I can date HTB this weekend.

[Deleted member 17578]

But I am too mentally ill to do it. Leading to too much anxiety.

(Subhuman anxiety disorder)

No ascension for your brain.

 

[slayer69]

Stop doing drugs incel

 

[khvirgin]

brag thread

 

[Deleted member 22918]

Ok chad

 

[Deleted member 19442]

Most incel .org user

 

[Mr Test]

No surgery for your brain

But you will most likely not die alone bc some becky will still save your life

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Most incel .org user

I still talk with that ravergirl from 3 months ago, she still starts convos with me.

But i told her i have scabiës (infectious parasitic skin disease) so we cant meetup for a while.

But i am already cured now but cant feel to meetup with her again since kinda felt rejected first date cuz no sex. Even though she said she was interested in meeting up again.

But idk. Its too fucked, shes too gl and NT the amount of frauding i have to do is too intense

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Stop doing drugs incel

I need to do a lot of drugs to fix my brain

 

[Deleted member 17578]

She tells me she uses way too much alcohol and drugs, perfect match for me ngl.

I wont get a chance like this again

 

[slayer69]

I need to do a lot of drugs to fix my brain

Stfu no u dont
Come off of them.

Fix ur addiction

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Stfu no u dont
Come off of them.

Fix ur addiction

drugs=NT

u dont get it cuz ur aspie basement dweller who never goes to parties

 

[Deleted member 31072]

Please take pics of her feetsoles, white socks and sniff her asshole for me. Seriously

 

[slayer69]

drugs=NT

u dont get it cuz ur aspie basement dweller who never goes to parties

Stop this retardation. I go out a lot.
Except I’m not addicted to anything.

There is a difference between doing them recreationally and being addicted

You’re addicted

 

[Zonar]

Why a htn like you struggling? Nonnt?

 

[anthony111553]

Just grab her by the pussy

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Stop this retardation. I go out a lot.
Except I’m not addicted to anything.

There is a difference between doing them recreationally and being addicted

You’re addicted

im not addicted

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Why a htn like you struggling? Nonnt?

parental child abuse + bullying
social rejection and isolation for a big part of my life
3PSL subhuman look untill I was 18 yo.

I have holes in my self-esteem and this leads to severe anxiety

 

[slayer69]

im not addicted

Dawg u talk about popping acid every single day

U sure?

Take a break from all drugs for a bit. Sober up. Seriously.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Just grab her by the pussy

I could tbh. She wants to go out with me but I feel too much pressure to think of some mogger date and having to act like some mogger on the date to conquer her.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Dawg u talk about popping acid every single day

U sure?

Take a break from all drugs for a bit. Sober up. Seriously.

u just quoting some retarded fagots like @Primalsplit who keep barking in my topics and saying how I do drugs every day

 

[anthony111553]

im not addicted

But hypothetically if you were addicted to drugs that would make u an addict

 

[Samsepioler]

just take meth

 

[slayer69]

u just quoting some retarded fagots like @Primalsplit who keep barking in my topics and saying how I do drugs every day

Dawg I’m just basing it off of ur thread, every time I open ur threads it’s always about drugs in some form.

Only time you don’t talk about drugs is when u talk about ur work

 

[Deleted member 17578]

I could fix ALL my life issues within 1-2 months. Literally from truecel abomination who rots in his room all day with 0 chance of ever having a good life.

To girlfriend+social circle+good career+everything I would ever want.

I know exactly which steps to take and how to achieve it, it's just that I don't believe in it? I don't believe I deserve it.

Some weird shit like that where I just self sabotage EVERYTHING.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

But hypothetically if you were addicted to drugs that would make u an addict

hypothetically yes

 

[Deleted member 20890]

I could fix ALL my life issues within 1-2 months. Literally from truecel abomination who rots in his room all day with 0 chance of ever having a good life.

To girlfriend+social circle+good career+everything I would ever want.

I know exactly which steps to take and how to achieve it, it's just that I don't believe in it? I don't believe I deserve it.

Some weird shit like that where I just self sabotage EVERYTHING.

You don’t practice self love.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Dawg I’m just basing it off of ur thread, every time I open ur threads it’s always about drugs in some form.

