I can't handle the regret of my wasted teen years

[Deleted member 19442]

I just can't anymore. Why did I listen to that fucking retard. Why did I have to be so absent minded delusional aND FUCKIGN RETARDED. AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE AIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE AIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE AIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

 

[Deleted member 21182]

 

[6PSLcel]

I just can't anymore. Why did I listen to that fucking retard. Why did I have to be so absent minded delusional aND FUCKIGN RETARDED. AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE AIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE AIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE AIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I’m 18 almost 19, I’ve accepted I will just be a part time NEET, I have no good irl friends, I just wanna play vidya, lift, eat and sleep at home

 

[Deleted member 19442]

I’m 18 almost 19, I’ve accepted I will just be a part time NEET, I have no good irl friends, I just wanna play vidya, lift, eat and sleep at home

You could have ascended if you started a couple years ago. Doesn't that make you mad??? The one time opportunities you've wasted?

 

[6PSLcel]

You could have ascended if you started a couple years ago. Doesn't that make you mad??? The one time opportunities you've wasted?

Ascended how ? With mewing lol, socially ? I’m diagnosed with high function autism, i genuinely hate most people and like the whole “solitary confinement lifestyle” I just wanna read, lift, sleep all day if I could, even when I finish puberty, penismaxx, gymmaxx, get rhino, fix my hair and lean down to sub 15% body fat I will still be an incel

 

[Deleted member 44222]

Look back at it when you’re 30 and laugh about it

 

[Deleted member 19442]

Ascended how ? With mewing lol, socially ? I’m diagnosed with high function autism, i genuinely hate most people and like the whole “solitary confinement lifestyle” I just wanna read, lift, sleep all day if I could, even when I finish puberty, penismaxx, gymmaxx, get rhino, fix my hair and lean down to sub 15% body fat I will still be an incel

Why tf are you coping with muh solitary lifestyle. You aren’t autistic either. You’re just underdeveloped. You could have lived the life you wanted if you didn’t waste your time

 

[6PSLcel]

Why tf are you coping. You aren’t autistic either. You’re just underdeveloped. You could have lived the life you wanted if you didn’t waste your time

No I’ve been diagnosed by a psychiatrist when I was 8 cunt. Lived what life nigger ? I can’t do shit with my weird and autistic ass

 

[6PSLcel]

Only thing I’ve really got going for me is that I’m relatively tall and wide framed so I don’t get picked on at least, but I’m no hapfthor bjornsson

 

[RAMU KAKA]

Atleast you did it yourself, my mom forces me to not go outside, not indulge in physical activity, not be NT

And iam watching my teenage crumble rn and i can do little to nothing about it

 

[Deleted member 19442]

No I’ve been diagnosed by a psychiatrist when I was 8 cunt. Lived what life nigger ? I can’t do shit with my weird and autistic ass

And so did I at 11 it means nothing. You were undersocialised so you lacked understanding of social norms while other kids had 5 years of socialising experience on you. High functioning autism is not real. Cope. You wasted your life away or your parents did. You could’ve been NT and cool but you ended up being an outcast weirdo.

Atleast you did it yourself, my mom forces me to not go outside, not indulge in physical activity, not be NT

And iam watching my teenage crumble rn and i can do little to nothing about it

Kys it’s your fault you pussy. Why don’t you just rebel like a normal teenager? You will look back on this period when you get old and be glad you actually took action instead of being muh muh muh MOMMY MADE ME STAY AT HOME. Or MUH MOMMY WILL GIVE ME BBEATINGS

 

[Deleted member 22518]

im almost 19 is it too late and is there anything i should do?

idk what u mean tho by wasted i mean as long as u go gym and go to school and work on a side gig idk then u will be fine. what else to do? i already fucked 2 dumb whores i don't feel anything from it

 

[6PSLcel]

And so did I at 11 it means nothing. You were undersocialised so you lacked understanding of social norms while other kids had 5 years of socialising experience on you. High functioning autism is not real. Cope. You wasted your life away or your parents did. You could’ve been NT and cool but you ended up being an outcast weirdo.

