I don’t even care about looks any more

[luuk]

I’m attractive enough to get laid and get female attention now, I had a good set of genetics that I just didn’t take advantage of for too long
Now I don’t delude myself that I’m ever going to be a chad but it wouldn’t make that much of a difference anyways, I’ve lost all interest in looksmaxxing

My issues have always been mental, the more I ponder it the more I realise that I am, and have always been, profoundly ill, and I was destined to never be happy in this kind of society. Its structural, not just some childhood trauma or something that I could work through, its just how I was born. Older parents, high mutational load, defective wiring

I’m not even sure where I’ll go from here. I’m not suicidal but I don’t really have any hope or burning dreams any more. The things I want to achieve are out of my scope. I’m in the kind of situation where I should want to do crazy and radical things but I have no willpower left, just tiredness

I could just keep busy and then die eventually but I don’t want to die like this
This isn’t the place to find sympathy or actionable advice but its not like I have anywhere else

 

[le_paria_social]

I’m attractive enough to get laid and get female attention now, I had a good set of genetics that I just didn’t take advantage of for too long
Now I don’t delude myself that I’m ever going to be a chad but it wouldn’t make that much of a difference anyways, I’ve lost all interest in looksmaxxing

My issues have always been mental, the more I ponder it the more I realise that I am, and have always been, profoundly ill, and I was destined to never be happy in this kind of society. Its structural, not just some childhood trauma or something that I could work through, its just how I was born. Older parents, high mutational load, defective wiring

I’m not even sure where I’ll go from here. I’m not suicidal but I don’t really have any hope or burning dreams any more. The things I want to achieve are out of my scope. I’m in the kind of situation where I should want to do crazy and radical things but I have no willpower left, just tiredness

I could just keep busy and then die eventually but I don’t want to die like this
This isn’t the place to find sympathy or actionable advice but its not like I have anywhere else

Ive nothing good to give you man.
I dont think life is good for majority of people.
But if you say the problem is mental, and you don't mind trying things, maybe try visiting a psychologist for meds, and then see where that leads you.

Many people hate it because they make you feel like a zombie, but if you get the right dosage and right perscriptions maybe you could feel less tired and moreso numb.

Thats really all I can say, tho its not the best of options

 

[HundredManSlayer]

maybe try visiting a psychologist for meds

that is the worst advice oat, congratulations retard

 

[le_paria_social]

that is the worst advice oat, congratulations retard

And which other things do you have to give fucking nigger??? Atleast on meds, you can feel numb instead of an emotional wreck, going from stable to wanting to kill yourself and hurting the people around you

 

[Former Shortcel]

My problems are all mental

 

[MouthBreathingElite]

And which other things do you have to give fucking nigger??? Atleast on meds, you can feel numb instead of an emotional wreck, going from stable to wanting to kill yourself

Good goy

 

[le_paria_social]

Good goy

Its a suggestion, if you dont want it, just kill yourself and call it a day

 

[HundredManSlayer]

And which other things do you have to give fucking nigger??? Atleast on meds, you can feel numb instead of an emotional wreck, going from stable to wanting to kill yourself and hurting the people around you

he literally said that he was numb are you kidding me. meds are one of the worst things you can do to yourself and your body

 

[le_paria_social]

he literally said that he was numb are you kidding me. meds are one of the worst things you can do to yourself and your body

Yes youre right, its not the best of advices at all, but what else can you do aside from messing with your hormones?
Pray? Find a hobby, eat healthy etc???
Thats all useless bullshit, at most meds can give you a break and provide some sort of comfort with the way you will feel. It could maybe be better than killing yourself.

 

[HundredManSlayer]

Yes youre right, its not the best of advices at all, but what else can you do aside from messing with your hormones?
Pray? Find a hobby, eat healthy etc???
Thats all useless bullshit, at most meds can give you a break and provide some sort of comfort with the way you will feel. It could maybe be better than killing yourself.

meds will only make it worse in the long term

eating closer to nature is not useless bullshit

 

[stepbro moe]

I’m attractive enough to get laid and get female attention now

I relate to this. It's just not enough for me. I'll keep trying tho

 

[PharmaPhaggot]

I’m attractive enough to get laid and get female attention now,

Nigga shut up and just put the crop top bsck on, skill issue

 

[NoaA99]

Smart guy.

 

[NoaA99]

And which other things do you have to give fucking nigger??? Atleast on meds, you can feel numb instead of an emotional wreck, going from stable to wanting to kill yourself and hurting the people around you

You have to find the actual underlying root-causes, instead of (blindly) treating symptoms.
Neuropsychological issues are always related to a persistent systemical issue.

 

[le_paria_social]

You have to find the actual underlying root-causes, instead of (blindly) treating symptoms.
Neuropsychological issues are always related to a persistent systemical issue.

Well yes that is what a psychologist could also help for, tho most people already know what their issue is unless theyre completely retarded

 

[NoaA99]

Well yes that is what a psychologist could also help for, tho most people already know what their issue is unless theyre completely retarded

They don’t, and that’s exactly the problem. There’s a reason psychotherapy has such a low success rate. You can’t talk away a systemic, functional issue.

 

[Nectar]

I’m attractive enough to get laid and get female attention now, I had a good set of genetics that I just didn’t take advantage of for too long
Now I don’t delude myself that I’m ever going to be a chad but it wouldn’t make that much of a difference anyways, I’ve lost all interest in looksmaxxing

My issues have always been mental, the more I ponder it the more I realise that I am, and have always been, profoundly ill, and I was destined to never be happy in this kind of society. Its structural, not just some childhood trauma or something that I could work through, its just how I was born. Older parents, high mutational load, defective wiring

I’m not even sure where I’ll go from here. I’m not suicidal but I don’t really have any hope or burning dreams any more. The things I want to achieve are out of my scope. I’m in the kind of situation where I should want to do crazy and radical things but I have no willpower left, just tiredness

I could just keep busy and then die eventually but I don’t want to die like this
This isn’t the place to find sympathy or actionable advice but its not like I have anywhere else

It gets to a point…

 

[luuk]

i hate when random bpdposts i make whilst high at 4am get bumped can you people stop interacting with anything i post after 2am GMT thanks