I don’t think I’ll ever be or even feel attractive, nor will I feel normal

[americanpakitruvcel]

I’ve internalized too much racism against south Asians and it has completely crippled my ability to have self esteem ngl, happened over the span of a few years but there’s such casual disgust for people who look like me worldwide now that I’m essentially mentally crippled in the confidence department. You see so many south Asians desperate to look like other races because of this, and I personally think there’s no point in that, south Asians look south Asian 99.999999% of the time. My only hope is that in the future I won’t feel like the punching bag of the universe just for being born

 

[americanpakitruvcel]

Bump

 

[narkoman]

indian?

 

[americanpakitruvcel]

indian?

I’m Pakistani American but I look unambiguously south Asian. Not one of those MENA passing pakis

 

[narkoman]

I’m Pakistani American but I look unambiguously south Asian. Not one of those MENA passing pakis

i am semi white but i never understood. this victim racism shit. why dont you fix unique failos your race has like ugly bushy eyebrows, dark skin underneath the eyes, round heads etc... you will never be white and why would you want to be?

 

[kryzlerrr]

icl the south asian self hate is ginourmous. feel for yall tbh. im samoan maori. we arent nearly as bad as yall outside of a lot of colonized sheeple wanting to be white (most maori today are ethnically white and theyre playing victim as white cultures consistently do). i couldnt understand it, brits sent retards over to aus and nz to colonise, aus is run by the epstein lot and their casm rates pretty much debunk what all those coping inbreeds think, nz hasnt had a good economy since the white govs owner country joined the european union. u just gotta open ur eyes to how genuinely low most of the world is.

 

[americanpakitruvcel]

i am semi white but i never understood. this victim racism shit. why dont you fix unique failos your race has like ugly bushy eyebrows, dark skin underneath the eyes, round heads etc... you will never be white and why would you want to be?

I don’t look ugly or anything, merely looking like a south Asian phenotypically is going to hurt your quality of life regardless of how good you look, I don’t want to be white, I just don’t want to be hated for existing. In regards to darkness under the eyes I have it worse than most because my infras are recessed and I have horrible pigmentation, working on fixing that, my brows are good and my jaw shape is round and oval there’s nothing I can do to fix that. What I’m talking about is pain from being deeply dehumanized and treated as subhuman due to my race.

 

[americanpakitruvcel]

icl the south asian self hate is ginourmous. feel for yall tbh. im samoan maori. we arent nearly as bad as yall outside of a lot of colonized sheeple wanting to be white (most maori today are ethnically white and theyre playing victim as white cultures consistently do). i couldnt understand it, brits sent retards over to aus and nz to colonise, aus is run by the epstein lot and their casm rates pretty much debunk what all those coping inbreeds think, nz hasnt had a good economy since the white govs owner country joined the european union. u just gotta open ur eyes to how genuinely low most of the world is.

I’m completely fine with being brown, if I was an Iranian or something who looked fairly similar to how I do now I wouldn’t feel that bad, the issue is how everyone seems to shit on the entire subcontinent non stop, there’s zero positive stereotypes associated with us. I’m weaker and smaller than most western raised south Asians I know so I’m a failure even within my race, just really gets to me sometimes

 

[americanpakitruvcel]

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[americanpakitruvcel]

Bump

 

[americanpakitruvcel]

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[Klasik616]

I’ve internalized too much racism against south Asians and it has completely crippled my ability to have self esteem ngl, happened over the span of a few years but there’s such casual disgust for people who look like me worldwide now that I’m essentially mentally crippled in the confidence department. You see so many south Asians desperate to look like other races because of this, and I personally think there’s no point in that, south Asians look south Asian 99.999999% of the time. My only hope is that in the future I won’t feel like the punching bag of the universe just for being born

Same, I have accepted my faith as mestizo I will never be white.

