoundly bored- don't wanna watch porn, watch a movie, do anything
In my non NT haze the past 10 years I may have felt lonely on a sat night, but my mind was always so filled with chaos and bullshit that I managed to entertain myslef
Now the reality is sinking in- that there is nothing. I gotta do something to make something happen- socially, having a family, location or otherwise
Mind numbingly painful now but probably a sign of maturity
In my non NT haze the past 10 years I may have felt lonely on a sat night, but my mind was always so filled with chaos and bullshit that I managed to entertain myslef
Now the reality is sinking in- that there is nothing. I gotta do something to make something happen- socially, having a family, location or otherwise
Mind numbingly painful now but probably a sign of maturity
