I dont know how much longer i can cope

[Tealovingfool]

I think as soon as I fully accept that im not gonna ever find someone who actually cares about me like how I care about people is when I kill myself I know I keep coping with substances and having a shitty attitude but I cant accept that shit its too fucking hard to I havent found one person who cares about me as much as I care about them I cant talk to anyone about how I truly feel the last times I did i got platitudes that didn't help at all and I had to help myself every single fucking time.

If you dnr: I keep coping and nobody cares as much as I do every time I open up I get platitudes from people and I have to help myself every time.

 

[iana]

maybe you should just go ghost for a while. i heavily recommend from previous experiences.