It is genuinly over for me

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I often feel like I don’t belong in this world, as if I was never meant to exist. Every day I wake up and go to sleep worrying about my appearance. I notice my slightly bulging eyes, my narrow jaw, my big ears, my short height (174 cm), my damaged curly hair, my overbite and my yellow teeth, bulbous nose, etc. . These thoughts make me feel like I will never be good enough.

Yet, deep down, I know my worth is not limited to these things. I’m trying to remind myself that looks aren’t the only measure of a person’s value, even if it’s hard to believe that right now. I want to heal and to learn self-acceptance, even as I work on improving what I can.

I am Muslim, and although I’ve never truly learned how to pray, this year I want to start. I hope that turning to God will help me find peace, guidance and strength. Even in my darkest moments, I’m trying to believe that my life can still have meaning and that I can be cared for and valued, even if I can’t yet see it.

I dont think life has a meaning as a subhuman with potential of looking barely average.

I will never be the person i want to be. Btw i am writing these so i can express my opinion and you guys help me to make me feel good by lying. I am writing this when i am sick with sore throat.
 
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I often feel like I don’t belong in this world, as if I was never meant to exist. Every day I wake up and go to sleep worrying about my appearance. I notice my slightly bulging eyes, my narrow jaw, my big ears, my short height (174 cm), my damaged curly hair, my overbite and my yellow teeth, bulbous nose, etc. . These thoughts make me feel like I will never be good enough.

Yet, deep down, I know my worth is not limited to these things. I’m trying to remind myself that looks aren’t the only measure of a person’s value, even if it’s hard to believe that right now. I want to heal and to learn self-acceptance, even as I work on improving what I can.

I am Muslim, and although I’ve never truly learned how to pray, this year I want to start. I hope that turning to God will help me find peace, guidance and strength. Even in my darkest moments, I’m trying to believe that my life can still have meaning and that I can be cared for and valued, even if I can’t yet see it.

I dont think life has a meaning as a subhuman with potential of looking barely average.

I will never be the person i want to be. Btw i am writing these so i can express my opinion and you guys help me to make me feel good by lying. I am writing this when i am sick with sore throat.
show face, im sure you are not subhuman

also, there is a rumour going around that if you become muslim you actually turn into salludon.
 
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also, there is a rumour going around that if you become muslim you actually turn into salludon.
How is that even possible. Cope
 
I often feel like I don’t belong in this world, as if I was never meant to exist. Every day I wake up and go to sleep worrying about my appearance. I notice my slightly bulging eyes, my narrow jaw, my big ears, my short height (174 cm), my damaged curly hair, my overbite and my yellow teeth, bulbous nose, etc. . These thoughts make me feel like I will never be good enough.

Yet, deep down, I know my worth is not limited to these things. I’m trying to remind myself that looks aren’t the only measure of a person’s value, even if it’s hard to believe that right now. I want to heal and to learn self-acceptance, even as I work on improving what I can.

I am Muslim, and although I’ve never truly learned how to pray, this year I want to start. I hope that turning to God will help me find peace, guidance and strength. Even in my darkest moments, I’m trying to believe that my life can still have meaning and that I can be cared for and valued, even if I can’t yet see it.

I dont think life has a meaning as a subhuman with potential of looking barely average.

I will never be the person i want to be. Btw i am writing these so i can express my opinion and you guys help me to make me feel good by lying. I am writing this when i am sick with sore throat.
I won’t even say anything about the Muslim part but I hope you make it bro. Life is harsh
 
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