I finally cried

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To playing overwatch of all places . I was looking at the characters and it made me feel nostalgic because I used to play it all the time during like 2021 or 2023. It made me remember all the judgement and how they never let me play with them. I was the punching bag. It made me sad because thats what contributed to me being what i am now. 12yo me didnt have to experience that. Poor boy. They bullied him since 5th grade. And for what? I still get bullied at school but im just used to it now. It doesnt affect my feelings I think. My soul is just fragments glued together of what I imagined it was. I dont feel mad. I dont feel content. I want to be better but right now im just floating up and down the waves as they pass by. I dont choose how I feel, the world does. Had i been raised with better people in my life would I still be this way?

 

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Atleast I can still feel sadness and cry. I didnt even stress this time too.

 

[psychopathic]

This is weird I'm leaving goodbye

 

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What am i?

 

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This is weird I'm leaving goodbye

Bye

 

[HtnceI]

Nigga cried over overwatch

To playing overwatch of all places . I was looking at the characters and it made me feel nostalgic because I used to play it all the time during like 2021 or 2023. It made me remember all the judgement and how they never let me play with them. I was the punching bag. It made me aad because thats what contributed to me being what i am now. 12yo me didnt have to experience that. Poor boy. They bullied him since 5th grade. And for what? I still get bullied at school but im just used to it now. It doesnt affect my feelings I think. My soul is just fragments glued together of what I imagined it was. I dont feel mad. I dont feel content. I want to be better but right now im just floating up and down the waves as they pass by. I dont choose how I feel, the world does. Had i been raised with better people in my life would I still be this way?

Atleast I can still feel sadness and cry. I didnt even stress this time too.

 

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Nigga cried over overwatch

Ive been wanting to feel emotion for a long time

 

[HtnceI]

Last time I cried was litteraly about nothing, litteraly. So its fine

Ive been wanting to feel emotion for a long time

 

[SomaliSub5]

ive tried to cry but i literally cant i dont remember the last time that i cried

 

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ive tried to cry but i literally cant i dont remember the last time that i cried

Its hard to cry. I wanted to cry cuz it feels good.