I feel so distant from normies

[Napoleon1800]

Whenever I'm sitting at a lecture or in a class, I see all these normies with their normie conversations and their normie behaviour, speaking about their friends, games, makeup, Instagram, their maths exam etc etc I zone out. I simply cannot focus on my surroundings anymore. I constantly daily dream and recount things I need to do to ascend. The blackpill has consumed my mind. I cannot not unsee any interaction without a blackpill lens. A short guy was given a backhanded compliment? heightpill moment. Some deathnik was ignored by a foid? Racepill scene. I feel so distant and disconnected from mainstream and normal way of thinking and behaviour. I literally am beginning to become worse at speaking to both men and women by the day. I simply don't know how to respond to their statements or jokes.

 

[Deleted member 32486]

Yeah. I had a hard time empathizing and interacting with most people pre-blackpill, because I'm autistic.

 

[Deleted member 23115]

if you get deep into blackpill it’s over for your chance to be a normie ngl

 

[TUSSELEIF]

Same, and I don’t see how it can ever be reversed. Once blackpilled, always blackpilled

 

[Napoleon1800]

if you get deep into blackpill it’s over for your chance to be a normie ngl

Ig you could look at it in a good way that if you get good at having a mask, you wouldn't fall for normie gaslighting like other people do and are socially aware

 

[Deleted member 32486]

if you get deep into blackpill it’s over for your chance to be a normie ngl

I can't even look at people's faces the same anymore, I instantly look at people through a PSL lens and pick apart their deformities.

 

[Deleted member 32486]

Ig you could look at it in a good way that if you get good at having a mask, you wouldn't fall for normie gaslighting like other people do and are socially aware

If you're NT, maybe.

 

[Napoleon1800]

I can't even look at people's faces the same anymore, I instantly look at people through a PSL lens and pick apart their deformities.

Today I was looking at this girl and feeling horrible since she had a better jaw and a longer ramus than me jfl

 

[Napoleon1800]

I can't even look at people's faces the same anymore, I instantly look at people through a PSL lens and pick apart their deformities.

I don't have any mental illnesses but I have some social anxiety due to bullying and being a loner

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

Whenever I'm sitting at a lecture or in a class, I see all these normies with their normie conversations and their normie behaviour, speaking about their friends, games, makeup, Instagram, their maths exam etc etc I zone out. I simply cannot focus on my surroundings anymore. I constantly daily dream and recount things I need to do to ascend. The blackpill has consumed my mind. I cannot not unsee any interaction without a blackpill lens. A short guy was given a backhanded compliment? heightpill moment. Some deathnik was ignored by a foid? Racepill scene. I feel so distant and disconnected from mainstream and normal way of thinking and behaviour. I literally am beginning to become worse at speaking to both men and women by the day. I simply don't know how to respond to their statements or jokes.

Blackpill was also my finish blow. I never understood normies, never acted like them and i generally thought i was the only one but this community really helped me feel more accepted and less lonely (if that makes sense)

 

[Napoleon1800]

Blackpill was also my finish blow. I never understood normies, never acted like them and i generally thought i was the only one but this community really helped me feel more accepted and less lonely (if that makes sense)

I acted quite normie pre high school, basically before 13, but then bullying cuz of my looks (I didn't know at the time) causes me to be become less associative with normies

 

[alpha_provider]

You guys are so special. Dont let anyone tell you otherwise.

 

[Napoleon1800]

You guys are so special. Dont let anyone tell you otherwise.

Special

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

I acted quite normie pre high school, basically before 13, but then bullying cuz of my looks (I didn't know at the time) causes me to be become less associative with normies

damn bro same thing, i was ugly and fat with gyno. They used to tell me i had tits like a girl and that i was ugly.
Even girls would laugh at me and i got abondoned by my whole friend group.
I guess that made me the way i am now, i can't open up anymore to people and i do not associate to them at all.

 

[Napoleon1800]

damn bro same thing, i was ugly and fat with gyno. They used to tell me i had tits like a girl and that i was ugly.
Even girls would laugh at me and i got abondoned by my whole friend group.
I guess that made me the way i am now, i can't open up anymore to people and i do not associate to them at all.

Similar experience for me as well

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

Similar experience for me as well

how old are you?

 

[Napoleon1800]

how old are you?

17

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

17

damn, im 19 but i've been in the same situation since covid started when i was 16