Lonenely sigma
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I simply cannot turn my brain off.
Thats why I don't fall asleep until like 6:30 am every night.
I just think about looks, about how happy I'd be if I was gl, how great it'd be, about how sad and miserable I am now etc.
I can't cope man. I am always sad.
I usually play a long documentary or a song on yt while I play video games just to override my thoughts.
My favorite cope generally speaking is alcohol. But people don't invite me to parties anymore so thats a shame.
I used to just go there, get drunk and then ask them if they have an empty room for me to sleep in. I'd then just stare at the ceiling and actually have no painful thoughts at all.
Winter makes it worse as well. During the summer I used to rot on my bike, but now I am locked in the house with nothing but memories and thoughts
Thats why I don't fall asleep until like 6:30 am every night.
I just think about looks, about how happy I'd be if I was gl, how great it'd be, about how sad and miserable I am now etc.
I can't cope man. I am always sad.
I usually play a long documentary or a song on yt while I play video games just to override my thoughts.
My favorite cope generally speaking is alcohol. But people don't invite me to parties anymore so thats a shame.
I used to just go there, get drunk and then ask them if they have an empty room for me to sleep in. I'd then just stare at the ceiling and actually have no painful thoughts at all.
Winter makes it worse as well. During the summer I used to rot on my bike, but now I am locked in the house with nothing but memories and thoughts
