I don't know if I can keep going

[obutsu]

I discovered mewing back when I was 18 right before it first went viral in 2018. I spent the next 4 years mewing wrong and when I realized it wasn't working I stopped trying. Then I tried again when I was 23. I'm 25 now and it's like every month some kid on TikTok goes viral for their looksmaxxing transformation while I'm stuck with a lopsided, asymmetrical, recessed face. What's the point anymore? I can't even mew correctly because anytime I do I yawn uncontrollably for some reason. And I have post nasal drip so my throat is constantly filled with mucus; meaning I can't breath properly when I'm sleeping. Just earlier this year I realized I had a forward head posture, a pelvic tilt, and a head tilt. I've mostly managed to fix all of them but what else is there that I don't know about?

I have 6 inch wrists and arms to match, skinny neck, short and round face, I have a large and crooked nose, recessed infras, recessed maxilla, a weak chin, I started balding at some point between 19-21 and have been on fin, I'm fat with gyno and large areolas, I don't have a brow ridge, I have asymmetrical lips, I'm only 5'8, I have yellow teeth that have gaps in the bottom row, I'm ghostly pale because I'm a jobless loser with no friends who doesn't go outside. And my tmj is messed up from a bad hit way back in high school and overdoing chewing exercises when I was 18. I even messed up my back when I was 16-17 trying to do stretches thinking they might help me get taller when in reality all I got was scoliosis. But at least my skin is decent because I'm taking 10mg of Accutane everyday AND doing tretinoin. I can barely touch my face but at least my enlarged pores are empty and my nose isn't oily anymore.

I've tried thumbpulling and I can literally feel the bones moving when I do it. But I'm too pussy to be consistent because I'm afraid I'll just cause more asymmetries. So what's the point in trying anything anymore? At 25 I have to put in three times the work for less than a quarter of the gain if I were a teenager. Maybe I should just stop trying and just accept that I'll be ugly for my entire life since I can't afford surgery. At every attempt I either mess up and do it wrong or run into a problem I can't get over without surgery. I genuinely don't know if I can keep going. I recently looked in the mirror and had the feeling I was looking at a stranger. I don't care about girls. I just don't want to be ugly anymore.

 

[mezmalmao]

I discovered mewing back when I was 18 right before it first went viral in 2018. I spent the next 4 years mewing wrong and when I realized it wasn't working I stopped trying. Then I tried again when I was 23. I'm 25 now and it's like every month some kid on TikTok goes viral for their looksmaxxing transformation while I'm stuck with a lopsided, asymmetrical, recessed face. What's the point anymore? I can't even mew correctly because anytime I do I yawn uncontrollably for some reason. And I have post nasal drip so my throat is constantly filled with mucus; meaning I can't breath properly when I'm sleeping. Just earlier this year I realized I had a forward head posture, a pelvic tilt, and a head tilt. I've mostly managed to fix all of them but what else is there that I don't know about?

I have 6 inch wrists and arms to match, skinny neck, short and round face, I have a large and crooked nose, recessed infras, recessed maxilla, a weak chin, I started balding at some point between 19-21 and have been on fin, I'm fat, I have asymmetrical lips, I'm only 5'8, I have yellow teeth that have gaps in the bottom row, I'm ghostly pale because I'm a jobless loser with no friends who doesn't go outside. And my tmj is messed up from a bad hit way back in high school and overdoing chewing exercises when I was 18. I even messed up my back when I was 16-17 trying to do stretches thinking they might help me get taller when in reality all I got was scoliosis. But at least my skin is decent because I'm taking 10mg of Accutane everyday AND doing tretinoin. I can barely touch my face but at least my enlarged pores are empty and my nose isn't oily anymore.

I've tried thumbpulling and I can literally feel the bones moving when I do it. But I'm too pussy to be consistent because I'm afraid I'll just cause more asymmetries. So what's the point in trying anything anymore? At 25 I have to put in three times the work for less than a quarter of the gain if I were a teenager. Maybe I should just stop trying and just accept that I'll be ugly for my entire life since I can't afford surgery. At every attempt I either mess up and do it wrong or run into a problem I can't get over without surgery. I genuinely don't know if I can keep going. I recently looked in the mirror and had the feeling I was looking at a stranger. I don't care about girls. I just don't want to be ugly anymore.

hop on test stop being a pussy and go fuck some hoes faggot

 

[ZyzzReincarnate]

Take steroids and ogremaxx and get a palate expander

 

[BR32]

Save up for surgery

 

[MOSSADGLOWIE]

I discovered mewing back when I was 18 right before it first went viral in 2018. I spent the next 4 years mewing wrong and when I realized it wasn't working I stopped trying. Then I tried again when I was 23. I'm 25 now and it's like every month some kid on TikTok goes viral for their looksmaxxing transformation while I'm stuck with a lopsided, asymmetrical, recessed face. What's the point anymore? I can't even mew correctly because anytime I do I yawn uncontrollably for some reason. And I have post nasal drip so my throat is constantly filled with mucus; meaning I can't breath properly when I'm sleeping. Just earlier this year I realized I had a forward head posture, a pelvic tilt, and a head tilt. I've mostly managed to fix all of them but what else is there that I don't know about?

