i cant stop thinking of my gf with her exes dick in her mouth

[Eduardo DOV]

Has anyone else experienced this?

He is a manlet(169cm) and she is quite tall(180cm), he weighs 47kg and she is almost 80kg.
his face is nothing special, I'm better looking.
BUT his dick is kinda thick, despite the head being much smaller than mine, and mine being much more gL overall.

He never ejaculated during these events nor penetrated her vagina.

even though I know it was the first penis she'd ever sucked, and that it had only been three times(3 blow jobs), and that neither she nor he had ever done it before, it bothers me. I asked for several details.
I asked him as well, and the story is practically the same. He ironically has a memory problem, which made everything difficult. But at least he was kind enough to tell me, despite showing/saying that he was very uncomfortable talking about it.

In the first one, she bit his penis.
there was one time when he forced her head/mouth against the dick and she gagged and coughed a lot, she tells it only happened once. He tells he doesn't even remember it or doesnt remember how many times it happened? I dont know, he just said "i dont remember" and
and that "he didn't pay attention to those things", something like that. I didn't insist.
At that point he wasn't very willing to answer anymore; he said he felt very uncomfortable, and so I stopped asking.
At the beginning of the conversation, first day, he said that "I tried to shove it in but it didnt fit". Which is consistent with having happened only once like she said. She was always kneeling, and from what he says, it was a very basic blowjob. He remembers only rubbing his penis against her cheek once and slapping her face once as well.

I believe it really only happened once, especially since the rest of the blowjob seemed basic.

Also at other points in the conversation, he said that his penis went halfway into her mouth, and she also says that "half or less". Which would also reinforce hat he wasn't trying to shove it down his throat.

The memories still bother me. Perhaps the fact that I know the details is worse, because it makes the images very specific.

I try to cope with the fact that she preferred me to him and that at least she never received his sperm or was penetrated by him. And that most men have gfs who have done far "worse" things

 

[Aox Ofwar]

How did you get him to tell you this

 

[Eduardo DOV]

How did you get him to tell you this

I askd her his Instagram, she didn't want to give it, so I blocked her. She panicked and texted me immediately and gave his insta. I went to talk to him there, initially pretending to be her to check if overall things matched. I ended up telling i was me and talking about the situation, explaining everything, etc., and asked for details;
I kept insisting and also showed empathy (in fact, I have a certain amount of empathy for him), he's very depressed, he's even lost 5kg.

 

[Eduardo DOV]

How did you get him to tell you this

Regarding the dick pics, I said I would pay him, but I didn't. I said I would pay him someday.

 

[jackmaxxd]

Ts kinda cucky dawg

 

[Eduardo DOV]

Ts kinda cucky dawg

I don't feel good thinking about it, I'm depressed with this shit

 

[jauscope]

stop trying to control everything, because in the end you cant control anything besides yourself and your own choices
Just let go and follow lifes rythm

 

[AliceGlassss]

are you cuckold by any chance
?

 

[sexsexsexincel]

use sister pill fucking goy

 

[Eduardo DOV]

are you cuckold by any chance
?

no

 

[Eduardo DOV]

use sister pill fucking goy

what

 

[CheifCessation]

brutal

 

[Eduardo DOV]

stop trying to control everything, because in the end you cant control anything besides yourself and your own choices
Just let go and follow lifes rythm

thanks.
thats true, but it's difficult in practice to follow the reason

 

[jauscope]

stop trying to control everything, because in the end you cant control anything besides yourself and your own choices
Just let go and follow lifes rythm

also im not saying let go of her, just try not to think about this since u cant change shit

 

[sexsexsexincel]

what

Sisterpill - this is a test for ubermensch according to nietzsche

If you find sisterpill disgusting, you are a subhuman who adheres to the moral standards of a decadent society. If you are a sistercel, you are given the hardest test of all. Even the chad of sistercels are miserable people What is it based on...

looksmax.org

 

[Eduardo DOV]

also im not saying let go of her, just try not to think about this since u cant change shit

yes, I understood

 

[Vantablack]

Has anyone else experienced this?

