I feel like shit and I don't wanna do anything

[vurgiloboss]

Bump

 

[vurgiloboss]

Fucking hell, after I decided to get rid of my Xbox 360, my mom let me go to the gym, and now look at this bullshit, I don't fucking go there, because I'm a lazy fat slob, I thought I would do it this time, ok not the last time but this time I have to do it, right?, fuck no, I always fail at this gym bull shit, I will never get muscular with this garbage mindset, I need something to snap, quickly, I need to change this mess, I haven't gone to the gym for 4 days, I never do, I don't do shit there, I don't have any discipline, I still eat like shit, man this all really sucks for me

Bump

 

[vurgiloboss]

Fucking hell, after I decided to get rid of my Xbox 360, my mom let me go to the gym, and now look at this bullshit, I don't fucking go there, because I'm a lazy fat slob, I thought I would do it this time, ok not the last time but this time I have to do it, right?, fuck no, I always fail at this gym bull shit, I will never get muscular with this garbage mindset, I need something to snap, quickly, I need to change this mess, I haven't gone to the gym for 4 days, I never do, I don't do shit there, I don't have any discipline, I still eat like shit, man this all really sucks for me

NB

 

[vurgiloboss]

Fucking hell, after I decided to get rid of my Xbox 360, my mom let me go to the gym, and now look at this bullshit, I don't fucking go there, because I'm a lazy fat slob, I thought I would do it this time, ok not the last time but this time I have to do it, right?, fuck no, I always fail at this gym bull shit, I will never get muscular with this garbage mindset, I need something to snap, quickly, I need to change this mess, I haven't gone to the gym for 4 days, I never do, I don't do shit there, I don't have any discipline, I still eat like shit, man this all really sucks for me

Ndjdjdb

 

[fxckz]

ur a dumb fuckin nigger’

 

[vurgiloboss]

ur a dumb fuckin nigger’

What

 

[vurgiloboss]

Fucking hell, after I decided to get rid of my Xbox 360, my mom let me go to the gym, and now look at this bullshit, I don't fucking go there, because I'm a lazy fat slob, I thought I would do it this time, ok not the last time but this time I have to do it, right?, fuck no, I always fail at this gym bull shit, I will never get muscular with this garbage mindset, I need something to snap, quickly, I need to change this mess, I haven't gone to the gym for 4 days, I never do, I don't do shit there, I don't have any discipline, I still eat like shit, man this all really sucks for me

 

[Big_dee_tyrone]

Textbook ADHD.

You went as far as to get rid of your xbox and harass your mom into letting you go to the gym all just to improve, but still can't take action. That tells me you have some kind of inner drive, aren't actually lazy and probably have some sort of executive dysfunction in your brain.

If you were actually lazy, you would not be having an existential breakdown right now and would be fine just sitting there watching terminator and shit. So let's stop that "lazy" narrative right in it's tracks.

What you need is an ADHD diagnosis so they can put you on stimulants. Your executive dysfunction is likely caused by malfunctioning dopamine activity.

When you do finally do something you don't want to do, is it easy or difficult to maintain momentum once you actually start doing it?

 

[vurgiloboss]

Textbook ADHD.

You went as far as to get rid of your xbox and harass your mom into letting you go to the gym all just to improve, but still can't take action. That tells me you have some kind of inner drive, aren't actually lazy and probably have some sort of executive dysfunction in your brain.

If you were actually lazy, you would not be having an existential breakdown right now and would be fine just sitting there watching terminator and shit. So let's stop that "lazy" narrative right in it's tracks.

What you need is an ADHD diagnosis so they can put you on stimulants. Your executive dysfunction is likely caused by malfunctioning dopamine activity.

When you do finally do something you don't want to do, is it easy or difficult to maintain momentum once you actually start doing it?

I'm not gonna have a diagnoses or anything, but someone did recommend I take adderal or something so I can be more active and focused, of course I didn't take it, when I started going to the gym early on, I went for 3-5 days, skipped one, well whatever we'll go tomorrow, did some more and then now it's day 17 th and I've skipped 5 days, so yeah, my diet btw has been shit the entire time

 

[Big_dee_tyrone]

I'm not gonna have a diagnoses or anything, but someone did recommend I take adderal or something so I can be more active and focused, of course I didn't take it, when I started going to the gym early on, I went for 3-5 days, skipped one, well whatever we'll go tomorrow, did some more and then now it's day 17 th and I've skipped 5 days, so yeah, my diet btw has been shit the entire time

Dude you have ADHD. Get a diagnosis so you can get medicated.

 

[Big_dee_tyrone]

What do your grades in school look like?

 

[vurgiloboss]

What do your grades in school look like?

I don't go to school

 

[vurgiloboss]

Dude you have ADHD. Get a diagnosis so you can get medicated.

Isn't that a form of autism, I never had thta

 

[Big_dee_tyrone]

I don't go to school

Why aren't you in school?

 

[vurgiloboss]

Why aren't you in school?

Dropped out I think
Idk my mom stopped taking me there since 11

 

[Big_dee_tyrone]

Dropped out I think
Idk my mom stopped taking me there since 11

Nigga 11 or 11th grade?

 

[Enytraina]

Nigga 11 or 11th grade?

Holy shit

 

[Big_dee_tyrone]

Holy shit

Yeah bro is cooked. Seems like there is way more going on in the background. Mom pulls him out of school at 11 and he doesn't know why and never asked

 

[Enytraina]

Yeah bro is cooked. Seems like there is way more going on in the background. Mom pulls him out of school at 11 and he doesn't know why and never asked

Ik my life is pretty bad but these types are hopeless