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Fire
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Clownworld tbh, third date with this girl. Using cialis cuz why not. Barely getting aroused, not enjoying sex, despite her basically looking hot asf , wearing sexy lingerie, etc.
Atleast the cuddling is decent ?! I can enjoy falling asleep with her in my arms.
She's super submissive and tells me I can try anything I want with her. Was throatfucking her last time and it barely got me aroused or close to cumming. Idk, this was after 4 days of nofap too.
I have this idea that being a kissless virgin at 23yo is not good for your mental development. And that depression makes it impossible to enjoy sex, or life for that matter. Idk though.
Thoughts?
Thinking about giving up on life. Idk if it's possible to become a happy person when you have a failed childhood, no family, etc.
Atleast the cuddling is decent ?! I can enjoy falling asleep with her in my arms.
She's super submissive and tells me I can try anything I want with her. Was throatfucking her last time and it barely got me aroused or close to cumming. Idk, this was after 4 days of nofap too.
I have this idea that being a kissless virgin at 23yo is not good for your mental development. And that depression makes it impossible to enjoy sex, or life for that matter. Idk though.
Thoughts?
Thinking about giving up on life. Idk if it's possible to become a happy person when you have a failed childhood, no family, etc.