He is a manlet(169cm) and she is quite tall(180cm), he weighs 47kg and she is almost 80kg.
his face is nothing special, I'm better looking.
BUT his dick is kinda thick, despite the head being much smaller than mine, and mine being much more gL overall.

He never ejaculated during these events nor penetrated her vagina.

even though I know it was the first penis she'd ever sucked, and that it had only been three times(3 blow jobs), and that neither she nor he had ever done it before, it bothers me. I asked for several details.
I asked him as well, and the story is practically the same. He ironically has a memory problem, which made everything difficult. But at least he was kind enough to tell me, despite showing/saying that he was very uncomfortable talking about it.

In the first one, she bit his penis.
there was one time when he forced her head/mouth against the dick and she gagged and coughed a lot, she tells it only happened once. He tells he doesn't even remember it or doesnt remember how many times it happened? I dont know, he just said "i dont remember" and
and that "he didn't pay attention to those things", something like that. I didn't insist.
At that point he wasn't very willing to answer anymore; he said he felt very uncomfortable, and so I stopped asking.
At the beginning of the conversation, first day, he said that "I tried to shove it in but it didnt fit". Which is consistent with having happened only once like she said. She was always kneeling, and from what he says, it was a very basic blowjob. He remembers only rubbing his penis against her cheek once and slapping her face once as well.

I believe it really only happened once, especially since the rest of the blowjob seemed basic.

Also at other points in the conversation, he said that his penis went halfway into her mouth, and she also says that "half or less". Which would also reinforce hat he wasn't trying to shove it down his throat.

The memories still bother me. Perhaps the fact that I know the details is worse, because it makes the images very specific.

I try to cope with the fact that she preferred me to him and that at least she never received his sperm or was penetrated by him. And that most men have gfs who have done far "worse" things

yes, its called retroactive jealousy, its a form of OCD. its much more common if you're sexually inexperienced, but every high T man experiences it to some level. stop asking for more details; you think that if you know just that one thing more you can finally put it to rest, but it never really happens. Ive ruined extremely good relationships because of this shit. the way to cope just accept that all women have a sexual history in 2025 and learn to live with it. you're lucky if she is really a virgin and thats her only sexual experience. just accept and cherish her and try not to think about it as much as possible

 

[chadisbeingmade]

BUT his dick is kinda thick, despite the head being much smaller than mine, and mine being much more gL overall.

 

[jauscope]

thanks.
thats true, but it's difficult in practice to follow the reason

why do you care so much about it? realistically you wont marry this girl
or if u left her u wont find a virgin (idk ur age but possibly not)
and even if u find a virgin they often come with problematic families just live with it it wont bother you in future
my girl had a gf before me

 

[7wzz]

get an unused foid

 

[Eduardo DOV]

yes, its called retroactive jealousy, its a form of OCD. its much more common if you're sexually inexperienced, but every high T man experiences it to some level. stop asking for more details; you think that if you know just that one thing more you can finally put it to rest, but it never really happens. Ive ruined extremely good relationships because of this shit. the way to cope just accept that all women have a sexual history in 2025 and learn to live with it. you're lucky if she is really a virgin and thats her only sexual experience. just accept and cherish her and try not to think about it as much as possible

thanks bro.
I probably have ocd; I've suffered a lot with symptoms that seem to be ocd. I could even say that this shit "destroyed" my life. It makes sense that this is one more of them. I've had very few sexual experiences, but had them, so at least in that respect I don't feel it's unfair or anything like that.

 

[xyukeeee]

thanks bro.
I probably have ocd; I've suffered a lot with symptoms that seem to be ocd. I could even say that this shit "destroyed" my life. It makes sense that this is one more of them. I've had very few sexual experiences, but had them, so at least in that respect I don't feel it's unfair or anything like that.

Best thing to do is just accept and cope. In future relationships avoide asking about prior partners, the less you know the better.

