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Kraken
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Ive had small amounts of female validation in my life, but ive had to work for all of it. The problem is that with this condition it is very hard to travel a lot and be out in public often from the intense headaches associated with it. Today it was so bad I had to lay my seat down while I was driving I was so tired. I feel like my eyeballs are rotting out of my skull. I can only imagine what's going to happen once the glaucoma sets in. Then ill be blind. Im gonna be fucked. All of these issues around this condition made me realize - wow, I probably wouldn't be here if it weren't for this. I was on a good path before this issue plagued my life. But now its hard to even leave my house. Theres no way I can have time to meet new people in a social setting. Because I constantly have to go to the doctor to help fix this issue. I am too tired most of the time to go out other than basic needs like food and water. Let alone go out to drive somewhere where the would maybe be people my age. im just fucked. plain and simple.