I don’t want love

[donkeyskin]

I was hanging out with this htb foid and I was thinking about how I don’t really want a relationship. I’d rather stay home and do whatever, I genuinely don’t crave physical touch anymore.
Mostly I’m just reminded of past failed talking stages and am trying to avoid repeating the same mistakes as last time. But after all that, I have nothing to talk about this time.
I mean after doing it all once already, how do you do it again? It’s like rewatching a movie that you didn’t like and know ended badly. I’ve already tried talking stages, I know what it’s like. Doesn’t anybody else feel like it’s very repetitive?
I’m comfortable with silence but I feel kind of bad because she is the one who mostly talks and I just listen. I can’t say anything I’m actually interested in because she either wouldn’t understand or think I’m crazy. Currently, I think she thinks I’m stupid.
I just feel like a very efficient person and don’t like talking just to talk. If I contact you, it’s because I have a reason.
I’m still trying to figure out having an actual personality, trying to be a good person and all, but in all honestly most people aren’t good and couldn’t care less if you are. I don’t know how to act. My current motto is “everything must go well” which is basically doing nothing wrong, because if I’m actively avoiding it, is there really any way for something bad to happen (besides obvious uncontrollable outside factors)? Think about it, most bad situations are brought upon the people themselves

 

[Vermilioncore]

Not a single word buddy. Side characters shouldn’t have long dialogue you gotta learn your place bubs

 

[omnilegent]

I was hanging out with this htb foid and I was thinking about how I don’t really want a relationship. I’d rather stay home and do whatever, I genuinely don’t crave physical touch anymore.
Mostly I’m just reminded of past failed talking stages and am trying to avoid repeating the same mistakes as last time. But after all that, I have nothing to talk about this time.
I mean after doing it all once already, how do you do it again? It’s like rewatching a movie that you didn’t like and know ended badly. I’ve already tried talking stages, I know what it’s like. Doesn’t anybody else feel like it’s very repetitive?
I’m comfortable with silence but I feel kind of bad because she is the one who mostly talks and I just listen. I can’t say anything I’m actually interested in because she either wouldn’t understand or think I’m crazy. Currently, I think she thinks I’m stupid.
I just feel like a very efficient person and don’t like talking just to talk. If I contact you, it’s because I have a reason.
I’m still trying to figure out having an actual personality, trying to be a good person and all, but in all honestly most people aren’t good and couldn’t care less if you are. I don’t know how to act. My current motto is “everything must go well” which is basically doing nothing wrong, because if I’m actively avoiding it, is there really any way for something bad to happen (besides obvious uncontrollable outside factors)? Think about it, most bad situations are brought upon the people themselves

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Bluepilled mentalcel ramblings