 

[flatcheck213]

what the fuck am i reading

 

[Eduardo DOV]

get an unused foid

hard to find bro and I also love her(tbh thats the biggest problem, but its truly hard to find a virgin), even harder is to make really sure she is unused.
I've read stories from men who were very frustrated because they thought their girlfriend was unused, and after a long time they discovered the truth.

why do you care so much about it? realistically you wont marry this girl
or if u left her u wont find a virgin (idk ur age but possibly not)
and even if u find a virgin they often come with problematic families just live with it it wont bother you in future
my girl had a gf before me

Why i wont marry her? I think there is a good chance since we get along well.
True, if I left her its very hard to find a virgin. This is the best reasoning. Also, a girl who is 100% a virgin might feel wronged years later if her husband isn't virgin. I've read women saying this in the youtube comments on a video about retroactive jealousy.

 

[Orthognathic]

 

[Eduardo DOV]

why do you care so much about it? realistically you wont marry this girl
or if u left her u wont find a virgin (idk ur age but possibly not)
and even if u find a virgin they often come with problematic families just live with it it wont bother you in future
my girl had a gf before me

a gf or a bf?

 

[PrettyLights]

cuhks dot org

 

[weepmeep]

What the fuck am I reading

 

[saugat]

Has anyone else experienced this?

He is a manlet(169cm) and she is quite tall(180cm), he weighs 47kg and she is almost 80kg.
his face is nothing special, I'm better looking.
BUT his dick is kinda thick, despite the head being much smaller than mine, and mine being much more gL overall.

He never ejaculated during these events nor penetrated her vagina.

even though I know it was the first penis she'd ever sucked, and that it had only been three times(3 blow jobs), and that neither she nor he had ever done it before, it bothers me. I asked for several details.
I asked him as well, and the story is practically the same. He ironically has a memory problem, which made everything difficult. But at least he was kind enough to tell me, despite showing/saying that he was very uncomfortable talking about it.

In the first one, she bit his penis.
there was one time when he forced her head/mouth against the dick and she gagged and coughed a lot, she tells it only happened once. He tells he doesn't even remember it or doesnt remember how many times it happened? I dont know, he just said "i dont remember" and
and that "he didn't pay attention to those things", something like that. I didn't insist.
At that point he wasn't very willing to answer anymore; he said he felt very uncomfortable, and so I stopped asking.
At the beginning of the conversation, first day, he said that "I tried to shove it in but it didnt fit". Which is consistent with having happened only once like she said. She was always kneeling, and from what he says, it was a very basic blowjob. He remembers only rubbing his penis against her cheek once and slapping her face once as well.

I believe it really only happened once, especially since the rest of the blowjob seemed basic.

Also at other points in the conversation, he said that his penis went halfway into her mouth, and she also says that "half or less". Which would also reinforce hat he wasn't trying to shove it down his throat.

The memories still bother me. Perhaps the fact that I know the details is worse, because it makes the images very specific.

I try to cope with the fact that she preferred me to him and that at least she never received his sperm or was penetrated by him. And that most men have gfs who have done far "worse" things

dnrd btw but not really my ex was like 5.5 years ago and i cried for days but then became a incel after that drowning in goyslop and now here i am

 

[SheafCohomology]

“When the LORD began to speak through Hosea, the LORD said to him, ‘Go, marry a promiscuous womanand have children with her, for like an adulterous wife this land is guilty of unfaithfulness to the LORD.” - Hosea 1:2


"Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you.” - Ephesians 4:32

 

[higoodboy12309@gmai]

if your under 20 it’s not hard to find a virgin bro if it eats u up that badly just leave her you have ocd it’s not going to go away and it will always just linger

 

[Smurfius]

Has anyone else experienced this?

He is a manlet(169cm) and she is quite tall(180cm), he weighs 47kg and she is almost 80kg.
his face is nothing special, I'm better looking.
BUT his dick is kinda thick, despite the head being much smaller than mine, and mine being much more gL overall.

He never ejaculated during these events nor penetrated her vagina.

even though I know it was the first penis she'd ever sucked, and that it had only been three times(3 blow jobs), and that neither she nor he had ever done it before, it bothers me. I asked for several details.
I asked him as well, and the story is practically the same. He ironically has a memory problem, which made everything difficult. But at least he was kind enough to tell me, despite showing/saying that he was very uncomfortable talking about it.