Only time you don’t talk about drugs is when u talk about ur work

talking about aint the same as doing drugs now is it.

my personality is mostly about drugs/raving since those are one of very FEW activities I actually enjoy.

The other things I do in my life (going to the gym, cooking, socializing with house-mates, working, going to work-events) usually suck big fucking dick and I don't enjoy it.

Just like any normal person, I don't like always talking about shit I don't like doing.

 

[Swarthy Knight]

Show the HTB u frauder

 

[slayer69]

talking about aint the same as doing drugs now is it.

my personality is mostly about drugs/raving since those are one of very FEW activities I actually enjoy.

The other things I do in my life (going to the gym, cooking, socializing with house-mates, working, going to work-events) usually suck big fucking dick and I don't enjoy it.

Just like any normal person, I don't like always talking about shit I don't like doing.

Time to get new hobbies

 

[Bojack]

htb incarnate tbh

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Time to get new hobbies

yes, easier said than done when you are depressed as fuck.

Even just going on a holiday takes insane mental effort to me. Last holiday in greece (went solo as always, since I have no friends) took INSANE daily effort to combat my depression and try to make the most of it on my own

Probably only real thing I enjoyed there was diving. Did it 2 full days.

But I did a lot of things there, most of it was just 'mehh' and took constant effort from my part to not just sit and rot at the beach instead all day drinking cocktails.

But it was a cope in a way: When I was submerged under the water, I felt like my life on the surface didn't matter anymore. That I could distance myself from my depression and just enjoy chilling here under the sea.

I am thinking of planning another diving trip later this year to Egypt.

 

[slayer69]

yes, easier said than done when you are depressed as fuck.

Never said it was easy, it’s hard, but it needs to be done.

Even just going on a holiday takes insane mental effort to me. Last holiday in greece (went solo as always, since I have no friends) took INSANE daily effort to combat my depression and try to make the most of it on my own

Probably only real thing I enjoyed there was diving. Did it 2 full days.

This is Amazing

But it was a cope in a way: When I was submerged under the water, I felt like my life on the surface didn't matter anymore. That I could distance myself from my depression and just enjoy chilling here under the sea.

I am thinking of planning another diving trip later this year to Egypt.

Ye do it, also start hiking, it’s a lot of fun

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Show the HTB u frauder

blonde tall HTB

dated her in october, last girl I dated ngl. We made-out but didn't have sex which felt like rejection. (Chad would've fucked her on first date)

She wanted to go on another date, but I felt too much pressure to 'perform' even better on that date than on the first date (where I was already NT-frauded to the max, honestly I do a very reasonable job at seeming like a normal-functioning person).

Because if I was good enough, she wouldn't have rejected me? and I didn't know how to do even better than that. So I've post-poned it forever.

 

[Deleted member 22918]

I wish every chad was like u

Would mean more pussy for the rest of us

 

[Deleted member 17578]

You don’t practice self love.

I practice intense self hate.

It's actually insane how many constant compulsive thoughts I battle every day.

Idk if other people have it here, but I literally wake up with the thought:

'I am an ugly abomination and I will never have a good life. Nothing you ever do will be good enough. Give up, it's fucking over. This life sucks. It's over. Everyone hates you, the people who don't hate you just don't know you well enough yet. '

and that 100x over the span of a day.

 

[Swarthy Knight]

blonde tall HTB

dated her in october, last girl I dated ngl. We made-out but didn't have sex which felt like rejection. (Chad would've fucked her on first date)

She wanted to go on another date, but I felt too much pressure to 'perform' even better on that date than on the first date (where I was already NT-frauded to the max, honestly I do a very reasonable job at seeming like a normal-functioning person).

Because if I was good enough, she wouldn't have rejected me? and I didn't know how to do even better than that. So I've post-poned it forever.

Nah don't take it so personally. Foids are often hesitant to sleep with even actual chads on the first meet. Just try it again and don't back out it

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Never said it was easy, it’s hard, but it needs to be done.

This is Amazing

Ye do it, also start hiking, it’s a lot of fun

I feel like my problem with life isn't that I don't find hobbies/activities enjoyable.

