iamgoingtomakeit
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So i get a gf that is my first but she is one of those hypocrite religious women who gets boyfriends for attention but never give sex before marriage. So i thought to myself this would be better than no gf at all then i started seeing and treating her as practice gf. Anyway after corona thing first started i moved back to my home city and when i learned that college was closed for this semester i immediately broke up with her because i couldnt use hr as practice gf on the phone. I am now absolutely sure that she cried a lot because it came all sudden to her for she thought she was being loved for how special, different she thought she was. But i fucking hate the fact that i was there not to see her cry over me... Sometimes i have fantasies in which the corona thing never happened and i broke up with hr on some public space and she cried a lot while hugging me and begging me to stay. Damn that'd have been very unique experience for me, i dont even know how i'd feel when such an event were to occur. It may made me sad at the time but that feeling of power over making a hypocrite foid cry over being left by Me oh boy her crying would be a concrete trophy in my memory. It's so unfair i wasnt there to see her cry... Next time i leave a girlfrind i'll make sure to do that in person...
