Bewusst
dead inside
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Disgusting cokeheads everywhere in my area. Natives, tourists, grown-ass men with wives and children... Everyone is using it. The worst of it? The repugnant smell of solvents or whatever it's often cut with. Ruins my night when I'm trying to enjoy my good whisky as a disgusting whiff of ammonia or God knows what creeps into my bedroom from my junkie neighbor upstairs. I'm probably allergic to some kind of additive in cocaine (not coke itself since crack smoke doesn't cause any problems), maybe levamisole or something. When someone nearby takes a bump, my nose and airways clear up in a weird way suddenly but I get breathing problems and a limp chest and sometimes also a headache. When I'm drunk and someone snorts coke in the same room, my drunkenness seems to disappear, which is extremely annoying. Am I weird as fuck or why is this happening? Has my aversion towards coke addicts manifested itself in physical symptoms? Can the psyche have such an impact?