I have 6 inch wrists and arms to match, skinny neck, short and round face, I have a large and crooked nose, recessed infras, recessed maxilla, a weak chin, I started balding at some point between 19-21 and have been on fin, I'm fat, I have asymmetrical lips, I'm only 5'8, I have yellow teeth that have gaps in the bottom row, I'm ghostly pale because I'm a jobless loser with no friends who doesn't go outside. And my tmj is messed up from a bad hit way back in high school and overdoing chewing exercises when I was 18. I even messed up my back when I was 16-17 trying to do stretches thinking they might help me get taller when in reality all I got was scoliosis. But at least my skin is decent because I'm taking 10mg of Accutane everyday AND doing tretinoin. I can barely touch my face but at least my enlarged pores are empty and my nose isn't oily anymore.

I've tried thumbpulling and I can literally feel the bones moving when I do it. But I'm too pussy to be consistent because I'm afraid I'll just cause more asymmetries. So what's the point in trying anything anymore? At 25 I have to put in three times the work for less than a quarter of the gain if I were a teenager. Maybe I should just stop trying and just accept that I'll be ugly for my entire life since I can't afford surgery. At every attempt I either mess up and do it wrong or run into a problem I can't get over without surgery. I genuinely don't know if I can keep going. I recently looked in the mirror and had the feeling I was looking at a stranger. I don't care about girls. I just don't want to be ugly anymore.

 

[ZyzzReincarnate]

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[hardmaxxx]

I discovered mewing back when I was 18 right before it first went viral in 2018. I spent the next 4 years mewing wrong and when I realized it wasn't working I stopped trying. Then I tried again when I was 23. I'm 25 now and it's like every month some kid on TikTok goes viral for their looksmaxxing transformation while I'm stuck with a lopsided, asymmetrical, recessed face. What's the point anymore? I can't even mew correctly because anytime I do I yawn uncontrollably for some reason. And I have post nasal drip so my throat is constantly filled with mucus; meaning I can't breath properly when I'm sleeping. Just earlier this year I realized I had a forward head posture, a pelvic tilt, and a head tilt. I've mostly managed to fix all of them but what else is there that I don't know about?

I have 6 inch wrists and arms to match, skinny neck, short and round face, I have a large and crooked nose, recessed infras, recessed maxilla, a weak chin, I started balding at some point between 19-21 and have been on fin, I'm fat with gyno and large areolas, I don't have a brow ridge, I have asymmetrical lips, I'm only 5'8, I have yellow teeth that have gaps in the bottom row, I'm ghostly pale because I'm a jobless loser with no friends who doesn't go outside. And my tmj is messed up from a bad hit way back in high school and overdoing chewing exercises when I was 18. I even messed up my back when I was 16-17 trying to do stretches thinking they might help me get taller when in reality all I got was scoliosis. But at least my skin is decent because I'm taking 10mg of Accutane everyday AND doing tretinoin. I can barely touch my face but at least my enlarged pores are empty and my nose isn't oily anymore.

I've tried thumbpulling and I can literally feel the bones moving when I do it. But I'm too pussy to be consistent because I'm afraid I'll just cause more asymmetries. So what's the point in trying anything anymore? At 25 I have to put in three times the work for less than a quarter of the gain if I were a teenager. Maybe I should just stop trying and just accept that I'll be ugly for my entire life since I can't afford surgery. At every attempt I either mess up and do it wrong or run into a problem I can't get over without surgery. I genuinely don't know if I can keep going. I recently looked in the mirror and had the feeling I was looking at a stranger. I don't care about girls. I just don't want to be ugly anymore.

Most stuff you wrote here are fixable with softmaxxing. 5'8 is not that short. It's pretty average.
Thumbpulling don't work, it especially doesn't at 25. Don't cause more asymmetries by doing it.
Being pale white is lowkey great, im jealous of it.
After doing every softmaxx there is just save up for surgery, there is nothing else you can really do. Search every issue you have or you can ask people if something is fixable with softmaxxing. Don't give up, don't give up on anything before seeing your true potential please.

