I feel so empty

[Zylk]

Even with the closest person I have in my life I still feel lonely

I feel like crap every day but I try to hide it through irony and pretend I'm in a good mood when I'm actually feeling empty

I don't know how the fuck to describe that, no matter what I do, if I have sex, friends or any other shit I feel like it's not worth it

I wish I was dead but it would hurt my family too much

 

[Zylk]

Over

 

[Zylk]

I wrote this because I need to vent somewhere

 

[Deleted member 16515]

I'm not gonna offer any bullshit advice like "dRiNk wAtEr" but I do hope that things get better for you bro.

 

[Zylk]

I'm not gonna offer any bullshit advice like "dRiNk wAtEr" but I do hope that things get better for you bro.

Thanks bro, I just needed to get this shit out that I had accumulated

 

[FoolOfAGook]

Drink kefir.

 

[Zylk]

Drink kefir.

I will do it

 

[Deleted member 22841]

Your similar to me. Family is a core reason i don't rope also.

 

[Tylermax]

I know I have the same feeling. What keeps me going is looking good and imagining myself being beautiful as fuck one day

 

[Zylk]

Your similar to me. Family is a core reason i don't rope also.

Also the family is a chain, I feel that I am obliged to feel this way because my family would feel bad if I committed suicide

 

[Zylk]

I know I have the same feeling. What keeps me going is looking good and imagining myself being beautiful as fuck one day

Yes, looking good has helped me feel better at certain times. But it's ups and downs sometimes

 

[Deleted member 22780]

I have no family or friends I just wanna rope

 

[Zylk]

I have no family or friends I just wanna rope

What's stopping you? I don't want you to do it but I just want to know

 

[Deleted member 22841]

Also the family is a chain, I feel that I am obliged to feel this way because my family would feel bad if I committed suicide

Literally the same reason as me

 

[Deleted member 22780]

What's stopping you? I don't want you to do it but I just want to know

I keep telling myself that I’ll ascend one day. But I’ve been saying that for a while.

 

[sub6manletnozygos]

maybe practice a skill, master it, innovate something novel, then teach others how to innovate in whatever field you choose/master. that would probably give you considerable self-actualization

 

[Deleted member 19442]

You need God.

 

[Zylk]

maybe practice a skill, master it, innovate something novel, then teach others how to innovate in whatever field you choose/master. that would probably give you considerable self-actualization

Are you saying that feeling that I am valuable will make me feel better? It might work, I'll think about it

 

[Zylk]

You need God.

Sorry, I don't believe in God

Even though I have tried to blind myself with faith to try to hide the truth

 

[sub6manletnozygos]

Are you saying that feeling that I am valuable will make me feel better? It might work, I'll think about it

yes but merely feeling you are valuable without having a skill/value is worthless as the soul differentiates lies from truth.
most people need to experience building a skill, and all the trials and tribulations, to achieve self-development, long-lasting self-confidence & self-actualization.