I feel like I fucked my libido away , i want it back

[skatejack27]

Im turning 28 soon ,I did the following path : mini incel in high school - mega chad from 19 to 27 - currently not horny anymore/lost of confidence

my body count is in the triple digits, had threesomes and foursomes, also realised way too late i had a porn addiction, partied way too much and used ecstasy, MDMA and coke from 24 to 27

Basically realised my libido was entirely channeled trough partying: i drink , im more confident, i bang girls, i'm more confident , i want to party more.
Realised how destructive that was to my mental health

lead me to this :

Currently 4 month free of hard drugs ( not counting new years eve )
tried to stop porn , had a bunch of relapses but steadily slowing down ( installed porn blockers on all my devices )
Grealty reduced alcohol ( a few beers on the weekend )

Experienced ED in some situations the last 6 months
Killed my confidence and my libido since my goal is to channel it sober.
I'm physically active , i have passions, i'm creative, but it feels like i'm only ever doing the minimum.

Anyone else went trough the same thing ?
Has anybody made a full recovery ?
Is there anything else i should start applying ?
Thanks for the answers

 

[Bojack]

you had your time chad, time has defeated you

 

[Deleted member 57122]

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[autistic_tendencies]

Greycel tales

 

[skatejack27]

these answers are actually hilarious lol

 

[i_love_roosters]

Im turning 28 soon ,I did the following path : mini incel in high school - mega chad from 19 to 27 - currently not horny anymore/lost of confidence

my body count is in the triple digits, had threesomes and foursomes, also realised way too late i had a porn addiction, partied way too much and used ecstasy, MDMA and coke from 24 to 27

Basically realised my libido was entirely channeled trough partying: i drink , im more confident, i bang girls, i'm more confident , i want to party more.
Realised how destructive that was to my mental health

lead me to this :

Currently 4 month free of hard drugs ( not counting new years eve )
tried to stop porn , had a bunch of relapses but steadily slowing down ( installed porn blockers on all my devices )
Grealty reduced alcohol ( a few beers on the weekend )

Experienced ED in some situations the last 6 months
Killed my confidence and my libido since my goal is to channel it sober.
I'm physically active , i have passions, i'm creative, but it feels like i'm only ever doing the minimum.

Anyone else went trough the same thing ?
Has anybody made a full recovery ?
Is there anything else i should start applying ?
Thanks for the answers

 

[EggKing]

Dalit ramblings dnrd

 

[Gerardwayfan]

It was all a drug induced dream. Rise and shine greycel

 

[sasha777]

experienced close to the same thing including the slays
Minus the drugs and alcohol because I’m not a retard and aesthetics is crucial

But yes I improved my porn addiction and my libido came back

Improved pron addiction over time , still watch here and there

Taking test gave me libido back

Low dose 150mg a week worked for me