TajManzoor
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Context, I’ve been using Meth Amphetimine for the past around 4 months now, for my ADHD.
Since I’ve started I’ve had some rough shit happen in my personal life. I’ve been at home a lot with nothing to do, and it’s made me a little depressed, to the point where I was having roping thoughts.
This week, and especially today has been rough. I’ve been binge eating, low on money, having bad thoughts, and also had a lot of things I’ve had to push myself to do.
And today, I messed up my dosings and it was underwhelming to where I couldn’t get anything productive done, like even to the point of not brushing my face. For some reason I didn’t try fight this.
Later on, I was really bothered by not doing stuff, but it was too late to oral dose again and I had no caffiene on hand.
So I crushed a little out the bag and snorted it. I know I’m an idiot, I know it would be smart to stop.
However, this has bring so much benifits I really don’t want to let this ruin me.
On a good note, I got some stuff done, feel better and got down the causes of why I’ve been feeling like shit.
I need a job brahs, this is getting brutal and I can’t cope much longer.
Since I’ve started I’ve had some rough shit happen in my personal life. I’ve been at home a lot with nothing to do, and it’s made me a little depressed, to the point where I was having roping thoughts.
This week, and especially today has been rough. I’ve been binge eating, low on money, having bad thoughts, and also had a lot of things I’ve had to push myself to do.
And today, I messed up my dosings and it was underwhelming to where I couldn’t get anything productive done, like even to the point of not brushing my face. For some reason I didn’t try fight this.
Later on, I was really bothered by not doing stuff, but it was too late to oral dose again and I had no caffiene on hand.
So I crushed a little out the bag and snorted it. I know I’m an idiot, I know it would be smart to stop.
However, this has bring so much benifits I really don’t want to let this ruin me.
On a good note, I got some stuff done, feel better and got down the causes of why I’ve been feeling like shit.
I need a job brahs, this is getting brutal and I can’t cope much longer.
