2chevskuy
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Right now it’s 00:32 for me. I'm sitting on a bench completely alone. A couple passes by me, and I realize that they are my age. And the girl and I even go to the same school. They are still sitting on the bench next to mine. They laugh and chat. And I'm writing this thread. And, to be honest, it has always been like this, as far back as I can remember. I'm used to watching other people being in happy relationships. Before, I didn’t care very much about this, thinking that I would wait for “the one,” that I would remain untouched for her and be faithful to her until the end. Now I feel that I will never have “the one”. Moreover, I also don’t feel like I’ll have any girlfriend ever. Can’t even hold a basic conversation so even if some Becky closes her eyes on my mtn face she’ll just be disgusted by how insufferable I am and eventually fade away, or friend zone me. This happened to me much times. I guess I’ll just live life like I want or just rope because I can’t stand all this.