 

[Whatsamaxilla__]

I discovered mewing back when I was 18 right before it first went viral in 2018. I spent the next 4 years mewing wrong and when I realized it wasn't working I stopped trying. Then I tried again when I was 23. I'm 25 now and it's like every month some kid on TikTok goes viral for their looksmaxxing transformation while I'm stuck with a lopsided, asymmetrical, recessed face. What's the point anymore? I can't even mew correctly because anytime I do I yawn uncontrollably for some reason. And I have post nasal drip so my throat is constantly filled with mucus; meaning I can't breath properly when I'm sleeping. Just earlier this year I realized I had a forward head posture, a pelvic tilt, and a head tilt. I've mostly managed to fix all of them but what else is there that I don't know about?

I have 6 inch wrists and arms to match, skinny neck, short and round face, I have a large and crooked nose, recessed infras, recessed maxilla, a weak chin, I started balding at some point between 19-21 and have been on fin, I'm fat with gyno and large areolas, I don't have a brow ridge, I have asymmetrical lips, I'm only 5'8, I have yellow teeth that have gaps in the bottom row, I'm ghostly pale because I'm a jobless loser with no friends who doesn't go outside. And my tmj is messed up from a bad hit way back in high school and overdoing chewing exercises when I was 18. I even messed up my back when I was 16-17 trying to do stretches thinking they might help me get taller when in reality all I got was scoliosis. But at least my skin is decent because I'm taking 10mg of Accutane everyday AND doing tretinoin. I can barely touch my face but at least my enlarged pores are empty and my nose isn't oily anymore.

I've tried thumbpulling and I can literally feel the bones moving when I do it. But I'm too pussy to be consistent because I'm afraid I'll just cause more asymmetries. So what's the point in trying anything anymore? At 25 I have to put in three times the work for less than a quarter of the gain if I were a teenager. Maybe I should just stop trying and just accept that I'll be ugly for my entire life since I can't afford surgery. At every attempt I either mess up and do it wrong or run into a problem I can't get over without surgery. I genuinely don't know if I can keep going. I recently looked in the mirror and had the feeling I was looking at a stranger. I don't care about girls. I just don't want to be ugly anymore.

Test and surgery. Also how did you fix your forward head posture and pelvic tilt?

 

[obutsu]

Test and surgery. Also how did you fix your forward head posture and pelvic tilt?

I actually have been considering getting on test. I'm saving money rn to get either FME or MARPE and a le fort 2.

It took me about a week or two of consciously thinking about my hip position to fix my pelvic tilt. I had an anterior tilt. I have no idea how I even developed it tbh but it might be related to an old back injury. If you have it too then either try to fix it consciously like I did or do some simple workouts and stretches like glute bridges and hip flexor stretches.
And my forward head posture is mostly fixed through the same way and some chin tucks. Constantly reminding myself to pull my head back and align my ears with my shoulders. Neck posture is formed through habits like being too close to your computer or moving your head down to bite food. I even used to push my head out when I would sleep on my side.

 

[Whatsamaxilla__]

I actually have been considering getting on test. I'm saving money rn to get either FME or MARPE and a le fort 2.

It took me about a week or two of consciously thinking about my hip position to fix my pelvic tilt. I had an anterior tilt. I have no idea how I even developed it tbh but it might be related to an old back injury. If you have it too then either try to fix it consciously like I did or do some simple workouts and stretches like glute bridges and hip flexor stretches.
And my forward head posture is mostly fixed through the same way and some chin tucks. Constantly reminding myself to pull my head back and align my ears with my shoulders. Neck posture is formed through habits like being too close to your computer or moving your head down to bite food. I even used to push my head out when I would sleep on my side.

thanks bro

 

[foresthills]

how did you mew wrong?

 

[obutsu]

how did you mew wrong?

I didn't engage the back third of my tongue. So it was never on my upper palette. I let my jaw hang, jutting it a bit and kept my lips sealed bc I looked better with a longer bottom third.

 

[foresthills]

I didn't engage the back third of my tongue. So it was never on my upper palette. I let my jaw hang, jutting it a bit and kept my lips sealed bc I looked better with a longer bottom third.

when you were doing it wrong - did you get NO results or BAD results

 

[obutsu]

when you were doing it wrong - did you get NO results or BAD results

I didn't take before pics so I can't say for certain but I'm pretty sure I had no visible results or no results at all. Because I rarely engaged the back third of my tongue. So there was very little force against my upper palette. That's just going off the basic principle of how mewing works.

 

[Zeuxx]

NOT A MOLECULEEEEEEEEEEE

 

[Deleted member 151055]

hop on test stop being a pussy and go fuck some hoes faggot

Atp let him fuck u