I feel so inferior.

[brotatoes]

Being short and nd is absolutely horrible. I constantly feel like I'm being judged and get so awkward and nervous and can't even maintain eye contact with people which makes me look even worse and more of a fucking loser. Then I just can't even talk or think of what to say so I just look so damn dumb it sucks and I feel like such an outcast and inferior and small to everyone else around me.

 

[thickbitch]

Brutal

 

[Gen1leman]

Being short and nd is absolutely horrible. I constantly feel like I'm being judged and get so awkward and nervous and can't even maintain eye contact with people which makes me look even worse and more of a fucking loser. Then I just can't even talk or think of what to say so I just look so damn dumb it sucks and I feel like such an outcast and inferior and small to everyone else around me.

Coming from cl

 

[Crimx991]

sorry bro

 

[samo.]

we know how u feel

 

[KB_maxxer]

Being short and nd is absolutely horrible. I constantly feel like I'm being judged and get so awkward and nervous and can't even maintain eye contact with people which makes me look even worse and more of a fucking loser. Then I just can't even talk or think of what to say so I just look so damn dumb it sucks and I feel like such an outcast and inferior and small to everyone else around me.

Brotsl
Same thing, even tho I'm lucky enoguht the be growing pretty well
At the moment I'm still short

 

[Matrix88]

Same

Your own life feels insignificant and I even cringe at myself for trying to do anything at all

Your own story is a joke

 

[brotatoes]

Brotsl
Same thing, even tho I'm lucky enoguht the be growing pretty well
At the moment I'm still short

Yeah got told I was gonna be 5'5 for the rest of my life by the doctor

 

[ZygomaticIsaac]

Well do you want to change?

 

[KB_maxxer]

Yeah got told I was gonna be 5'5 for the rest of my life by the doctor

Brotal
At of now I'm 5'9 but I got a serious postural issue so I'm like 5'7.5 during most of the day
I'm going to a physeotherapist to fix it

 

[brotatoes]

Well do you want to change?

I've tried for 4 years to change. I'm tired of trying to "change" no matter how much I change or try to fit in it hasn't changed the outcome of anything in my life, I'm still just as miserable and lonely so I've given up on trying to improve. I've tried to get meds and stuff but my mom just really won't allow me she doesn't "believe" in it.

 

[IronMike]

you identify your weaknesses but cant change them lol grow up kid

 

[brotatoes]

you identify your weaknesses but cant change them lol grow up kid

Ah right let me get lls

 

[ZygomaticIsaac]

I've tried for 4 years to change. I'm tired of trying to "change" no matter how much I change or try to fit in it hasn't changed the outcome of anything in my life, I'm still just as miserable and lonely so I've given up on trying to improve. I've tried to get meds and stuff but my mom just really won't allow me she doesn't "believe" in it.

Man I get why you're exhausted putting four years into trying to change and fit in just to feel the same way sucks. But you've been burning yourself out trying to force a version of yourself that was never meant to work, and beating yourself up when it didn't.


It's rough that your mom blocks outside help right now, but that just means this isn't forever you'll have full control of your own life soon. Honestly, giving up on trying to fit in isn't a bad thing. Stop trying to fix yourself like you're broken you're just burnt out from fighting yourself. It's not over, you're just done with a method that was rigged from the start.

 

[brotatoes]

Man I get why you're exhausted putting four years into trying to change and fit in just to feel the same way sucks. But you've been burning yourself out trying to force a version of yourself that was never meant to work, and beating yourself up when it didn't.


It's rough that your mom blocks outside help right now, but that just means this isn't forever you'll have full control of your own life soon. Honestly, giving up on trying to fit in isn't a bad thing. Stop trying to fix yourself like you're broken you're just burnt out from fighting yourself. It's not over, you're just done with a method that was rigged from the start.

We'll see. If my life is still shit by 20-22 then I'm just done. If I can last until then. I don't even know how to be myself like I just don't know. Thanks for that though

 

[IronMike]

Ah right let me get lls

fuck the height, nigga, you can't even look another human being in the eye. You are prey

 

[brotatoes]

fuck the height, nigga, you can't even look another human being in the eye. You are prey

even when I could it didn't change shit.

 

[IronMike]

even when I could it didn't change shit.

got it so you are a loser who will continue to make excuses as to why your life is a shit pile, whatever, there are millions like you, someone has to do it

 

[brotatoes]

got it so you are a loser who will continue to make excuses as to why your life is a shit pile, whatever, there are millions like you, someone has to do it

You got it IronMike

 

[IronMike]

You got it IronMike

I do have it, I'm 5'5 myself yet have a high status job that pays over 120k

 

[brotatoes]

I do have it, I'm 5'5 myself yet have a high status job that pays over 120k

Good on ya

 

[IronMike]

Good on ya

yeah give up, good boy

 

[brotatoes]

yeah give up, good boy