I feel like shit and I don't wanna do anything

[vurgiloboss]

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[vurgiloboss]

Fucking hell, after I decided to get rid of my Xbox 360, my mom let me go to the gym, and now look at this bullshit, I don't fucking go there, because I'm a lazy fat slob, I thought I would do it this time, ok not the last time but this time I have to do it, right?, fuck no, I always fail at this gym bull shit, I will never get muscular with this garbage mindset, I need something to snap, quickly, I need to change this mess, I haven't gone to the gym for 4 days, I never do, I don't do shit there, I don't have any discipline, I still eat like shit, man this all really sucks for me

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[vurgiloboss]

Fucking hell, after I decided to get rid of my Xbox 360, my mom let me go to the gym, and now look at this bullshit, I don't fucking go there, because I'm a lazy fat slob, I thought I would do it this time, ok not the last time but this time I have to do it, right?, fuck no, I always fail at this gym bull shit, I will never get muscular with this garbage mindset, I need something to snap, quickly, I need to change this mess, I haven't gone to the gym for 4 days, I never do, I don't do shit there, I don't have any discipline, I still eat like shit, man this all really sucks for me

NB

 

[vurgiloboss]

Fucking hell, after I decided to get rid of my Xbox 360, my mom let me go to the gym, and now look at this bullshit, I don't fucking go there, because I'm a lazy fat slob, I thought I would do it this time, ok not the last time but this time I have to do it, right?, fuck no, I always fail at this gym bull shit, I will never get muscular with this garbage mindset, I need something to snap, quickly, I need to change this mess, I haven't gone to the gym for 4 days, I never do, I don't do shit there, I don't have any discipline, I still eat like shit, man this all really sucks for me

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[fxckz]

ur a dumb fuckin nigger’

 

[vurgiloboss]

ur a dumb fuckin nigger’

What

 

[vurgiloboss]

Fucking hell, after I decided to get rid of my Xbox 360, my mom let me go to the gym, and now look at this bullshit, I don't fucking go there, because I'm a lazy fat slob, I thought I would do it this time, ok not the last time but this time I have to do it, right?, fuck no, I always fail at this gym bull shit, I will never get muscular with this garbage mindset, I need something to snap, quickly, I need to change this mess, I haven't gone to the gym for 4 days, I never do, I don't do shit there, I don't have any discipline, I still eat like shit, man this all really sucks for me

 

[Deleted member 153685]

Textbook ADHD.

You went as far as to get rid of your xbox and harass your mom into letting you go to the gym all just to improve, but still can't take action. That tells me you have some kind of inner drive, aren't actually lazy and probably have some sort of executive dysfunction in your brain.

If you were actually lazy, you would not be having an existential breakdown right now and would be fine just sitting there watching terminator and shit. So let's stop that "lazy" narrative right in it's tracks.

What you need is an ADHD diagnosis so they can put you on stimulants. Your executive dysfunction is likely caused by malfunctioning dopamine activity.

When you do finally do something you don't want to do, is it easy or difficult to maintain momentum once you actually start doing it?

 

[vurgiloboss]

Textbook ADHD.

You went as far as to get rid of your xbox and harass your mom into letting you go to the gym all just to improve, but still can't take action. That tells me you have some kind of inner drive, aren't actually lazy and probably have some sort of executive dysfunction in your brain.

If you were actually lazy, you would not be having an existential breakdown right now and would be fine just sitting there watching terminator and shit. So let's stop that "lazy" narrative right in it's tracks.

What you need is an ADHD diagnosis so they can put you on stimulants. Your executive dysfunction is likely caused by malfunctioning dopamine activity.

When you do finally do something you don't want to do, is it easy or difficult to maintain momentum once you actually start doing it?

I'm not gonna have a diagnoses or anything, but someone did recommend I take adderal or something so I can be more active and focused, of course I didn't take it, when I started going to the gym early on, I went for 3-5 days, skipped one, well whatever we'll go tomorrow, did some more and then now it's day 17 th and I've skipped 5 days, so yeah, my diet btw has been shit the entire time

 

[Deleted member 153685]

I'm not gonna have a diagnoses or anything, but someone did recommend I take adderal or something so I can be more active and focused, of course I didn't take it, when I started going to the gym early on, I went for 3-5 days, skipped one, well whatever we'll go tomorrow, did some more and then now it's day 17 th and I've skipped 5 days, so yeah, my diet btw has been shit the entire time

Dude you have ADHD. Get a diagnosis so you can get medicated.

 

[Deleted member 153685]

What do your grades in school look like?

 

[vurgiloboss]

What do your grades in school look like?

I don't go to school

 

[vurgiloboss]

Dude you have ADHD. Get a diagnosis so you can get medicated.

Isn't that a form of autism, I never had thta

 

[Deleted member 153685]

I don't go to school

Why aren't you in school?

 

[vurgiloboss]

Why aren't you in school?

Dropped out I think
Idk my mom stopped taking me there since 11

 

[Deleted member 153685]

Dropped out I think
Idk my mom stopped taking me there since 11

Nigga 11 or 11th grade?

 

[Enytraina]

Nigga 11 or 11th grade?

Holy shit

 

[Deleted member 153685]

Holy shit

Yeah bro is cooked. Seems like there is way more going on in the background. Mom pulls him out of school at 11 and he doesn't know why and never asked

 

[Enytraina]

Yeah bro is cooked. Seems like there is way more going on in the background. Mom pulls him out of school at 11 and he doesn't know why and never asked

Ik my life is pretty bad but these types are hopeless

 

[Tenzen Thenziro]

Yea I'll try calisthenics for now, the gym is a bit of a stretch because I have to make a long route there and I always skip half the days of the month, so I think I'll just fix my diet first and do calisthenics at home, I have a dumbbell laying around anyway

I do calisthenics since 2022 at 18y and had clavicule growth, doing muscles ups right now

Me on my last cut, i can fix body, height, skin, iq but not NT!

 

[Tenzen Thenziro]

Yeah bro is cooked. Seems like there is way more going on in the background. Mom pulls him out of school at 11 and he doesn't know why and never asked

At least he can write lmao, i think his brain is cooked beyond repair, my ethnic brain feels the 10% black influence on attetion and impulse control, so gym is good at this nigga

 

[vurgiloboss]

I do calisthenics since 2022 at 18y and had clavicule growth, doing muscles ups right now
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Me on my last cut, i can fix body, height, skin, iq but not NT!

What did you do for calisthenics

 

[Tenzen Thenziro]

What did you do for calisthenics

Pull ups, chin ups, dips, abs raise, muscle ups, inverted dips, forearm training on dip bar, pushing your legs in the air while holding the pull up bar


some wild shit like this

Massive growth if training everyday with high reps, street calisthenics shit while listening to music, add weights, some tren & test cycles and you are good to go