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I haven't eaten steak in 2 months now just rice and if I'm lucky tuna chicken or whey for protein.
I had a dream when I passed out from exhaustion today I was eating steak. 1 year back my friend had 200 dollar gift card to a steak house and the expiration day was that day so I was able to eat so much steak. It didn't mean much then but after being kicked out and slowly losing my money I saved I long so much just for a piece of steak at this point even Salmon or chicken is a luxary
On new years I will be eating a nice piece of steak and having red wine I just know it! I need to try harder Idc how much dry crap I have to eat or how many hours I need to struggle. I long for the day that a steak meal will not be so expensive I will be able to shrug it off like nothing
I wish I could go back on that day me and my friend eating so much steak after which we had his dads expensive wine. It was heaven I didn't even realize it. I will return to that feeling and come back stronger I know it!
I had a dream when I passed out from exhaustion today I was eating steak. 1 year back my friend had 200 dollar gift card to a steak house and the expiration day was that day so I was able to eat so much steak. It didn't mean much then but after being kicked out and slowly losing my money I saved I long so much just for a piece of steak at this point even Salmon or chicken is a luxary
On new years I will be eating a nice piece of steak and having red wine I just know it! I need to try harder Idc how much dry crap I have to eat or how many hours I need to struggle. I long for the day that a steak meal will not be so expensive I will be able to shrug it off like nothing
I wish I could go back on that day me and my friend eating so much steak after which we had his dads expensive wine. It was heaven I didn't even realize it. I will return to that feeling and come back stronger I know it!
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