I can't deal with this shit no more.

[bratex2213]

im recovering from this bullshit lefort, it actually looks good thanks god however I got braces on , im scared to roid since it could imapir bone healing I feel suicidial , I nearly cried infant of one my friends like a faggot I dont talk to anyone anymore all I do is wake up at 4 study sleep, no girl , no friends, nothing my life means nothing I dont want to die I want to ascend and be happy , but even my friend that I nearly cried in front of is becoming cold so thats why I was getting sad he always also studies we never eat together anymore , so I had enough now I know he won't speak to me anymore he knows im a sick fuck in the head I can;t deal with this shit anymore I want to fucking roid remove those braces finally exist I had enough of having 0 fucking smv I walk around all atrophied on campus , no friends anymore just alone all the time and studying fukc this bullshit.

 

[bratex2213]

oh btw the only reason I didn't end myself yet is because I have impaired view of reality for me its all bullshit hence why would I kill myself when I can simply roid to death and do fuck all before dying I dont want to die like a rat in my room I want to be a somebody or at least feel that I exist.

 

[Two_Tone_Toney]

your not gonna be happy by getting big brother, you need to to think about what truly makes you happy and then you need to do it, whatever it is get out of your own head. make the lift you wanna live and please get off this forum for multiple hours a day it serves no purpose and it is not a accurate view of reality it is a echo chamber of sad men

 

[bratex2213]

your not gonna be happy by getting big brother, you need to to think about what truly makes you happy and then you need to do it, whatever it is get out of your own head. make the lift you wanna live and please get off this forum for multiple hours a day it serves no purpose and it is not a accurate view of reality it is a echo chamber of sad men

thank u brother im not a lot on this forum anymore since im studying way more but I already got In the fucked up part of looksmaxing did a lefort bought the roids idk I feel like im going down a terrible spiral.

 

[needlemax]

your not gonna be happy by getting big brother, you need to to think about what truly makes you happy and then you need to do it, whatever it is get out of your own head. make the lift you wanna live and please get off this forum for multiple hours a day it serves no purpose and it is not a accurate view of reality it is a echo chamber of sad men

no, being muscular makes you so much fucking happier, i have a rotator cuff injury since january(it hasnt recovered) and i atrophied and am now in the worst mental state of my life. muscles mean a fuck ton

 

[Zagro]

Distract yourself with anything possible ans go to therapy/reach out to someone and talk about it bro if you’re already suicidal who cares just talk to someone

no, being muscular makes you so much fucking happier, i have a rotator cuff injury since january(it hasnt recovered) and i atrophied and am now in the worst mental state of my life. muscles mean a fuck ton

No it just gives you confidence makes you feel like you’ve achieved something or succeeded for once, and when you lose it you also lose the confidence and start becoming insecure again. This shit wont fix anything

 

[bratex2213]

Distract yourself with anything possible ans go to therapy/reach out to someone and talk about it bro if you’re already suicidal who cares just talk to someone


No it just gives you confidence makes you feel like you’ve achieved something or succeeded for once, and when you lose it you also lose the confidence and start becoming insecure again. This shit wont fix anything

im suicidal because I was improving a lot in my socialising skills then started 3rd year of med school they put me with a group of people I can;t stand and I always study I haven't see other people for like 2 month and basically became autistics again every time I would see my best friend I would be angry and he is low-key running away from me now because my low mood and depression repulsed him on top of this everyone was weirded out when it started again and my face was still swollen like a potato from the surgery so I was the talk of everyone no one cares anymore now since I look normal again but yes all this combined made me run away from everyone and now im scared to talk to people and feel alone

 

[bratex2213]

no, being muscular makes you so much fucking happier, i have a rotator cuff injury since january(it hasnt recovered) and i atrophied and am now in the worst mental state of my life. muscles mean a fuck ton

same I was never huge, but more than this now its been nearly 9 weeks I didn't go gym because of this bullshit lefort it sucks ass

 

[Losing]

How long do u have to keep the braces?

 

[bratex2213]

How long do u have to keep the braces?

a whole year to year and half at 1 year removing them no matter what it’s a true pussy repellant

 

[Losing]

a whole year to year and half at 1 year removing them no matter what it’s a true pussy repellant

im guessing you will immediately hop on gear after removing them. Just dont over do it. Love you bro just dont die

 

[bratex2213]

im guessing you will immediately hop on gear after removing them. Just dont over do it. Love you bro just dont die

thank you brother this means to me I probably will even with braces on im just not doing it now cuz apparently it can fuck upo bone healing

 

[rsj]

im recovering from this bullshit lefort, it actually looks good thanks god however I got braces on , im scared to roid since it could imapir bone healing I feel suicidial , I nearly cried infant of one my friends like a faggot I dont talk to anyone anymore all I do is wake up at 4 study sleep, no girl , no friends, nothing my life means nothing I dont want to die I want to ascend and be happy , but even my friend that I nearly cried in front of is becoming cold so thats why I was getting sad he always also studies we never eat together anymore , so I had enough now I know he won't speak to me anymore he knows im a sick fuck in the head I can;t deal with this shit anymore I want to fucking roid remove those braces finally exist I had enough of having 0 fucking smv I walk around all atrophied on campus , no friends anymore just alone all the time and studying fukc this bullshit.

Are you a closeted bisexual per chance? I hate niggas who talk like this. Are you Slavic too? That would make it even better.

 

[daniel333]

im recovering from this bullshit lefort, it actually looks good thanks god however I got braces on , im scared to roid since it could imapir bone healing I feel suicidial , I nearly cried infant of one my friends like a faggot I dont talk to anyone anymore all I do is wake up at 4 study sleep, no girl , no friends, nothing my life means nothing I dont want to die I want to ascend and be happy , but even my friend that I nearly cried in front of is becoming cold so thats why I was getting sad he always also studies we never eat together anymore , so I had enough now I know he won't speak to me anymore he knows im a sick fuck in the head I can;t deal with this shit anymore I want to fucking roid remove those braces finally exist I had enough of having 0 fucking smv I walk around all atrophied on campus , no friends anymore just alone all the time and studying fukc this bullshit.

Ts genuinely sad,hope it gets better for you

 

[bratex2213]

Are you a closeted bisexual per chance? I hate niggas who talk like this. Are you Slavic too? That would make it even better.

No I’m not why the hate brother

 

[bratex2213]

Ts genuinely sad,hope it gets better for you

Thank you man

 

[nt111]

im suicidal because I was improving a lot in my socialising skills then started 3rd year of med school they put me with a group of people I can;t stand and I always study I haven't see other people for like 2 month and basically became autistics again every time I would see my best friend I would be angry and he is low-key running away from me now because my low mood and depression repulsed him on top of this everyone was weirded out when it started again and my face was still swollen like a potato from the surgery so I was the talk of everyone no one cares anymore now since I look normal again but yes all this combined made me run away from everyone and now im scared to talk to people and feel alone

it won't be like this forever