It's that I constantly am thinking about my shitty life and how much I hate it in the background.
I could have a lot of fun at a party or activity, but in the back of my mind I will be like: 'yeah but I still am a friendless incel with subhuman life quality.'
and that just ruins it ngl.

Even at that holiday, I had a lot of positive social contact with people, but I don't double down and make the most of it because I feel like they would reject my life if they knew me better.

I feel like I am living with the shame of the life I have lived in the past until now, even though that was mostly not my fault.

Like how I can date a cute girl now, who seems to like me, but I think back of the fact that I was KHHV at 23yo, so I must be unlovable. And there must be something wrong with me.

It's so fucked, I am literally living in fucking hell. It's pure emotional/mental torture on a daily basis it's weird I haven't killed myself yet I just cope well with drugs/alcohol honestly. My mind is incredibly strong.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

I wish every chad was like u

Would mean more pussy for the rest of us

All of my friends are incels.
I feel unconfident around guys that do well with women.

We would be good friends IRL. Too bad you hate me just cuz I am not the ugly KHHV I was at 23yo anymore.

Fucking incels.

 

[Deleted member 22918]

All of my friends are incels.
I feel unconfident around guys that do well with women.

We would be good friends IRL. Too bad you hate me just cuz I am not the ugly KHHV I was at 23yo anymore.

Fucking incels.

Nah i am just shitposting tbh, u seem chill

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Nah don't take it so personally. Foids are often hesitant to sleep with even actual chads on the first meet. Just try it again and don't back out it

Problem is I have had this many times before.

I will literally find a girl that really seems to like me, and I like her too,

Very good date with htb

Just got home from the date. We ended up getting wasted and clubbing till 5AM on the firstdate. Then we had an afterparty with her and her female roommate till 6am jfl. In the morning we were cuddling on the couch while she was showing me her snapchats of the past year. Hundreds and hundreds of...

looksmax.org

Like this girl in april last year, (last time I had sex).
The date and everything was amazing.

But I just felt SO MUCH PRESSURE on me. She wanted to meet-up again, I kept on chatting with her and frauding my life as well as I could.

But it would just get too much for me, too much anxiety on how well I have to perform, how I will have to keep frauding someone I am not. How I am not good enough, how I am pretending to be someone I am not.

I know from the past 2 girls I dated long term, that even when dating the same girl for MONTHS, I will still have these insane insecurities and still constant feeling that I have to 'perform as good as I can or I will be rejected'.

It's insane anxiety that stems from my past which I can't get rid off.

 

[Swarthy Knight]

Problem is I have had this many times before.

I will literally find a girl that really seems to like me, and I like her too,

Very good date with htb

Just got home from the date. We ended up getting wasted and clubbing till 5AM on the firstdate. Then we had an afterparty with her and her female roommate till 6am jfl. In the morning we were cuddling on the couch while she was showing me her snapchats of the past year. Hundreds and hundreds of...

looksmax.org

Like this girl in april last year, (last time I had sex).
The date and everything was amazing.

But I just felt SO MUCH PRESSURE on me. She wanted to meet-up again, I kept on chatting with her and frauding my life as well as I could.

But it would just get too much for me, too much anxiety on how well I have to perform, how I will have to keep frauding someone I am not. How I am not good enough, how I am pretending to be someone I am not.

I know from the past 2 girls I dated long term, that even when dating the same girl for MONTHS, I will still have these insane insecurities and still constant feeling that I have to 'perform as good as I can or I will be rejected'.

It's insane anxiety that stems from my past which I can't get rid off.

I could sorta relate. I felt this same way about meeting this bish I met on TikTok last month. But tbh you just can't over think it too much, otherwise it'll get to your head and make you start acting weird/less NT around those foids.

I usually don't recommend drugs but if your anxiety is really holding you back then maybe consider trying benzos or something like that. Just for the days where you meet these foids

 

[Deleted member 16203]

But i told her i have scabiës (infectious parasitic skin disease) so we cant meetup for a while

Over for your IQ if you actually told a woman who‘s interested in you that you have a disgusting skin disease.

But idk. Its too fucked, shes too gl and NT the amount of frauding i have to do is too intense

Frauding 24/7 to keep up with the normies they are used to is so mentally exhausting. i get you.

