Zyros
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Seriously fuck it. I am very social and know LOTS and LOTS of people of all looks levels. NO ONE SINGLE GUY has the bloat related problems I have. For example the permanently bloated face sides (rounded ramuses) even when I am at low bloat with a sharp strong jaw and concave cheeks, I NEVER EVER knew people who would have this combo. I only see rounbded ramuses on VERY FAT guys and the first thing to dissapear when someone loses fat is this shit. Even people with higher bodyfat, almost no jawlines and flat cheeks, who have way more recessed bone structures than me have straighter face sides than me I don't understand it.
Another thing is how bloat affects me. Its not something linear: The difference in looks is more dramating when going from light bloat to low/no bloat than when going from bad/great bloat to light bloat, its like exponential. I only start to look decent (and the difference is dramatic) when im at a very low bloat level. I never saw this shit on other guys either, which don't have such a dramatic difrference onhly at the lowest levels, and im talking about guys with smaller jaws, more recessed chins, no cheekbones or way more flat maxillas. I just don't understand why bloat scales this way on my face. If I am at low bloat, a little bloat is enough to make me somehow look fat and kill all shading in my face.
Another thing is my sensitivity to food. Many friends of mine only get facial changes when eating worse/better during several days or over even longer periods. I know some friend who eats salty snacks every day and stays the same. Meanwhile my face changes WITHIN FUCKING HOURS, and a SINGLE HEAVY CHEAT MEAL is enough to kill almost all the shading in my face. I really don't understand this fucking shit, I have high T traits like high libido, fast and strong beard and hair growth and high energy without needing to oversleep. But my face reacts like if I was on tranny meds to food. I don't know anyone whose facial bloat fluctuates so incredibly fast and who is so extremely sensitive to food as me. I am a bit tired of doing hard diet only for friends who eat whatever have a more consistent and constant look over the days. I remember once when I was pretty lean, eating a SIGNLE BAG OF CHIPS and looking like I weighted 10 kilograms more next day, its fucking ridiculous. I can't ever afford to go eat some snack or shit while chilling with friends because of this. Lots of the time I am even anxious when there is a family gathering or friend dinner because I can't exhaustively control what is going to be in my dish.
I fucking hate to wake up everyday paranoid about how will I look that day. If I wasnt a pencilneck framecel i wouldn't mind it so much but with my type of body I can't afford any other kind of face that is not a lean face. I really don't understand why I have always round ramuses, why bloat loss scales exponentially instead of a linear way, and why I am so extremely sensitive to food.
Another thing is how bloat affects me. Its not something linear: The difference in looks is more dramating when going from light bloat to low/no bloat than when going from bad/great bloat to light bloat, its like exponential. I only start to look decent (and the difference is dramatic) when im at a very low bloat level. I never saw this shit on other guys either, which don't have such a dramatic difrference onhly at the lowest levels, and im talking about guys with smaller jaws, more recessed chins, no cheekbones or way more flat maxillas. I just don't understand why bloat scales this way on my face. If I am at low bloat, a little bloat is enough to make me somehow look fat and kill all shading in my face.
Another thing is my sensitivity to food. Many friends of mine only get facial changes when eating worse/better during several days or over even longer periods. I know some friend who eats salty snacks every day and stays the same. Meanwhile my face changes WITHIN FUCKING HOURS, and a SINGLE HEAVY CHEAT MEAL is enough to kill almost all the shading in my face. I really don't understand this fucking shit, I have high T traits like high libido, fast and strong beard and hair growth and high energy without needing to oversleep. But my face reacts like if I was on tranny meds to food. I don't know anyone whose facial bloat fluctuates so incredibly fast and who is so extremely sensitive to food as me. I am a bit tired of doing hard diet only for friends who eat whatever have a more consistent and constant look over the days. I remember once when I was pretty lean, eating a SIGNLE BAG OF CHIPS and looking like I weighted 10 kilograms more next day, its fucking ridiculous. I can't ever afford to go eat some snack or shit while chilling with friends because of this. Lots of the time I am even anxious when there is a family gathering or friend dinner because I can't exhaustively control what is going to be in my dish.
I fucking hate to wake up everyday paranoid about how will I look that day. If I wasnt a pencilneck framecel i wouldn't mind it so much but with my type of body I can't afford any other kind of face that is not a lean face. I really don't understand why I have always round ramuses, why bloat loss scales exponentially instead of a linear way, and why I am so extremely sensitive to food.
