I can never be human

[SubSigma]

Bro the vast majority of normie talk is just biring mundane small talk with no sustenance. The deep meaningful shit is stuff you discuss with other autistic people. Just keep up the facade with normies talking about the weather, and save the deep philosophical topics about the meaning of life for non nt people.

 

[n0rthface]

Yeah, those descriptions that living as an autist is like being in a play without a script while everyone else has a script, or that it’s like being on an alien planet, is all too true.

Funnily enough, I recently was on a date with a girl who said a guy in her class was autistic. That guy had special interests and wanted to make a professional movie and "cast" classmates into roles, and also try to hire professional actors such as Kristoffer Hivju (lol). Ah the innocence of some autists. What’s funny is I did the exact same thing when I was 11 (this guy was 18 tho), in 2012 I was obsessed with Titanic (it was its 100th anniversary) and I wanted to make a movie on it so I also cast classmates into certain roles. It was insane to me hearing another autistic guy did the exact same shit. No NT people would ever do this

I was also obsessed with titanic and making films about it around 2012.

weird how people can have similar experiences but live on the other side of the planet. i’m anxiety and depressioncel tho no autism.

 

[Tusseleif]

Some autistics really are innocent lol, it's like they've never been beaten down for it, or if they have they just haven't learned. Then again, probably better to be freely yourself and continue to get beaten than repress yourself until you slowly disappear, a shell doing just surviving left.

What is it about the casting of roles tho? The control/knowledge of how certain people will act or just pattern recognition and categorising?

Can’t really say for sure in my case, I think I just chose them randomly

 

[Danish_Retard]

@TUSSELEIF @ArcticStorm

This feeling can never be conquered, it gnaws at me every day and is massively intensified every time I spend time with normal humans.

Everything feels so pointless when I think of it, nothing will ever change this or make me human, my greatest curse.

How are you supposed to accept it? I can not.

 

[wollet2]

i will never feel my cock in pussy. makes me unable to breath

 

[Deleted member 25059]

atleast you found your niche here at the bottom of the social pyramid. congratulations