 

[kryzlerrr]

I’m completely fine with being brown, if I was an Iranian or something who looked fairly similar to how I do now I wouldn’t feel that bad, the issue is how everyone seems to shit on the entire subcontinent non stop, there’s zero positive stereotypes associated with us. I’m weaker and smaller than most western raised south Asians I know so I’m a failure even within my race, just really gets to me sometimes

this is what im talking about, the entire pacific is labelled as fat, cognitively incompetent, violent and incapable. four things credited severely to socio economic factors in socities like all of the ones in the pacific. this fuels internal hate for the ethnicity instead of the larger topic. most people globally are physically inadequate, thats just what the comforts of modernity propegate, and where modern cultures influence hormones.

if you feel weak, then feel better, youre in circles and social situations where you are surrounded by people who you think are strong. truly weak people are far too removed to be able to see things correctly. i think my strength is severely inadequate, i literally chill out with powerlifters, my current gym is private and these guys are regularly discussing which federations they compete in, want to compete in, when their next comps are etc. your scale is based on what you allow yourself to be around, so if you feel weak, thats just because you love to be around what is strong.
that should uplift you into a mindset of strength, you do not get strong thinking youre the strongest while surrounded by the weakest.

a lot of our negative feelings are only negative because we let them be and its hard to see them otherwise. your mind is consciously and sub consciously telling you that you need to change. theres not alot you can do with your genetic blueprint, but everything has to do with how you let it guide you, and how you manage what you were given.

i have a completely dysfunctional HPA axis, what my test results say completely disagree with what is humanly studied to be possible. you are your own barrier bro.

 

[kryzlerrr]

I’m completely fine with being brown, if I was an Iranian or something who looked fairly similar to how I do now I wouldn’t feel that bad, the issue is how everyone seems to shit on the entire subcontinent non stop, there’s zero positive stereotypes associated with us. I’m weaker and smaller than most western raised south Asians I know so I’m a failure even within my race, just really gets to me sometimes

my ethnics are only seen positively for being strong. we are hated for that strength and size simultaneously. we are fetishized and villainized for exactly this. you cant control what other people think. fuck them quite blatantly bro

 

[americanpakitruvcel]

my ethnics are only seen positively for being strong. we are hated for that strength and size simultaneously. we are fetishized and villainized for exactly this. you cant control what other people think. fuck them quite blatantly bro

You right man, thanks for the lifefuel

 

[americanpakitruvcel]

Same, I have accepted my faith as mestizo I will never be white.

Dawg isn’t mestizo x white the most common interacial mix in North America, you guys barely have any real negative stereotypes are stereotype is as being funny and NT. This isn’t just about being non white it’s being the lowest of the low.

 

[americanpakitruvcel]

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[them streets b cold]

you are what you think you are

 

[americanpakitruvcel]

you are what you think you are

Not really, I didn’t think of myself as a worthless failure who is plagued my mental illness my whole life, but that’s what I am and always have been, had this delusion that things will work out. But I’m in the worst physical and mental condition I’ve been in for a while

 

[them streets b cold]

Not really, I didn’t think of myself as a worthless failure who is plagued my mental illness my whole life, but that’s what I am and always have been, had this delusion that things will work out. But I’m in the worst physical and mental condition I’ve been in for a while

just be healthy and good looking, im sure many women of ur own race will love u

 

[americanpakitruvcel]

just be healthy and good looking, im sure many women of ur own race will love u

Shit goes deeper than that, I’m extremely mentally ill in general and love isn’t going to do shit for the severe episodes I have. Romantically it’s definitely not over because of looks, but rather because of my brain

 

[them streets b cold]

Shit goes deeper than that, I’m extremely mentally ill in general and love isn’t going to do shit for the severe episodes I have. Romantically it’s definitely not over because of looks, but rather because of my brain

u will fix it if u want

 

[americanpakitruvcel]

u will fix it if u want

U right man was just having a bad episode, im chilling now

 

[pharmaworker616]

Best thing u can do is skin bleach and max out ur misc

 

[americanpakitruvcel]

Best thing u can do is skin bleach and max out ur misc

Why would I bleach my skin? I’m light brown anyways and pale as fuck untanned, I look south Asian due to my bone structure and face, not because of coloring, I have good misc anyways I lack in dimo and angularity fairly severely though, this isn’t about looks it’s about racism, a gl south Asian is still south Asian