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I discovered mewing back when I was 18 right before it first went viral in 2018. I spent the next 4 years mewing wrong and when I realized it wasn't working I stopped trying. Then I tried again when I was 23. I'm 25 now and it's like every month some kid on TikTok goes viral for their looksmaxxing transformation while I'm stuck with a lopsided, asymmetrical, recessed face. What's the point anymore? I can't even mew correctly because anytime I do I yawn uncontrollably for some reason. And I have post nasal drip so my throat is constantly filled with mucus; meaning I can't breath properly when I'm sleeping. Just earlier this year I realized I had a forward head posture, a pelvic tilt, and a head tilt. I've mostly managed to fix all of them but what else is there that I don't know about?
I have 6 inch wrists and arms to match, skinny neck, short and round face, I have a large and crooked nose, recessed infras, recessed maxilla, a weak chin, I started balding at some point between 19-21 and have been on fin, I'm fat with gyno and large areolas, I don't have a brow ridge, I have asymmetrical lips, I'm only 5'8, I have yellow teeth that have gaps in the bottom row, I'm ghostly pale because I'm a jobless loser with no friends who doesn't go outside. And my tmj is messed up from a bad hit way back in high school and overdoing chewing exercises when I was 18. I even messed up my back when I was 16-17 trying to do stretches thinking they might help me get taller when in reality all I got was scoliosis. But at least my skin is decent because I'm taking 10mg of Accutane everyday AND doing tretinoin. I can barely touch my face but at least my enlarged pores are empty and my nose isn't oily anymore.
I've tried thumbpulling and I can literally feel the bones moving when I do it. But I'm too pussy to be consistent because I'm afraid I'll just cause more asymmetries. So what's the point in trying anything anymore? At 25 I have to put in three times the work for less than a quarter of the gain if I were a teenager. Maybe I should just stop trying and just accept that I'll be ugly for my entire life since I can't afford surgery. At every attempt I either mess up and do it wrong or run into a problem I can't get over without surgery. I genuinely don't know if I can keep going. I recently looked in the mirror and had the feeling I was looking at a stranger. I don't care about girls. I just don't want to be ugly anymore.
I have 6 inch wrists and arms to match, skinny neck, short and round face, I have a large and crooked nose, recessed infras, recessed maxilla, a weak chin, I started balding at some point between 19-21 and have been on fin, I'm fat with gyno and large areolas, I don't have a brow ridge, I have asymmetrical lips, I'm only 5'8, I have yellow teeth that have gaps in the bottom row, I'm ghostly pale because I'm a jobless loser with no friends who doesn't go outside. And my tmj is messed up from a bad hit way back in high school and overdoing chewing exercises when I was 18. I even messed up my back when I was 16-17 trying to do stretches thinking they might help me get taller when in reality all I got was scoliosis. But at least my skin is decent because I'm taking 10mg of Accutane everyday AND doing tretinoin. I can barely touch my face but at least my enlarged pores are empty and my nose isn't oily anymore.
I've tried thumbpulling and I can literally feel the bones moving when I do it. But I'm too pussy to be consistent because I'm afraid I'll just cause more asymmetries. So what's the point in trying anything anymore? At 25 I have to put in three times the work for less than a quarter of the gain if I were a teenager. Maybe I should just stop trying and just accept that I'll be ugly for my entire life since I can't afford surgery. At every attempt I either mess up and do it wrong or run into a problem I can't get over without surgery. I genuinely don't know if I can keep going. I recently looked in the mirror and had the feeling I was looking at a stranger. I don't care about girls. I just don't want to be ugly anymore.
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