I believe my life will turn for the worst

[ReccesedSlavic]

Schools not going great thinking about dropping out, my life is absolute dog shit got dumped recently I have a 1000 posts within a 2 weeks on here my mental state is down the drain and I’m an ltn

 

[Aether_]

Schools not going great thinking about dropping out, my life is absolute dog shit got dumped recently I have a 1000 posts within a 2 weeks on here my mental state is down the drain and I’m an ltn

The rope is calling bhai

 

[Deleted member 306147]

I'm content with my life currently because i found a purpose and a passion. Find one or the other or turn your passion into a purpose and you'll always find love in life.

 

[ReccesedSlavic]

The rope is calling bhai

Can’t I’m only 20 I can’t die this miserably

 

[Aether_]

Can’t I’m only 20 I can’t die this miserably

If i'm being honest now you should really not rope you are young and it is not over for you. You are not a deathnic not a subhuman and have access to education. Focus on improving yourself find another Hobby like gymcelling and take aschwaganda it helped me so much. Also be happy for what you have rn go for walks talk to your family and try to enjoy the small things. Hope things get better for you soon

 

[ReccesedSlavic]

If i'm being honest now you should really not rope you are young and it is not over for you. You are not a deathnic not a subhuman and have access to education. Focus on improving yourself find another Hobby like gymcelling and take aschwaganda it helped me so much. Also be happy for what you have rn go for walks talk to your family and try to enjoy the small things. Hope things get better for you soon

I don’t want to socialize not after the break up that’s what is rlly eating at me

 

[loseratgenes]

Can’t I’m only 20 I can’t die this miserably

yeah no bro im sorry, some people are meant to just.. be forgotten

 

[Aether_]

I don’t want to socialize not after the break up that’s what is rlly eating at me

Try it bc it will be worth it even if it's just small things like a short convo with some random nigga from your class about some mainstream shit also get some fresh air and move your body. Make sure to sleep well to reduce cortisol and cry if you feel like it

 

[ReccesedSlavic]

Try it bc it will be worth it even if it's just small things like a short convo with some random nigga from your class about some mainstream shit also get some fresh air and move your body. Make sure to sleep well to reduce cortisol and cry if you feel like it

Oh I haven’t cried in ages makes me wonder what’s really wrong with me I can’t seem to have real emotions I’m controlled by anger it’s driving me mad

 

[Aether_]

Oh I haven’t cried in ages makes me wonder what’s really wrong with me I can’t seem to have real emotions I’m controlled by anger it’s driving me mad

I also had the same feeling in a depressive phase and I forced myself to cry and afterwards I felt better. Also don't forget to take aschwaganda that stuff is really legit for stress

 

[ReccesedSlavic]

I also had the same feeling in a depressive phase and I forced myself to cry and afterwards I felt better. Also don't forget to take aschwaganda that stuff is really legit for stress

I beat her, I screamed at her, I did so many awful things and she gave me a million chances, just picture the guilt I bear

 

[Aether_]

I beat her, I screamed at her, I did so many awful things and she gave me a million chances, just picture the guilt I bear

Nigga wtf even happend

 

[ReccesedSlavic]

Nigga wtf even happend

I abused her because I begin to lose my mind, everything ticks me off within an instant when things go wrong it’s not right

 

[Aether_]

I abused her because I begin to lose my mind, everything ticks me off within an instant when things go wrong it’s not right

I think that's an overactive amygdyla or sum shit like that but I do have no tipps to deal with that except crashing out bc I have the same problem as soon as something doesn't work or people annoy me I have trouble staying calm