i genuinely hate my "friends" so much

[atruearyan]

I always thought I was invisible to other people, just like a side character, but now even my friends just forget about me. Usually having friends is like the one good thing to look forward to when I wake up since being cripplingly lonely always sucks, but my luck with friends since middle school has been horrible. I am always either the butt of the joke or they just forget about me.

We had plans all day to go to this nearby college where some other people we know were going to be to go drink and hangout. We discussed this in our groupchat basically most of the day planning, and I was very obviously included in said plans. Person who was DD was texting me that day abt other misc stuff relating to plans tonight as well. Time comes for him to scoop everyone, and he tells me to quick other friend that hes going to pick her up first them me. She then hits me with the "What? I didn't know you were coming." As if we were not literally just talking about these plans like 2 hours ago. She said she didn't know I was coming and that she didn't tell her other friend to put my name on the list at whatever event were were supposed to go to. She also proceeds to say the car is full, and that shes "so sorry if i knew.. smt smt smt." GREAT thanks a lot. I hit back the DD and hes also confused. He said his car wasn't going to be full most likely. Real friends would just shove everyone into the car no matter what. I don't understand why nobody wants to hangout with me. I am not a bad person, and I'm always nice to everyone. These are supposed to be some of my closest friends, but I'm always getting the end of the stick for everything. Nobody feels any actual remorse that I can't come. I sit here typing this on a friday night seeting against my stupid retarded nt "friends" once again. This isn't the first time things like this have happened.

Should I genuinely go reclused and stop talking with anyone? I hate being seen as disposable or just someone you can just disregard.

 

[OhSeeDeeCel]

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[ToDelirium]

necesitas nuevo amigos

 

[160cmcurry]

those are called acquaintances lol

 

[atruearyan]

those are called acquaintances lol

weve all rlly close like for the last few yrs i just feel like every so often i just get completely disregarded sometimes. they just forget i exists. only issue is that other than them, i have no other friends. only rlly good genuine friends i have r in college rn. everyone at school basically thinks im weird and I've never been able to convert a school friend into an actual friend

 

[ithasbeenover]

I always thought I was invisible to other people, just like a side character, but now even my friends just forget about me. Usually having friends is like the one good thing to look forward to when I wake up since being cripplingly lonely always sucks, but my luck with friends since middle school has been horrible. I am always either the butt of the joke or they just forget about me.

We had plans all day to go to this nearby college where some other people we know were going to be to go drink and hangout. We discussed this in our groupchat basically most of the day planning, and I was very obviously included in said plans. Person who was DD was texting me that day abt other misc stuff relating to plans tonight as well. Time comes for him to scoop everyone, and he tells me to quick other friend that hes going to pick her up first them me. She then hits me with the "What? I didn't know you were coming." As if we were not literally just talking about these plans like 2 hours ago. She said she didn't know I was coming and that she didn't tell her other friend to put my name on the list at whatever event were were supposed to go to. She also proceeds to say the car is full, and that shes "so sorry if i knew.. smt smt smt." GREAT thanks a lot. I hit back the DD and hes also confused. He said his car wasn't going to be full most likely. Real friends would just shove everyone into the car no matter what. I don't understand why nobody wants to hangout with me. I am not a bad person, and I'm always nice to everyone. These are supposed to be some of my closest friends, but I'm always getting the end of the stick for everything. Nobody feels any actual remorse that I can't come. I sit here typing this on a friday night seeting against my stupid retarded nt "friends" once again. This isn't the first time things like this have happened.

Should I genuinely go reclused and stop talking with anyone? I hate being seen as disposable or just someone you can just disregard.

Brother my 8th grade schooling experiance was this but on roids and the user was suicidal. Drop them all dont even give them a explanation thjey arent worth your time, Move on from this stage of your life and constantly look for things to make youyrself better. then the freinds shall come naturally brother. Coming from personal expierance they are only going to drag you down and make your life worse, youll be jerking yourself once you finally relieve them from your life g. Good looking brother

 

[recessedyn]

nigga you likely don't have any friends regardless. don't take these niggas too serious, if they pull up on bs just do your own thing. cut them niggas off if they don't align with your values.