I don’t know if I should start roiding

[b12345]

I just turned 18 I am 5’9 135 and I always have looked younger people think I am like 16 and I took accutane and I think it messed with my test cause I felt worse and low energy and hard to gain muscle and tested at like 250 test so I got Enclomafine because it isn’t long term decision and it helped but I am getting convinced to atleast start trt because it’s hard for me to work a long shift and be exhausted after and feel mental side affects of low test but I don’t think my parents would let me on it and idk if I could afford going to a clinic or doctor because I don’t think they would let me get it because I technically don’t need it but it would help me so much and also I live in the usa and don’t know if I could afford it long term I have 20k saved up and I believe I have hypogonadism I didn’t hit puberty till like 16 I was 5’0 85 pounds.
Would test at 18 help me with development like bones ? 1 year ago my doctor said my growth it most likely coming to an end but he just said that based on the tanner scale no X-rays done and I was a late bloomer so idk I don’t really expect to get taller but I feel like test would help mentality and physically.
Please give advice

 

[b12345]

I assume its at least bimax, so 6 month minimum, probably a full year untill full recovery and feeling good

How long are you out of work

 

[flatcheck213]

the recovery is fucking long, depends how insecure he is I guess

First 2 week hard recovery, then 3 month

 

[KaisenMaxxer]

How long are you out of work

first few weeks, use google nigtard