Adonis11
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Hey i dont really know what to do, last time i posted i saw people suggesting things and im grateful for the respond, thank you. Unfortuanely i couldnt get a hold of amphetamines, it ended up with me taking coke and mdma, i have done my research and know about the consequenses about this long before i tried it, it felt really great the first time, i talked way more and i got way more ioi's from girls the same night out i tried it.
I started taking it before school trying to fit in and trying to talk more to the girl i like in my class.
i know primally know how mdma works, i decided to take it 1 time a week (the day i have the most of classes ) to not brutally fuck up my brain, i told myself this and thought i would end up addicted, i have taken it many times now since my last post, i feel the crave to take it again everyday but i dont, even tho i have accsess to it right infront of me i dont see the roi of it, at the end of the day i dont really see the point of anything anymore.
I truly wish i were unaware of this reality.
The girl i like just views me as a friend and it hurts.
But thats not the point, i just want to be happy, and idk if i ever will be.
Is there any drug that can replace the sensation of love?
I started taking it before school trying to fit in and trying to talk more to the girl i like in my class.
i know primally know how mdma works, i decided to take it 1 time a week (the day i have the most of classes ) to not brutally fuck up my brain, i told myself this and thought i would end up addicted, i have taken it many times now since my last post, i feel the crave to take it again everyday but i dont, even tho i have accsess to it right infront of me i dont see the roi of it, at the end of the day i dont really see the point of anything anymore.
I truly wish i were unaware of this reality.
The girl i like just views me as a friend and it hurts.
But thats not the point, i just want to be happy, and idk if i ever will be.
Is there any drug that can replace the sensation of love?
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