“I CANT LIVE LIKE THIS ANYMORE”

[Deleted member 30611]

EVERYDAY IS SUFFERING, EVERYDAY IS PAIN, EVERYDAY IS A MISSED OPPORTUNITY .
I DON’T LIVE ANYMORE, I ONLY SURVIVE TODAY. ITS TOO MUCH PAIN TO SEE MY DREAM GIRLS WALK PASS ME EVERYDAY LIKE IM A FUCKING DUST!
IM SO TIRED OF BEING IN A STEALTH MODE, LIVING IN AN OBSERVER/SPECTATOR MODAL.
I NEED TO FAKING CHANGE OR I’LL LOSE ALL MY 19 AND THE ENTIRE 20, ITS BRUTAL THAT WHY I NEED TO CHANGE.
IM SIGNING FOR MUAY THAI TOMORROW.
ITS WORK ON YOURSELF NOW OR IT WILL BE OVER FOREVER.
I WANNA BREED WITH FEMALE, I WANT THEIR ATTENTION, I WANT COMPlIMENT FROM THEM, I WANT TO LAUGH WITH THEM I WANT TO BE CONFIDENT, I WANNA APPROACH THEM WITHOUT ANY ANXIETY!
I CANT STAND THE OUTSIDER PAIN ANYMORE, SOMETHING INSIDE ME NEED TO CHANGE.

IM TIRED

 

[Nick.Harte]

If you have to fight to get what you want = It’s over.

 

[Nick.Harte]

You may never get what you want but good luck boyo.

 

[Nick.Harte]

If all fails, then rope

 

[FutureSlayer]

retire in ur room then.. less pain tbh

 

[Primalsplit]

Sounds like it's already over. Hehehe

 

[Skywalker]

retire in ur room then.. less pain tbh

this OP
NEETing aint that bad tbh