plneet
Product of environment (5'10 166 lbs)
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You can't think your way out of this and no "being a psycopath" doesn't help because I fucking hate everyone and have low empathy but my brain like many others with social anxiety are just insecure bitches it's not that we really care about the judgment of others. Usually, if you have something physical it's an easy fix but what am I supposed to do when I can't think myself out of this, most peoples mental problems are so fucking obvious because you should be depressed if you are lonely but my social anxiety came from my hatred of the world because I see everyone as a stereotype and dumb.
My brain isn't functional and I have to cope to myself that if I am consistent with working out and eating healthy than it will improve but finding the motivation when the reason you feel like shit is because my irrational brain can't find motivation when I have no friend circle and no future because I have to communicate to people everyday and it's pain. What sucks even more is that I am dissusional into thinking that I can snap out of the social anxiety that I have probably had since I was literally in pre school where I resented everyone for the cartoons they watched and thought that mine were superior.
I'm the same person I was since I was 5, to get over something like social anxiety which many incels will probably experience you have to face the fear head on. If you talk to enough people you will get used it and stop caring. I WISH MY FUCKING BRAINS FUNCITON LIKE THAT BUT THEY DON'T. YOU CAN'T THINK YOUR WAY OUT OF ANYTHING I'D RATHER NAIL THROUGH MY FOOT THAN EXPERIENCE REJECTION AGAIN. HIGH SCHOOL WAS SO FUCKING SHIT, I HAD NO WHERE TO SIT AND 2/10 FAGGOTS REJECT ME FROM SITTING WITH THEM. IDK WHY I REMEMBER THINGS SO VIVIVIDLY I JUST WANT TO BE NORMAL.
I'M JUST A MENTALCEL BECAUSE AND GET MORE AUTISTIC EVERY DAY. I TALK TO MYSELF SO I CAN IMPROVE HOW I TALK AND WHEN I GO ON WALKS AND TRY TO YELL AT PEOPLE SO THAT I CAN USED TO JUDGMENT BUT I JUST FEEL SO MUCH SHAME AND PAIN. PHYSICAL PAIN IS NOTHING COMAPRED TO THE SAME THOUGHT EVERY SINGLE DAY THOUSANDS OF DAYS IN A ROW BEING CONFIRMED.
I SCREAM AT FAST FOOD WORKERS BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO FEEL EMBARRSEMENT ANYMORE BUT THAN I HIDE AWAY FOR DAYS AFTER FEELING PHYSICALLY ILL. I AM SO INSECURE ABOUT MY VOICE AND FACE I AM A PUSSY AND A PRODUCT OF MY CUCK ENVIORMENT I AM CRINGE IN HUMAN FOURM. PEOPLE HATE ME IN SCHOOL BECAUSE IN CLASS I SAY 9/11 WAS FOR AIRPORT SECURITY AND WHITES ARE OPPRESSED. I WANT MY BRAIN TO STOP CARRING IT MIGHT BE TIME TO TAKE MEDS I AM SERVERILY AUTISTIC I DON'T WANT TO GO TO COLLAGE AND DO COMPUTER SCIENCE BUT I'M PROBABLY GOING TO AND I'LL NEED ADDERALL FOR THE REST MY LIFE IS BECAUSE I ALSO HAVE HORRIBLE ADHD THAT MAKES EVEN HARDER SO IT'S FUCKING OVER IM LIKE OF WHITE PEOPLE BUT I FUCKING LOOK ETHNIC EVEN THOUGH I'M SUPPOSED TO BE ENTIERELY WHITE I LOOK MEXICANNN
My brain isn't functional and I have to cope to myself that if I am consistent with working out and eating healthy than it will improve but finding the motivation when the reason you feel like shit is because my irrational brain can't find motivation when I have no friend circle and no future because I have to communicate to people everyday and it's pain. What sucks even more is that I am dissusional into thinking that I can snap out of the social anxiety that I have probably had since I was literally in pre school where I resented everyone for the cartoons they watched and thought that mine were superior.
I'm the same person I was since I was 5, to get over something like social anxiety which many incels will probably experience you have to face the fear head on. If you talk to enough people you will get used it and stop caring. I WISH MY FUCKING BRAINS FUNCITON LIKE THAT BUT THEY DON'T. YOU CAN'T THINK YOUR WAY OUT OF ANYTHING I'D RATHER NAIL THROUGH MY FOOT THAN EXPERIENCE REJECTION AGAIN. HIGH SCHOOL WAS SO FUCKING SHIT, I HAD NO WHERE TO SIT AND 2/10 FAGGOTS REJECT ME FROM SITTING WITH THEM. IDK WHY I REMEMBER THINGS SO VIVIVIDLY I JUST WANT TO BE NORMAL.
I'M JUST A MENTALCEL BECAUSE AND GET MORE AUTISTIC EVERY DAY. I TALK TO MYSELF SO I CAN IMPROVE HOW I TALK AND WHEN I GO ON WALKS AND TRY TO YELL AT PEOPLE SO THAT I CAN USED TO JUDGMENT BUT I JUST FEEL SO MUCH SHAME AND PAIN. PHYSICAL PAIN IS NOTHING COMAPRED TO THE SAME THOUGHT EVERY SINGLE DAY THOUSANDS OF DAYS IN A ROW BEING CONFIRMED.
I SCREAM AT FAST FOOD WORKERS BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO FEEL EMBARRSEMENT ANYMORE BUT THAN I HIDE AWAY FOR DAYS AFTER FEELING PHYSICALLY ILL. I AM SO INSECURE ABOUT MY VOICE AND FACE I AM A PUSSY AND A PRODUCT OF MY CUCK ENVIORMENT I AM CRINGE IN HUMAN FOURM. PEOPLE HATE ME IN SCHOOL BECAUSE IN CLASS I SAY 9/11 WAS FOR AIRPORT SECURITY AND WHITES ARE OPPRESSED. I WANT MY BRAIN TO STOP CARRING IT MIGHT BE TIME TO TAKE MEDS I AM SERVERILY AUTISTIC I DON'T WANT TO GO TO COLLAGE AND DO COMPUTER SCIENCE BUT I'M PROBABLY GOING TO AND I'LL NEED ADDERALL FOR THE REST MY LIFE IS BECAUSE I ALSO HAVE HORRIBLE ADHD THAT MAKES EVEN HARDER SO IT'S FUCKING OVER IM LIKE OF WHITE PEOPLE BUT I FUCKING LOOK ETHNIC EVEN THOUGH I'M SUPPOSED TO BE ENTIERELY WHITE I LOOK MEXICANNN
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