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To playing overwatch of all places 
. I was looking at the characters and it made me feel nostalgic because I used to play it all the time during like 2021 or 2023. It made me remember all the judgement and how they never let me play with them. I was the punching bag. It made me sad because thats what contributed to me being what i am now. 12yo me didnt have to experience that. Poor boy. They bullied him since 5th grade. And for what? I still get bullied at school but im just used to it now. It doesnt affect my feelings I think. My soul is just fragments glued together of what I imagined it was. I dont feel mad. I dont feel content. I want to be better but right now im just floating up and down the waves as they pass by. I dont choose how I feel, the world does. Had i been raised with better people in my life would I still be this way?
. I was looking at the characters and it made me feel nostalgic because I used to play it all the time during like 2021 or 2023. It made me remember all the judgement and how they never let me play with them. I was the punching bag. It made me sad because thats what contributed to me being what i am now. 12yo me didnt have to experience that. Poor boy. They bullied him since 5th grade. And for what? I still get bullied at school but im just used to it now. It doesnt affect my feelings I think. My soul is just fragments glued together of what I imagined it was. I dont feel mad. I dont feel content. I want to be better but right now im just floating up and down the waves as they pass by. I dont choose how I feel, the world does. Had i been raised with better people in my life would I still be this way?
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