 

[chadmanlet04]

this guy is above 6ft with good bidelt and htn face but still copes with subhumanity

 

[Deleted member 19442]

I feel like my problem with life isn't that I don't find hobbies/activities enjoyable.

It's that I constantly am thinking about my shitty life and how much I hate it in the background.
I could have a lot of fun at a party or activity, but in the back of my mind I will be like: 'yeah but I still am a friendless incel with subhuman life quality.'
and that just ruins it ngl.

Even at that holiday, I had a lot of positive social contact with people, but I don't double down and make the most of it because I feel like they would reject my life if they knew me better.

I feel like I am living with the shame of the life I have lived in the past until now, even though that was mostly not my fault.

Like how I can date a cute girl now, who seems to like me, but I think back of the fact that I was KHHV at 23yo, so I must be unlovable. And there must be something wrong with me.

It's so fucked, I am literally living in fucking hell. It's pure emotional/mental torture on a daily basis it's weird I haven't killed myself yet I just cope well with drugs/alcohol honestly. My mind is incredibly strong.

The problem is long term they’ll get icked by the real you and leave. And even if you yourself what’s the point if nobody loves (the real) you?

I’m too non NT to even be capable of frauding so I have it even worse

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Over for your IQ if you actually told a woman who‘s interested in you that you have a disgusting skin disease.

I even told her I may have infected her too on our date and that I am sorry if I did. JFL.

But now hear this, she didn't seem to care. She kept on talking to me and even hits me up out of nowhere sometimes to check how I am doing. (months later)
cagefuel tbh.

But to my defense, I was vibing REALLY well with her. Like if I would post our conversations here translated to english, I don't think anyone would conclude anything other than 'mega-NT conversation'.

Constant sending of selfies, extremely funny and casual chat, flirty and sexual from time to time, then deeper conversations about serious issues, then back to casual low-level stuff.
Which just makes me think we just vibe really well on a personality-level, since I RARELY have this with a girl. Just more reason why this is such a missed opportunity for me.

And why I struggle really hard with the fact how I screw up these golden opportunities that I am handed.

Frauding 24/7 to keep up with the normies they are used to is so mentally exhausting. i get you.

Yes.

I have already admitted to her that I go raving solo most of the time, and also told her many times that I do drugs on my own in my room from time to time. But she never really rejected me for it I guess. She just thought it was 'weird' but didn't think too much of it, no harsh judgement.

I probably judge myself harsher for this behavior than she does. JFL.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

this guy is above 6ft with good bidelt and htn face but still copes with subhumanity

wtf is ur signature


And yeah I cope with subhumanity because I was subhuman in my childhood. I deal with the effects of the social rejection I have had to face as an ugly incel in my youth, now in my adulthood.

One day you will be in my shoes when you ascend.

 

[latincell95]

I practice intense self hate.

It's actually insane how many constant compulsive thoughts I battle every day.

Idk if other people have it here, but I literally wake up with the thought:

'I am an ugly abomination and I will never have a good life. Nothing you ever do will be good enough. Give up, it's fucking over. This life sucks. It's over. Everyone hates you, the people who don't hate you just don't know you well enough yet. '

and that 100x over the span of a day.

That’s wild bro

 

[Deleted member 17578]

The problem is long term they’ll get icked by the real you and leave. And even if you yourself what’s the point if nobody loves (the real) you?

Yes, this is a big problem.

But then, it's sort of a self-fulfilling prophecy.
As long as you keep rejecting yourself for thinking that nobody loves 'the real you' and you don't really show it because you are frauding, then how will you ever expect to be proven otherwise?

Any social/romantic experience will fall into that same trap.

I’m too non NT to even be capable of frauding so I have it even worse

It takes A LOT of energy, I don't blame you. And I don't even enjoy any of the social interactions I do get when I am NT-frauded.

I am just zoned out and disassociated from my real emotions.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

That’s wild bro

you guys dont have this?

 

[latincell95]

you guys dont have this?

I mean, not that extreme no. I have depression here and there but I still cope with the fact that I had a girlfriend in high school and got to experience a little bit of teen love. Plus the fact that I got Chad treatment as a boy all throughout elementary up until I was 13