I feel so sad, here's is why

Nox𓂀

Nox𓂀

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Have no idea why.

I missed having a relationship, it been a long time.

I avoid mirrors, I can't bare looking to my face.

I look to myself with disgust in group photos.

People call me I look like "Dracula", have no idea if it's a good thing or not.

Academically, I'm fucked up. I'm still way above avg tho.

I feel so lonely, I'll inject myself a lot of saline with one of my irl friend tomorrow. Just for fun.
 
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@jgrey080 @Nodal @Masty @prolarper @Anakin.
 
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You prob look better than me
 
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same except im not doing so great with school and stuff
 
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I'm supposed to go to a party tomorrow and it's my first time speaking with many people in a few months and I'm horrified
 
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@spust @Lemic @Revan @Lamskiiii @Punjabi Waffen
 
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I'm supposed to go to a party tomorrow and it's my first time speaking with many people in a few months and I'm horrified
Do a pregame before going, helps with inhib a lot. Good luck:BlushHug:
 
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Hang in there bro. Try to find what makes you happy :heart:
 
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Have no idea why.

I missed having a relationship, it been a long time.

I avoid mirrors, I can't bare looking to my face.

I look to myself with disgust in group photos.

People call me I look like "Dracula", have no idea if it's a good thing or not.

Academically, I'm fucked up. I'm still way above avg tho.

I feel so lonely, I'll inject myself a lot of saline with one of my irl friend tomorrow. Just for fun.
Vampiremaxxed dracula 6'10 mogger
good thing

and theres more shit to life than "socially cool things"

some of them are illegal though:BOOBA:
 
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I'm supposed to go to a party tomorrow and it's my first time speaking with many people in a few months and I'm horrified
Im starting school again next month after being locked up in my room for over a year
 
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do drugs
 
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Its gonna be fine tho probably i hope
 
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I was like you to brother my sophomore year of hs I hated myself everything about me I hated

But I promised myself I would change and that I could and I did


You can do the same as well bhai I have faith in u hella
 
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Don’t worry bhai you still mog me. :feelshehe:
 
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Hang in there bro. Try to find what makes you happy :heart:
Nothing makes happy cuz of my fucked up dopamine ngl
+ why tf do you inject saline what
Fun + I wanna try. Ascending for only 4 hours:lul:, I'll inject to my heels to try height maxxing with it too.
and theres more shit to life than "socially cool things"
Feels so unhappy without them tho:feelscry:
I just quitted it
whats saline?

mirin ig
Imagine it like daily filler
Don’t worry bhai you still mog me. :feelshehe:
At least you mog me heartwise bhai:owo:
 
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Nothing makes happy cuz of my fucked up dopamine ngl

Fun + I wanna try. Ascending for only 4 hours:lul:, I'll inject to my heels to try height maxxing with it too.

Feels so unhappy without them tho:feelscry:

I just quitted it

Imagine it like daily filler

At least you mog me heartwise bhai:owo:
dont do multi replys
 
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Have no idea why.

I missed having a relationship, it been a long time.

I avoid mirrors, I can't bare looking to my face.

I look to myself with disgust in group photos.

People call me I look like "Dracula", have no idea if it's a good thing or not.

Academically, I'm fucked up. I'm still way above avg tho.

I feel so lonely, I'll inject myself a lot of saline with one of my irl friend tomorrow. Just for fun.
i feel so much the same, feels like you have described me
 
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