In the first one, she bit his penis.
there was one time when he forced her head/mouth against the dick and she gagged and coughed a lot, she tells it only happened once. He tells he doesn't even remember it or doesnt remember how many times it happened? I dont know, he just said "i dont remember" and
and that "he didn't pay attention to those things", something like that. I didn't insist.
At that point he wasn't very willing to answer anymore; he said he felt very uncomfortable, and so I stopped asking.
At the beginning of the conversation, first day, he said that "I tried to shove it in but it didnt fit". Which is consistent with having happened only once like she said. She was always kneeling, and from what he says, it was a very basic blowjob. He remembers only rubbing his penis against her cheek once and slapping her face once as well.

I believe it really only happened once, especially since the rest of the blowjob seemed basic.

Also at other points in the conversation, he said that his penis went halfway into her mouth, and she also says that "half or less". Which would also reinforce hat he wasn't trying to shove it down his throat.

The memories still bother me. Perhaps the fact that I know the details is worse, because it makes the images very specific.

I try to cope with the fact that she preferred me to him and that at least she never received his sperm or was penetrated by him. And that most men have gfs who have done far "worse" things

Never had a gf and i hope i never have to experience this cuck shit. But damn man r u okay

 

[boinks]

i don’t understand why you’d do this to yourself

 

[htbslayeer]

Nigga you asked another man to PRECISELY describe how he put his dick in your gf’s mouth. So, it’s hard to believe he willingly told you this and therefore I call tales, but if not you are a fucking cuck damn

 

[enriquecuador]

Sounds gay

 

[Nardicus101]

I know this feeling and there is legit nothing you can do bro

You just have to accept it, You kind of did this to yourself with the whole "I wonder how big her other partner is" thing.

leave the forum for a couple days, and detox cause this type of mentalility will only get worse over time. n I have personally struggled with this as well.
You can also religion max and find a girl via that way or in a small town ect.
There always going to be bigger fish than you but if you want to get a Bigger Dick ASAP, you can do a procedure in Brazil where the perform fat graphing n filler. This will only add girth but not as much length really they have another procedure for length but that one if far more risky with the chance it might not work the same.

 

[hollowlight]

Has anyone else experienced this?

He is a manlet(169cm) and she is quite tall(180cm), he weighs 47kg and she is almost 80kg.
his face is nothing special, I'm better looking.
BUT his dick is kinda thick, despite the head being much smaller than mine, and mine being much more gL overall.

He never ejaculated during these events nor penetrated her vagina.

even though I know it was the first penis she'd ever sucked, and that it had only been three times(3 blow jobs), and that neither she nor he had ever done it before, it bothers me. I asked for several details.
I asked him as well, and the story is practically the same. He ironically has a memory problem, which made everything difficult. But at least he was kind enough to tell me, despite showing/saying that he was very uncomfortable talking about it.

In the first one, she bit his penis.
there was one time when he forced her head/mouth against the dick and she gagged and coughed a lot, she tells it only happened once. He tells he doesn't even remember it or doesnt remember how many times it happened? I dont know, he just said "i dont remember" and
and that "he didn't pay attention to those things", something like that. I didn't insist.
At that point he wasn't very willing to answer anymore; he said he felt very uncomfortable, and so I stopped asking.
At the beginning of the conversation, first day, he said that "I tried to shove it in but it didnt fit". Which is consistent with having happened only once like she said. She was always kneeling, and from what he says, it was a very basic blowjob. He remembers only rubbing his penis against her cheek once and slapping her face once as well.

I believe it really only happened once, especially since the rest of the blowjob seemed basic.

Also at other points in the conversation, he said that his penis went halfway into her mouth, and she also says that "half or less". Which would also reinforce hat he wasn't trying to shove it down his throat.

The memories still bother me. Perhaps the fact that I know the details is worse, because it makes the images very specific.

I try to cope with the fact that she preferred me to him and that at least she never received his sperm or was penetrated by him. And that most men have gfs who have done far "worse" things

nigga are u fucking stupid ????? first of all why are u talking to him to begin with?? what do u achieve by knowing all this? NOTHING. leave the past in the past, it happened now it's gone, wtf is wrong with you?