Kys it’s your fault you pussy. Why don’t you just rebel like a normal teenager? You will look back on this period when you get old and be glad you actually took action instead of being muh muh muh MOMMY MADE ME STAY AT HOME. Or MUH MOMMY WILL GIVE ME BBEATINGS

I did socialise, I tried so hard to blend in, but knew it was futile and discovered the blackpill on my own when I realised the good looking guys could say whatever tf they wanted and everyone would like them, whereas I had to walk on eggshells, either way it’s too late for me, I’m still gonna “looksmaxx” jfl it’s all cope anyways, simply so I can be a tall wide framed gymaxxed autist for the fuck of it

 

[PrettyDeformed]

Go ER against young couples (in gta)

 

[Deleted member 19442]

im almost 19 is it too late and is there anything i should do?

idk what u mean tho by wasted i mean as long as u go gym and go to school and work on a side gig idk then u will be fine. what else to do? i already fucked 2 dumb whores i don't feel anything from it

You are already doing well for yourself but socially you need to upgrade. I don’t do anything but rot have no motivation for gym unemployed virgin no social life am utter failure tbh

 

[Deleted member 19442]

I did socialise, I tried so hard to blend in, but knew it was futile and discovered the blackpill on my own when I realised the good looking guys could say whatever tf they wanted and everyone would like them, whereas I had to walk on eggshells, either way it’s too late for me, I’m still gonna “looksmaxx” jfl it’s all cope anyways, simply so I can be a tall wide framed gymaxxed autist for the fuck of it

Ofc because you were inexperienced while everyone was already aware of social norms and how women judge you on looks, hierarchy etc. But you gave up instead of learning is over

 

[Deleted member 22518]

You are already doing well for yourself but socially you need to upgrade. I don’t do anything but rot have no motivation for gym unemployed virgin no social life am utter failure tbh

that can legit change overnight especially if u apply neville goddarc teachings lol

 

[6PSLcel]

Ofc because you were inexperienced while everyone was already aware of social norms and how women judge you on looks, hierarchy etc. But you gave up instead of learning is over

Ok this is just some retarded “just be NT” Copium bullshit, nigga it’s all about looks anyways, predominantly face

 

[Deleted member 19442]

Ok this is just some retarded “just be NT” Copium bullshit, nigga it’s all about looks anyways, predominantly face

Yeah it’s so over but I could’ve at least had some fun in my teens

 

[Deleted member 57464]

i didnt have the necessary t levels to do anything of importance in my teen years, brootla

 

[RAMU KAKA]

MOMMY WILL GIVE ME BBEATINGS

Not worried about that, my mom is 37 kgs at 5'7, has tuberculosis, mentally sick, she would get so sick or depressed if i rebel that she might kill herself or run away from town

 

[Deleted member 19442]

i didnt have the necessary t levels to do anything of importance in my teen years, brootla

No wonder you’re such an abused dog man. Ffs we wasted our lives

Not worried about that, my mom is 37 kgs at 5'7, has tuberculosis, mentally sick, she would get so sick or depressed if i rebel that she might kill herself or run away from town

Awww but why don’t you just do your shit while taking care of her? You’re a man now live your life tbh

 

[Deleted member 57464]

No wonder you’re such an abused dog man. Ffs we wasted our lives

still wouldnt do much of a difference tbh tbh. i looked quite ugly

 

[Deleted member 19442]

still wouldnt do much of a difference tbh tbh. i looked quite ugly

 

[RAMU KAKA]

Awww but why don’t you just do your shit while taking care of her? You’re a man now live your life tbh

She has extreme germophobia/OCD, she thinks when i go out i get dirty and whenever I enter the home again the whole floor has to be mopped, my outside clothes has to be washed instantly, i should shower right away

She does the same shit when i want to go take a shit jfl

So she thinks all the mopping and chores is making her more skinny and she'll eventually die because of this so she doesn't let me out

 

[RAMU KAKA]

i didnt have the necessary t levels to do anything of importance in my teen years, brootla

Just take ashwagandha, eat protein, sleep 10 hours, drink water and go out in the sun theory

 

[Deleted member 19442]

Look back at it when you’re 30 and laugh about it

lol laugh I’ll look back on my wasted life and laugh