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Firstly, I want to mention that I am 17 years old and 5'5" tall. Also im consider myself as a htn (only face). I've always been teased, mostly due to my height, but even more so because I'm skinny. These issues started becoming more prominent when I entered high school.
So, this year, a new girl came to our school. She's very cute, blonde, blue-eyed, fit, and 5'11 tall (she's my oneitis). We quickly became friends, and she even followed me back on Instagram (even though she has 8k followers and follows only 30-40 people, while I have 200 followers and follow 700 people). We got along really well at first, talking a lot, both online and on Instagram. It seemed like she was interested in me during the first few weeks, but she noticed that there's a larger group in the class who really doesn't like me and often bullies me.
Since they started bullying me, she has been distancing herself from me more and more. She no longer wants to go for walks after school, eat or drink anything, or hang out during breaks. Once, for some reason, she even made a comment about me when she was with the bullying group, saying, (oneitis): "Even I have bigger arm then you." This hurt me a lot, and when she said that, I had to go to the bathroom and cry in the school. In the afternoon, she apologized via Instagram for what she said at school.
So, getting to today's story, in the morning, I was really frustrated and not in a good mood. Long story short, I got into a fight at school during the break with a couple of guys who are 6'0+ tall. Well, at first, I was doing okay (it was a 1v1) but then one of the guy's friends joined in and pinned me against the wall. That's when everyone started watching us, and I knew I had already lost by then. Then, a third guy came, and I don't remember exactly, but somehow, I ended up on the ground, and somehow, I wet myself. Yes, I got so scared, or I don't even know what happened. Unfortunately, I wore white pants to school that day, and everyone saw what had happened, and the whole school burst into laughter instantly. Even one of the guys stopped fighting me because he found it so embarrassing.
After this happened, the teachers came, they called my parents, and I was taken home, then to a hospital. My nose was broken, and everything hurts rn. Everyone is talking about me, and the video went viral in my town (someone even uploaded it to some gore website). Even if I had any chance of being liked, I doubt it now, especially by my oneitis. Luckily, this happened on a Friday (today, 2023-10-06), so I don't have to go to school tomorrow. Most likely, after this, I'll change schools and somehow move to another city or temporarily live near my grandparents. The only good thing about my day today is that my oneitis messaged me on Instagram to ask how I'm doing and how I'm handling all of this. She said she's really sorry for what happened to me. Here I am, lying in the hospital, everything hurts, and I hate my life.
So, this year, a new girl came to our school. She's very cute, blonde, blue-eyed, fit, and 5'11 tall (she's my oneitis). We quickly became friends, and she even followed me back on Instagram (even though she has 8k followers and follows only 30-40 people, while I have 200 followers and follow 700 people). We got along really well at first, talking a lot, both online and on Instagram. It seemed like she was interested in me during the first few weeks, but she noticed that there's a larger group in the class who really doesn't like me and often bullies me.
Since they started bullying me, she has been distancing herself from me more and more. She no longer wants to go for walks after school, eat or drink anything, or hang out during breaks. Once, for some reason, she even made a comment about me when she was with the bullying group, saying, (oneitis): "Even I have bigger arm then you." This hurt me a lot, and when she said that, I had to go to the bathroom and cry in the school. In the afternoon, she apologized via Instagram for what she said at school.
So, getting to today's story, in the morning, I was really frustrated and not in a good mood. Long story short, I got into a fight at school during the break with a couple of guys who are 6'0+ tall. Well, at first, I was doing okay (it was a 1v1) but then one of the guy's friends joined in and pinned me against the wall. That's when everyone started watching us, and I knew I had already lost by then. Then, a third guy came, and I don't remember exactly, but somehow, I ended up on the ground, and somehow, I wet myself. Yes, I got so scared, or I don't even know what happened. Unfortunately, I wore white pants to school that day, and everyone saw what had happened, and the whole school burst into laughter instantly. Even one of the guys stopped fighting me because he found it so embarrassing.
After this happened, the teachers came, they called my parents, and I was taken home, then to a hospital. My nose was broken, and everything hurts rn. Everyone is talking about me, and the video went viral in my town (someone even uploaded it to some gore website). Even if I had any chance of being liked, I doubt it now, especially by my oneitis. Luckily, this happened on a Friday (today, 2023-10-06), so I don't have to go to school tomorrow. Most likely, after this, I'll change schools and somehow move to another city or temporarily live near my grandparents. The only good thing about my day today is that my oneitis messaged me on Instagram to ask how I'm doing and how I'm handling all of this. She said she's really sorry for what happened to me. Here I am, lying in the hospital, everything hurts, and I hate my life.
